I'm a caregiver for my aunt and she had a stroke last year, but I've been taking care of her since the end of 2016. She's married her husband doesn't come around, dropped her off, keeps her check and I pretty much have zero support. I got a bath aide twice a week and I'm supposed to have a provider twice a week 2 hours per day but that doesn't happen often. I took care of both of my parents before they passed away, I can't do this anymore. I'm not the greatest of help myself I'm battling depression, major depression and I need two hernias repaired. I love her to death and I've been trying my best but I haven't even been out of my own home in 3 months. I can't do this anymore, but I really don't want her to know that. I want to do this anonymously, but how? It's her husband's job to take care of her and I know I'm wrong for feeling this way, but I just can't do this anymore. I'm having thoughts of suicide and I have enough problems with my depression I can't handle this anymore I need help please.