I am desperate for help to deal with this. I just had a horrible-the worst yet-screaming argument with my husband about our income and the bills we pay every month. He does not even believe that the home we have lived in for 2-1/2 years is his home, or why we are paying the bills we pay. He does not understand that our money goes directly to our joint bank account. He wants "his money" to spend as he likes, and for me to pay "my" bills with my money. I gave him a copy of our list of bills that are paid automatically out of our joint account, but he is far from satisfied. I realize sadly that I should have been able to handle his inability to understand any of this, and that he is really just struggling to regain some sense of control. I just want to sob, to scream, to run away, to never look back. I know how wrong this is, and I know that this is just another awful part of this dreadful illness, but I just want to die. I go to a support group, I read these posts, I try so hard to listen and use the tools that I hear and read about, and even try to give kind advice to some of you, but this situation is something I cannot seem to deal with. Please please help me.