I am going to ask my doctor this week if what I think is true. Is my cancer terminal? If so tell me the truth. Should I continue the chemo? I do not want to die like like friend. I watched her suffer for a week on morphine. Her liver failed. I have had kindey failure but lucky for me it started back working before they had to do kidney dialasis. I do not want to suffer like my friend did. I have had cancer since 1998. He has been giving me chemo over the years as well as radiation. Now I can't have radiation only chemo.