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I know I ask questions about this but here I am again. Still floundering and just can't get seem to get back on solid ground. Can't stop being very frustrated and sad. And angry. Yup. It feels so wrong and I feel so petty but haven't been able to come to terms with the situation.


Last time, one person suggested that I could have been enabling her and WOW was that a bullseye right between the eyes. I saw that I have done way too much for her for way too long. And I have stopped.


I came to the realization that I am so freakin annoyed with ME caring more about her well being than she does. This is where I'm pretty much STUCK. Her strength and mobility have declined and she doesn't want to go to PT anymore. She "claims" she'll do it at home but it's never really happened before so....history DOES repeat itself. I do my best to NOT ask if she is or is not doing her exercises. I just can't bear the answers.


IF her refusing to remain active only had an impact on her, then big fat hairy deal, right? BUT she lives with me and hubby. And we already do most of the things. Either because of her pain or lack of strength and mobility.


I just see the future and I HATE what I see. And I know that it's 90% her own fault because she refuses to do the exercises and increase her strength and mobility. I recently told her that I am NOT doing more because she is choosing to do less. And now the battle lines have been drawn and we're both annoyed/angry with each other.


Do I have to be OK with her lack of activity which will lead her to continue to decline?


How can I not be disgusted with her lousy attitude?


Then also she made a snarky comment about me going to my daughter's without her which turned into a major blowout. I told her that I worry about her going up the stairs (she's horrible at stairs and we have to help and/or spot her), that she's going to fall and hurt herself and/or me. She doesn't get it. UUUGGGGHHHH!

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I am currently in that exact situation except my 89-yr-old mother has moderate dementia and aphasia. She has just about stopped talking because it is so frustrating to her not to be able to find her words or to call a familiar object by some jibberish name. Social situations are pretty much out of the question as she can not or will not respond or take part in conversations. Her failing hearing (corrected with hearing aids but not well) is another detriment that adds to her desire to be isolated.

After she broke her hip last year, she did great in inpatient PT and with home health and outpatient physical therapists. Then, when the experts stopped coming, she stopped, too. All she wants to do is sit in her recliner and watch old Westerns on TV. She walks with a walker, can shower (closely supervised by me), dress herself (although her choices of clothing recently have necessitated a change in attire before leaving the house!) and move around slowly with the walker.

I continually nag her to get up and walk around. I try to set up a bathroom visit every two hours so she will move around. She refuses to do any of her proscribed exercises and states that her inactivity bothers my brother and me a lot more than it bothers her. I see on a daily basis how increasingly difficult it is for her to get up from her recliner and how unsteady she seems when she starts to move around. Yesterday, she was stepping down from the house to the garage to get into the car and started to fall. Luckily, I was right there and was able to catch her and prevent her from falling, but it was not easy. I am feeling the results of my effort today! After I thought about it, I really think she passed out because I was bear-hugging her to prevent the fall and yelling "Mom!" "Mom!" with no reply from her.

I told Mom that if she does not keep moving to get stronger and build up her legs and stamina, I would not be able to care for her as I could not lift her or transfer her. I'm not sure she fully understood what I meant or even that not moving around is a bad thing. Lately, she has been making statements like, "Wouldn't it be so much easier if I just wasn't here?" or "Why don't you just cover me up and let me die?" She has just about stopped eating anything, so maybe she knows something I don't.

I do not think that I am enabling her because she really is NOT capable of doing most of the things I do for her like cooking, laundry, house cleaning, errands, doctor appointments, medications, etc.

My brother and I take turns caring for her. I spend two weeks at her house and then I take her to my brother's house for two weeks while I go home to my significant other. Neither my brother nor I want to think about what is going to happen when we can no longer care for her due to her immobility. I think, at this point in her dementia, a placement for her would be way too confusing.

