It has only been 4 months and I am depressed and in shock. I am overwhelmed with his medical appointments, doctors, cooking, cleaning. I have lost over 20 lbs from stress, anxiety and often can't sleep. We are in the same home. This may sound selfish but it feels my life has changed forever and it's a matter of time where I meet my end. How can anyone possibly also have a job plus being a caregiver for a parent?
I can't do this. How do you know if you really can't do this?
He will not go to any home care.
Badly need some support and encouragement.
I am just scared and in shock.