He has a plethora of medical conditions and doctors have told him that he only has a few more more months to live. I have always been very close to him and love him dearly. But he controls every aspect of my life. And it is driving me crazy. He wants me to work and study all the time and since I work nights, I have to sleep in the day. I am exhausted all the time. I am depressed and suicidal. I nearly committed suicide two months ago. The only reason I did not do was because I googled if having an OD was painful or not. He has control of my finances. He forced me to buy a house that I was not ready to commit to. I am not allowed to do anything that makes me feel good about myself because that makes me a bad person. He has even slapped me a few times. Since he knows everything about me, he knows what to say to get to me. Like something to do with my parents especially. I am socially isolated. I do not know how to get through to him. Some advice with be greatly appreciated.