Okay, time to go stick my head back in the sand.
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I have been dealing with this with my husband for a long time, and he's only getting worse. He is a type 2 diabetic and does nothing but sit in front of the TV and eat junk. If I don't have stuff he wants to eat at home, he wants to eat out all the time. We don't have the money for that. I feel guilty if I buy high-carb foods, but if I don't then he doesn't want to eat what is here. He is content to take expensive meds and do nothing to help himself. He almost never will go along if I take a walk, and he poops out after about 10 minutes if he does go. It is driving me nuts.
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Suicide on the installment plan?
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Greetings loving caring daughter. I can hear your frustrations through your choice of words..have you and your family ever thought about a in home caregiver? There are many things that aging parents won't do with loved ones because of history, personal feelings, burnout etc, but with the correct aligned caregiver your problems can be solved. I would like to suggest you talk to a caregiver for a piece of advice on a peace of mind and allowing Mom to go through and know it's a BLESSING TO SEE that evolution of life is just that eveloution and she And You can still learn new Techniques to assure mom's days are mostly calming and your days are mostly worry free. When she doesn't go to Your daughter who watches her? How is their relationship? I want you to know as a Daughter, Mom, and Humanity care giver for the elderly with Dementia and Alzeimers...Everything will work out.
I wish you the best!
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Let her, as they say, sleep in the bed which she has made for herself and go on with your life. You didn't make her that way. You can't control her. You can't fix her. All you can do is put yourself on a healthier path and stay there.
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I completely get what you are dealing with. My dad has been making the same poor choices, completely disregarding what the doctors, physical therapists, and occupational therapists have told him. Now he is barely mobile. He is dropping weight to the point of bones showing because he won’t eat foods that are good for him and refuses to drink the 2-3 cans of Ensure Plus his doctors have told him that he needs to drink. He thinks he knows better than everyone else, doesn’t remember discussions with specialists, and changes his answers every other sentence. I think as they get older, their mind starts to go and they stop making rational decisions. Unfortunately, being adults, they can’t be forced to “behave” like a parent does a child. I don’t know what else to do except accept he is declining, that I’ve done all I can, and that he won’t be around much longer.
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Oh boy.....I can relate. Mom fell and broke her hip.....and recovered remarkably well for her age (89). She has severe osteoporosis and gets Proloia injections every six months ...... but is also on a maintenance dose of Prednisone, which is kind of a wash, but at least the osteo is not getting worse. She had outpatient PT for six weeks after release from rehab and they explained time and time again (she has dementia) the necessity of doing the exercises on a daily basis. Fast forward 6 months she doesn't do them, uses her walker sporadicly and has fallen yet again (but didn't break anything....so she thinks her bones are strong). Now she is insisting she needs to go downstairs to the finished basement to get some "things" she has to have. Dad asked my sister and I to clear it out while she was in the hospital to at least get a start on decluttering her home.....so we can't even get the things she wants because they are no longer there. She had a long conversation with her rheumatologist insisting she was strong enough to do the stairs.....and her dr. telling her absolutely not. Due to her stubbornness and strong will to get her way, it didn't register. So every week when I go over we go at it. Again, again, and again. I couldn't believe how she behaved at the dr.'s office....like an insistent toddler ready to throw a tantrum. She has always been on her best behavior for all her visits...so this is new. It wouldn't surprise me to one day finding out she fell face down on the damn stairs. Dad is beside himself and it is clearly time to make "the move".....but her defiance and nasty attitude keeps them in place. I know what you"re going through.....and you live with it every single day. My sympathies...this is one rocky uphill journey. You have every right to be angry.
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I have this problem and what is helping a bit is requiring her to come downstairs for most meals. This seems to have awoken something in her that got her moving a bit more. I got the ok from PT to have her do this (we have a stair lift too) and now I ask her to come down. I also asked her to get her cereal in the am and I think the more she does, the more confidence she will gain. It took a lot of arguing to get to this point, and I set a goal for her to get back to her own home which she is aware of and therapists think is reasonable, so she is starting to make some effort. If you can take her out of the house, that is recommended too by our therapists.
If you can get therapy (PT) to come to the home, it might help a lot. They have a lot of experience with seniors who are reluctant to move forward with exercising and if you get a good one, they can motivate in ways we can't.
I know what you are feeling and it is valid. I know she thinks I am selfish but I can't enable this behavior and I think I was doing too much for her at first.
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I have learned the hard way through many tough, hard experiences in life but I finally got wise. You have heard you can lead a horse to water but you can't force them to drink (which would keep them alive). These people live under that scenario. You and others know they must do certain things for their own safety and benefit but no matter what anyone does, it just is not going to happen - ever. If you try to make them, YOU will be made to suffer by their reactive behavior. When people don't do what they must do to make things better, then let them lie in the bed they made and if they fail or are miserable or something happens to them, well, so be it. They brought it on themselves and now they must pay the price. Don't fret, don't feel guilty - get tough and walk away knowing you tried to help them. Get them out of your home and put them somewhere that they are cared from and where they can't ruin YOUR life.
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CharK60 Nov 2019
When my mom was pulling this routine she was laying in wet diapers, soaked gown, and soggy sheets.

