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My mom who is 86 still has her wits about her. However her body is in bad shape. We’re at the point where she needs 24 hr care, but refuses. She won’t eat without me, she won’t bathe without me, she hasn’t had a decent nights sleep in months. She’s not taking medication as prescribed. She’s claiming all her specialist are trying to kill her. She is in desperate need of wearing a hearing aide but won’t. She’s severely retaining fluids but won’t wear compression stockings. Constantly crying and complaining every single day to me about everything. I’m on the verge of a nervous breakdown.

I'm so sorry you are going through this and if you spend any time on this forum you will see you are not alone by any means. I don't see a question but I'm guessing you want to know what your options are. Your mom needs more care than you can possibly provide. Having her transition into a NH will get her the care she needs and restore your family life. Your husband and kids are the priority, not your mom. She won't like this change but you must make it and then not feel guilty or bad about it because there aren't any other solutions. It doesn't mean you don't love her. It doesn't mean you don't care. It is unrealistic and honestly, selfish, for your mom to expect your whole family to orbit around her. She is in a place of fear and it's driving her behavior. You won't be able to logic her out of it. You should start having conversations with her about it. She needs to know a change will be happening and that there aren't other solutions that work for both of you. Then start researching NHs and moving forward. She can choose to be part of the decision making or not. What is her financial condition? Do you have durable PoA for her? I hope this was helpful to you. Wishing you peace in your heart.
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SilvanaD Dec 3, 2019
Thank you for your response! Wonderful advice! Greatly appreciated!
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You can’t keep doing it all. Please be honest with yourself and your mom and tell her that your first responsibility is to your husband and children.

I wish I had done that. I pushed myself to the point of burning out. It’s not worth it. It really isn’t.

Go and look at facilities. Choose the one that is best. Move forward with placing her. Then you can visit as her daughter instead of a caregiver. They will care for her. You can be her strongest advocate. She will see that you still care for her very much.

Best wishes to you and your family. Hugs!
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If she's severely retaining fluids, compression stockings might stop the skin on her legs breaking down but they won't do anything about the dilution of her blood and therefore the poor oxygen supply to her heart, brain and other vital organs. She needs to take her diuretic.

She needs to bathe, eat, sleep. She won't do any of these things without you present to cajole her into it.

But even with you present, she's still not complying with essential routines. Have you tried stepping away from the situation for long enough to force the issue? Your profile states that you've been her primary caregiver for twenty years, and it's going to be very difficult and stressful for you to attempt change; but for your sake and hers it has to happen - don't you think? What have you tried so far?
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So sorry for your mom's condition.

You need to consider setting boundaries, right now. Draw some lines and do now let her bully you anymore. If she won't do X, Y and Z without you present, well, in most instances, so be it.

Long term, she needs to be placed somewhere. ASAP. She doesn't have to like it and most likely will give you a bunch of crap about it, but calmly stand your ground, just like with setting boundaries.

I think it best for you to start reclaiming your life. Today. Your husband and children deserve more of you. And you deserve more of yourself as well.

Best of luck!
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Retaining fluids and still refusing medication? Please consider calling EMTs for a transport to the ER and an examination that includes cognitive capacity. If they admit her, hospital SWs can help you with affordable placement.
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Your circumstances suggest the question “Who is suffering more right now, Mom, with her helpless dependence upon you, OR you yourself”.

Understandable for many reasons that you’re a frayed nerve.

If Mom “refuses” and actually does have her “wits about her”, why is your life with her based on her 100% refusal and your 100% compliance??

Since she is at present in total control, it will be up to you to begin to vary the dynamic to bring your life together into another level of balance. You will need to plan some of the terms of her care to reflect your needs as well as only hers.

She will yell, blame, accuse, cry, stall, and pull out all the stops. With love for her, you will quietly and lovingly stand firm. If her cognitive resources are intact, she will ultimately realize that she must comply with some or most or all of your changes, or she will be the loser.

