I post here when I can, which is not often, but I read every day.
I think I am an emergency, so forgive my brevity.
My Mum controlled my life. I have just done with the second arranged marriage. It was international, and she left me penniless, I came home with $317.
No brothers and sisters. Both husbands dead. I left there so I could come and be her every day slave. She provides my bedroom and multivitamins. She has been a little crazy. In the last two days we have two dead fridge, and three trees had to be cut, it had been stressful, but we got it all done.
I had to take a taxi yesterday to go do the shopping and errands, and when I came back she had a fit, said I had been drunk, didn't know me, I was out to get her, and nearly called the police, as I was an intruder.
She said I could call our trusted neighbor next door, who came. Mum raved about I was foreign and doing terrible things. My mum is a former beauty queen, and has tried to make out with our nice neighbor before, and her home health aide. He is married, and we live in an upscale neighborhood. As if it matters. He has also seen her have a fit when I lived away in another country, with the man she set me up with. She even made me pay part of the wedding, and now she is demanding that I pay to stay here in this Hell. I don't have a job, a car, or an income. We don't have a car. I can't go anywhere except to get groceries. I just stay here, and am about to scream. Please don't have a fit on me, that is the last thing I need.
I came back here from Canada to look after her. Now I am accused of all things. A few weeks ago she had the police here at 5am. I got out of bed to hear that she was accusing me of beating her. I was asleep. They almost arrested me, but she at last said, on, no no no .. I didn't really mean it.
The thing is that I think I can be accused of something I haven't done. I think I need a lawyer. I am unsure what to do. She is keeping me under her thumb with her will, but I'm about ready to let it go. After that mess, I am afraid to go to sleep, she must have her phone with her at all times, and I wake up some days and am blind sighted right away with some accusatory. I try to make my Mum weigh more, and eat healthy, and be entertained. I am cooking tasty mush, cleaning a huge house, bathing her. I am run ragged with this, and don't even have the house, let alone do something I like. If I could go to the movies, that would be so nice. I'm scared to go to sleep.,
Last night she fell ... I might have been 20 feet away, I couldn't have stopped it ... And now she has broken out her front teeth. Four.
I am afraid to move. I've done nothing, but i believe I AM in trouble?l
Please help me as soon as you can - Am I in trouble?