To me, this was a reflection of my care (or not) and I was found lacking when I finally got some help.

I certainly felt the same disgust I saw in their faces but I could NOT get that woman to get up!

There was shouting, there were tears, there was pleading, there was just plain stubborn resistance. It was awful....

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"She repeats herself a lot, gets overwhelmed with financial and other decisions..."

This statement brings concern, esp since you say she still drives. That's exactly what clued me in. Seems fine, can muster up for a bit in front of others, but the repetition and making mistakes with her finances, I started looking for answers and the answer was DEMENTIA. When we took the car and had to help with shopping, I discovered she also wasn't able to cook anymore.

We all get senior moments, a little more as we age, but this is different. Mistakes in finances is one thing, we all make mistakes, but when it's more than just little, worry. Repeating oneself happens too, but when the same thing is repeated or asked multiple times in a short time span, you should be considering dementia.

With dementia there are changes in perception. What some have called apathy may be perception related. They think they are fine. They think they have done this task. They think they are capable. My mother has declined more since the initial stages and when I showed her a picture of her, me and my daughter, she asked who 'those girls' are, meaning us and pointed at the pic of herself and asked if it was Nana (her mother!) She doesn't believe she is 96. She doesn't recognize herself in pictures. She repeats SO much more now! It is something you have to learn to live with (fortunately I never lived with her/her with me, it was only during visits/doc appts.) She also became self-isolated. More often she would find excuse not to join her friends at the Senior Center for activities and free food. She would try to cancel appts (would write it down but didn't follow through, thankfully, since I would drive 1.5 hrs to pick her up!)

Another common mistake we make is trying to convince them of something, or argue with them. If she has dementia, this is an exercise in futility! If she really wants to join you when visiting your daughter, she has to commit to working on strength. Statement of fact - either you work for it or you can't go. End of discussion, even if she tries to argue with you. Walk away. Tune her out. Leave if you have to.

"I saw that I have done way too much for her for way too long. And I have stopped."
It's the best thing you could do. Although it may be too late to get her 'going', it's better not to do things for her in order to keep her active and mobile. Sometimes rather than asking if she wants to do X or go to Y, just make it a statement - Com'on we're going {here} or to do {this}.

"I just see the future and I HATE what I see. "
Well, unless something changes in her, it is what it is. There's no point to hating it or feeling guilty, as that won't change anything. You have to make the decision as to what is best for you and her. If it means going to a facility, so be it. You could present this to her saying that physically you can't help her anymore, so it is her choice to either work on getting stronger or understand that she will have to move. Again, no discussion. Statement of facts, these are your choices.

"Do I have to be OK with her lack of activity which will lead her to continue to decline?
No, but it might be best to accept it. You can make a concerted effort to get her on board, giving her the choices to make, work for it or not. If not, then again, it is what it is. They ordered PT for mom after some simple falls and refusal to stand/walk (partly fear of falling), but she refused to work with them. Nothing. At my last visit, the nurse told me that when they were helping her up, she had one of those rare glimmers of thought when she said she needed to walk or would lose the ability! Unfortunately, with dementia those thoughts are usually fleeting and nothing will come of it.

"How can I not be disgusted with her lousy attitude?"
By just letting it go. We can't change others, only our reactions to what they do/don't do.

