Cry because I don’t know how we’ve gotten here. I’ve been my mothers right arm for over 20 years and we’ve been through a few illnesses, things I’m going through with her now are just unbelievable, I’m now treated like an enemy, I’m not trusted, I’m a liar and she tells other family members that I’m mean to her. I love my mother and wouldn’t do anything to hurt her but somedays I just want to walk away.
Family members have their own lives and they chime in at times but still no real help.
Last week with her being diagnosed with cancer for the second time it is hard trying to protect her for surgery prep and the coronavirus.
I just don’t know what to do other then to read as much information I can for a safe outcome but I’m just burnout!!