During Covid 19 I don’t get to see my mother much. She has been in lockdown since March. We have just started outdoor visits this last month. When I don’t see mom my mind always goes to the worst and I feel obsessed with knowing how much time she has left. When I get to see her my anxiety will will subside for a couple of days and then I get a call from assisted living that she has had another fall and it starts all over. My mom has late stage dementia, is very frail, practically bed bound, sleeps all day and is now having hallucinations. Sometimes I think dying is the only way for her to have peace. I feel like I am in a constant state of grief. Any input would be helpful.