No guilt. No remorse. No arguing. Give her choices and see how it goes.
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disgustedtoo Nov 2019
Was running out (again) of characters, so this thought will be separate.

You mention there are a few places she goes and drives. If she has so much trouble walking, how does she get in/out of the car and get to where she is going? If her ability to do simple things at home are that bad, I would have even more concerns about her driving. Slow reaction time can be a killer!

We had to take mom's car away (oh that went over badly!) for her safety and others, well before the decision that she had to move to MC. Later, after the anger, she would say 'But I don't go far', which is true. Her "circle" of comfort was slowly receding. My response at that time was that I don't care if you go 2 feet - if you hit someone you will lose EVERYTHING! Even later she would tell people the worst thing she did was give up her 'wheels.' Give up? hahahaha. She didn't give anything up!

So, given some statements you made combined with her demeanor, you really should consider these might be signs of early dementia. Since she lives with you, she is safer (our mother was still living alone.) However, a number of the issues you currently have could potentially get worse, if this is really the beginning. If she isn't hard to take care of yet, mostly takes care of herself and you can tolerate her, staying with you for now could be an option. Just let the rest go. No guilt. No arguing. Try to laugh it off.

When she becomes a danger to herself or anyone else, or is too difficult to manage at home, then consider a facility (if not sooner.)
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Don't ask her to do the PT. TELL HER - time for PT!! And "you get a donut after you have done them." I know that this sounds silly, but you're on your last nerve.
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My husband is in rehab because he kept falling. He just wants to sit in his chair because he doesn’t want to make an effort to walk. He couldn’t get to the bathroom without falling. He doesn’t need to come home. He won’t exercise. If he doesn’t come home he will get himself kicked out. I cannot do it anymore either. They do this to themselves. Just live your life. I have no guilt I did my best for 10 years.
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I can understand what you’re saying. My mother will not help herself in various ways. I have found it to be very frustrating when I want the best for her, but she refuses to try a bit more. I cannot tell you the number of doctor appointments that I have made with her request and then she will not go - appointments that I have to cancel, reschedule and juggle.

For example: I tried years ago to help mom see that if she SITS all day she is going to become weaker and weaker. When she gets to a point where she can’t get up and down on her own, we will be forced into putting her into a nursing home. I can now see her struggling to get out of a chair, etc.

There are other examples that I could include here. Bottom line, I think it is rough to deal with caregiving, especially when the person being cared for does not cooperate.

Best wishes.
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Yep. I hear you. And then I turn into a nag. My mom is now getting to the angry stage too. I understand that when things/life does fit together/behave like it used to and it's annoying/infuriating. So there's another layer of behavior change to deal with.
UUUGGGGHHHH!
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Few years ago my Mum stopped cooking & reduced her housework to smaller shorter tasks. Depression? Start of dementia? Laziness?

Last year had a TIA (mini stroke) then a big stroke. Vascular problems found. Not enough oxygen getting to her brain - suggestion that silent TIAs & micro bleeds had been going on. A'ha! no O2 - no attention span!

My Dad especially has been so frustrated, as you are, as he can see she needs to do more & this is the only way to recover from the stroke. He hated nagging, she hated his nagging. But he won't give up.

He found funding from senior services for more physio. She really needs 1:1 attention to do the physio. They go something like 5-6 x fortnight. Slowly it has become part of their morning routine at home. while this is increasing her strength, unfortunately it has not prompted her to do more for herself (within her limits). Her 89 yr old sister drives, cooks, cleans but she just can't - her brain just doesn't work that way anymore. She's 76.

Has your Mother had a good checkup lately? Just to check/rule out depression or other medical problems?
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History says she will not do home PT. Make a decision. Will you continue to help her up stairs? Can she afford to put in a stairs lift she sits on? If the answer is no to both, then tell her she can't ever come back to your home if she quits PT.

