This back and forth stuff is crushing me emotionally, mentally and physically.
Mom has severe Dementia she's now under the belief that I can just drop her off at a nursing home and that will be that, I try to explain we don't have any money and that's not how things work in the real world, so now she's insisting I get my things and leave and at this point that doesn't seem like a bad idea.
Before all this she stole a bunch of money from me which has really left me without anything. I have the car signed over to me and I could just take the money from the bank account and go, I don't feel there's much of an option left for me, mom is off in some other dimension, I'm trying to wait for the Hospice Social Worker to call me back mom is trying to make her way upstairs.......... we don't have an upstairs, so she's wondering in circles wanting to get away from me until I leave.
I don't know whats going on we got into it this morning when she peed the bed yet again because she decided to remove her diaper and the protective pads from the bed and I asked 'why.?' that was 2:30am and it hasn't stopped yet and it's now 9:30am.
Family and friends keep telling me I need to worry about myself, but no matter how bad it's gotten I rarely think abandoning mom is the answer but maybe I don't have a choice, I obviously can't live like this much longer it feels like it's killing me, I'm going to hopefully hear from the Social Worker soon from Hospice.
Anyone got any thoughts........
Medicaid is not a great option as I have no nest egg because of my mother, I've spent every dime I've had in this house and paying her bills, she wiped me out, Medicaid will just finish me off...... Midnight move seems to be my only option.