The advantages for her? She may well comply with someone else to take her meds, eat, bathe, and one by one, over time do some or most of the other things she needs to do TO FUNCTION AT HER BEST and at the same time, give you the opportunity to breathe, take care of your OTHER family members, and enjoy life a bit.

Keep in mind that your responsibility is to provide safety and security, and not to cater to her every need, and also that YOU have reasonable and appropriate needs as well.

Don’t become enmeshed in her negativity. As long as you are sure she has safe in her quarters, LEAVE HER when she lets loose. By giving her a constant audience you encourage her perception that you acquiesce to her dependence on you.

Just an additional thought- be aware that her behavior may indicate that she may be at the beginning of cognitive loss. Not wearing a hearing aid, claiming her doctors are attempting to hurt her, severe anxiety about doing normal life activities without you present? Objectively, is cognitive loss part of her pattern too?
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Nursing homes sometimes give their residents their medicines ground up in their food or in apple sauce... A well known drug to help with bad moods is Seroquel... Check with your Doctor about using Seroquel...
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Retaining fluid is an issue that her primary needs to address. If her ankles are swollen she needs to see a nephrologist ASAP. Kidney failure is common in elderly. And should be thought thru. My 91 yr old mom is on home peritoneal dialysis and that would be a whole new ballgame for you.
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I agree with the others that perhaps its time to call 911 and have her admitted to hospital to get fluid retention and her other medical issues under control. You know she is suffering, and her refusal to take the necessary meds is a recipe for disaster. As well as you are on your last nerve...,,sometimes we have to do things against their wishes because they are putting themselves in harms way. I hope and pray you can get this under control, for your sake as well as for your mom. And definitely look into nursing homes for her. It has gotten to the point she needs a village to care for her. One person, as you well know, cannot do this 24/7 for years ....,
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The non-compliant eating, bathing, medication, crying, insomnia, paranoia, lack of personal responsibility, lack of confidence, and so forth, when combined, are to my mind pointing to early dementia, or at the very least, mild cognitive impairment. If not, then I am afraid your mother is behaving like a very spoilt, attention seeking brat. More than likely she is also depressed, but my experience has been that that is only a symptom, not the cause of those behaviour issues. Something is going on, it is not good, so you will need to be prepared for not-so-good news.
Whichever way it goes, it is little wonder you feel as if you are on the verge of a nervous breakdown! You are in a dark place at the moment. It will only get worse if you do not get some help for yourself; and unless you help yourself now, you will be less and less effective in helping your mother in the future. I have been in a similar place regarding my husband, although I admit not quite to the extent you are experiencing.
I would suggest a double-pronged approach which may seem daunting, but you cannot make you better without dealing with your mother and her health issues simultaneously.
1. If you do not have an understanding GP to talk to, find one. Make an appointment for an extended consultation and lay all your cards on the table. If the recommendation is for you to take medication for depression and/or anxiety, even just for the short-term, do it. It is not habit forming, it does not even chill you out, it simply corrects a chemical imbalance in your system. They will not make all your symptoms disappear, but they will lessen greatly, and may well disappear entirely if you can resolve the root cause: your mother's never-ending behavioural issues. Be aware that those medications can take anywhere from a few weeks to a couple of weeks to be completely effective. One day you will discover you have been coping much better than you did before, you just will not know exactly when it happened.
2. It sounds like your mother is being treated in an ad hoc manner, ie sees one doctor for one thing, another doctor for something else. This is a big ask of you, but I think you and your mother would benefit from re-assessment by a medical professional who looks at the overall situation, not just symptoms for one complaint. I do no know how the health system in the US works, but here in Australia your mother would be sent for an Aged Care Assessment. The results of that assessment would guide you in your next steps. It might be in-home care, it might be hospitalisation in the short term, it might be permanent care in a nursing home, it might be something in between. The less compliant your mother is in such an assessment, the more likely you are to get assistance. I feel sure there would be something similar to that assessment in your country.
I do not envy you your catch-22 situation, but the circuit must be broken. You are the only one who can do that. I wish you strength and determination to improve your unenviable situation.
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