We did this to MIL, telling her she'd be in Nursing Home if she wouldn't exercise for rehab there. It woke her up. She exercised, and one of her sons took her nearby to an AL he owned, since his home had stairs. It was an acceptable solution for all.
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Beatty Nov 2019
Yup - move it or lose it!
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Wanting to go to your daughter's house may be a carrot to hang in front of her face. Tell her you wish she could go too, but if she isn't willing to do some exercise to get stronger to climb stairs, it just isn't safe. Get the message across to her that you'd love to be able to take her there, and other places, but you can no longer risk her falling or others trying to help her up stairs falling down -- the bottom line to that is: if one of us falls down trying to help you, we couldn't even do what we do now to take care of you.

Ask doctor to order some in home PT. A stranger working on the exercise issue may get more results than you. Since you had been an enabler, there is still that little wisp of hope that she can get more out of you again. Keep repeating that being in the home is dependent on being strong and mobile.
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I wasn't sure if your mom has dementia. My mother does. She is 85. Along with Dementia many have apathy. Mine does. She does not care about anything. Her brain won't let her. My mom has a very slow gait. She also should be doing exercises but she has no will to nor am I going to fight with her about it. I do try to take her for a walk. I do take her to musical events, she loves that. She is tired all the time but cant sleep all the time so she just lays in bed. She can not initiate anything on her own. She loves to go for rides and eat out but that is a problem with me. Last year when she was living 650 miles from me in her own home she drove her car 7000 miles in 4 months. She loved driving! Plus she didn't know how to cook anymore so she ate out all the time. I don't want to do that. This is the progression of the disease and it is a cruel disease. If you have the money to put her in a nice AL
Facility I would think about doing that. Hugs to you.
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Your story sounds so much like mine except it is my dad. After mom passed 4 years ago dad slowly declined. Depression, apathy, sleeping all the time. I tried to take care of him but the drive to his house was taking too much of my time and energy. I moved him in with me a year ago, along with my 46 year old mentally disabled brother. I agonized for so long at his lack of caring for himself. Refusing to exercise or even join us for TV. I see him at meals but that is about it, other than doctor appointments of course. My brother takes care of all dad's physical needs so my load in taking care of dad is light. I have discussed with him his ultimate future if he remains in bed all the time. He apologizes, says he knows it his fault and then he cries. I do not discuss it with him anymore. So I do not beat myself up anymore over this either. I am just waiting for the "next thing" to happen....stroke, heart attack, dementia, or his inability to move at all. I am prepared to move him to some sort of facility when I can no longer take care of him in my home. So the best advice I can give is to let it go. Apathy does happen and there is nothing you can do to change them. You can only change your response to their apathy. You still have your life to live so live it.
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my2cents Nov 2019
ask doctor to order in home P
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What is LO please?
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bunnymom Nov 2019
Loved One - took me a bit to figure it out, too!
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Your LO (MIL?) is not going to do PT exercises on her own. Do you control her finances if she has any pension or Social Security? You could use some of her money to hire an in-home aide to do the PT with her. In-home help usually has a 3 to 4 hour minimum, so maybe there are some other chores or activities a hired aide could do with your LO to keep her engaged during that time. She might co-operate better with a "professional" helper.

No point in nagging her to do exercises or to be more active. That will only aggravate the tension between you. Your LO probably lacks motivation due to depression and poor energy.

If you and your husband reach the point where you can no longer (or are no longer willing to) do everything for her, it's time for more hired help or placement in a facility.
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Invisible Nov 2019
Agreed. I think you are approaching the problem confrontationally and are too close to the situation. Engaging the assistance of a third party might be more effective. Certainly my father would do his PT with a therapist and even a family friend rather than me. Can you exercise together and make it fun? Remind your mother that she doesn't want to follow in the footsteps of her parents. Lastly, I am 64 and tired. I can't imagine how I am going to feel in my 80s when even more things don't work. The last thing I want now - and then - is someone carping at me to keep moving and taking even more control from me on how I live my life. Try putting yourself in her shoes. You will be there some day.
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My forever-single sister was doing this to me for years. At 40 she had a severe health issue that told her that she was going to have to stay on top of her mobility, or her quality of life would be greatly diminished. That lasted maybe five years. Then she stopped taking her nightly walks after her sedentary FT job. Then she retired—then she just never went out of her house—her doing, because it was easier to hire people to do things for her, have me or my husband do them, and instead of going out to lunch or dinner, it was easier for HER to ask/demand that her friends and family all come to her, allowing/enabling her to just become even more sedentary.
Twenty-five years after the diagnosis, she hadn’t been going to a doctor for 10 years—THEY weren’t helping. She’s falling and walking with TWO canes just to get from bed, to toilet, to kitchen. She knew she had to do something, so I get her into my tell-it-like-it-is doctor. Well, he did, and she didn’t like it, and we were both upset. My misplaced guilt for wondering why it happened to her, not me, changed to resentment. She didn’t do what he said—get a rollator today, get in a pool in the next week for exercise, and do NOT do PT at home—GET OUT to do it, annnnnnnd he told her he thought that the diagnosis was incorrect all those years ago. She did just the opposite of all. REFUSED to get in a pool—mostly vanity kept that from happening. I had trouble even visiting and listening to how upset she was with HIM.
She continued to go down hill. She’s been in and out of the hospital now at least two dozen times in the last three years, as she is bedridden. She’s on her fourth nursing home, and now has lung disease requiring oxygen 24/7, was sent to the hosp in a coma by the third nursing home that had a power failure and her oxygen dropped, which led to a trach and a vent. Now her options are very limited.
She turns 70 on Sunday. I moved three states away in July to be closer to my grandkids. I’m 65, and just couldn’t stay in our hometown any longer—it is so much harder to move the older you get, but we’re here, and I’m doing more for myself now. The guilt isn’t eating me up anymore. Yes, I hate what she’s going through, but she made the choices, as did I. I really did have to save myself.
She has BF from many years ago who comes three times a week to help her and visit. She and I text most days, but she never whines or complains, except for our soap storylines.
You need to set yourself free as best you can before it’s too late and your loving relationships are completely diminished by resentment. I waited too long.

PS—Sissy’s diagnosis those many years ago was wrong, according to all the tests and specialists. She got where she is due to atrophy of her large muscles from inactivity. Her brain is good, will always be bedridden and on a vent. The good news—yesterday, she FINALLY got in the water!! And NOW she says she wants the NH to Hoyer her in there at least once a week.
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Talk with hubby about what you both consider appropriate activities for your mom while she lives with you. Please make sure that her "contributions" are reasonable for her current abilities. You might consider doing PT with her at home as a form of exercise for both of you. Also discuss what are possible consequences if she doesn't abide with your "rules". Is moving her out of your home and option? Decide on "rewards" for mom complying with her activity contributions. After you and hubby talk, have a talk with mom about what you consider appropriate contributions for every person in the home. Outline yours and hubby's contributions. Then, show her the list of activities that she can do as her contribution with consequences and rewards. She may not want to do anything different, but you have already decided on rewards and consequences for her behavior.

You may have to decide that having mom live somewhere else or creating a "mini apartment" in your home for her may give you some separation and return of control over "your household". My mom lived with us for 6 months after she sold her home. She said she would live with us for a "couple of months" (2-3). We gave her the use of a bedroom and sitting room. She expanded to the patio and bathroom. I told her that these were not her "areas" and helped her to limit her spread. She visited my sister for a month and when she came back, she was ready to move. 3 months later, she is in her own condo and doing well. I visit weekly to take her shopping and for outings and my hubby takes care of maintenance issues on a monthly basis. I realize that when mom needs to move back in with us, she'll need a mini home of her own in our household.
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We must be very very careful about making ultimatums. Whether a threat is recognized or ignored it is *always* remembered with indignation. Maybe you could say something like, "But, Mom, what are we going to do when your legs are too weak even to use a walker?" or "But, Mom, your poor body needs to move around and do things!" or "Movement is a wonder drug for pain!" or "Doctor's orders, dammit! Don't tell me, tell him."
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The decision to not take her to your daughter's was made well before today.  She decided that by not making better choices for years.
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Many people of all ages refuse to do their assigned exercises because they have no meaning to them. Stop fighting over exercises and just try to keep walking. Cut the instructions to a minimum and just walk.
If your LO can't walk, maybe they can just stand up out of the wheelchair once in a while with help. Standing up at the kitchen sink was a favorite of my MIL. She thought she was doing the dishes.
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Dementia is a broken brain, it has taken me a few years to really even start to understand what that entails, the constant questions, suspicion, inability to do things it seems like Mom should be able to. And on top of all that there is the button pushing on both sides with family.

Once I understood it is not Mom but a broken person, my frustration dissipated (well mostly!) and this hard life became a lot easier, still just as much work, but less stress! Now my job is to provide safety and comfort, oh yes, and entertainment! And ignore all the #$$% thrown my way!
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Maybe down the Line, Get Mom into a Care facilty, If you can but Good Luck with that. My parents would not Go, Mom ended up going into the hospitl for Cancer and Heart, Leaving dad Alone up there with COPD. My sister is Caring for him and all he wants to Do is mainly Sit because he is Scared he may Die too soon. Stop nagging, They are Stubborn, One day it will happen that she is gne from there or in another Facility wit Care...
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There is something you all may want to consider. My MIL has dementia, she refuses to exercise...refused to do therapy at home. She is now in a SNF. We did not understand this at all.
My husband has had a stroke and vascular dementia is here.

With dementias...strokes, health issues, the person becomes apathetic. They want to sort of but really don't. Take my husband. He wants to get up and do Pulmonary Therapy, but won't walk out of the house. His reason? He can't.
And after watching both him and his mom deal with this very same issue, I am convinced that ...
they can't.
The brain simply is not allowing it.

Please consider this while dealing with your mom.

I'm going through this same thing with my husband and MIL. I've sat down with neurologists and psychiatrists and they both finally admitted that this happens.

Depression and apathy/don't care happens. And is there a way to stop it or reverse it?
I don't know.

I get upset with my husband of course but we know this is happening. He cannot help it.
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con3ill Nov 2019
I have that same experience with my husband, survivor of a severe stroke in late 2011. He came out of it with his cognition intact, but with compromised motor function on his left side. While he was still in the ICU the doctors on his case told me he would emerge with 'deficits' and from the tone of their voices I could tell they thought it would be a tough row. He got excellent PT/OT care for months in the SNF to which he was subsequently admitted. But once he got home, seven years ago as of this month, he would not/does not even move his left side unless specifically ordered to. He's become deconditioned to the point where he cannot walk without pain on the left foot and experienced a fall in early August while I was in the kitchen close by putting dinner on the table. He is enrolled in a PACE program which serves him very well on medical/social needs but the doctor and physical therapist there are in disagreement with recommendations from their referrals as to what to do to address the foot pain which is demotivating him from walking more. I'm at my wits' end on how to deal with this; I don't want to threaten him because he's had enough threatening things happen already with the aftereffects of the stroke. I think if I did take on the role of Threatener in Chief, it would erode what's left of our marriage.
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She is destroying you, one small step at a time. IMO you are in over your head. Why not consider AL, where she can be with people her own age, then she will have someone to B, Whine and Complain to, over lunch.

Time to stop this merry-go-round, you can jump off any time...why not now?
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Judysai422 Nov 2019
My mother did the same thing re exercise and she was in AL. Since I had to take her to all of her appointments, her poor mobility impacted me. I began by telling her I would take her to the nail salon, her favorite thing, only when she could use her Walker, not a wheel chair. That worked for awhile. But when her heart condition got worse, we placed her on hospice care and are now looking for a mobile nail salon. Her dementia has robbed her of all of her motivation, except to have her nails done and go out to eat. We got her to sign a DNR. She may have lasted a bit longer if she had done any exercise, but she is 93 and it just is not worth the effort to keep her moving. Now she thinks she is dying with every ache or pain, but instead of calling me, she can call hospice. Death is inevitable...perhaps when we are younger, we just have not come to grips with that.
I agree that if your mom does not want to do her exercises, moving her out of your home is fair, because it will be a physical burden on you that will be too much. But also realize she may no longer have the ability to be motivated...it may be her condition or depression. Either way, you have to do what will let you keep your sanity and live your life.
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