I suffer from some pretty severe mental illnesses as well as having a debilitating autoimmune disease. I was barely making it through a day at the beginning of this and it's worse now, even though we have home aids that come. My heart is really struggling right now, I try to keep in mind his dementia, but running out of the room to cry by myself isn't working like I thought it would. I'm scared for both of us. I don't know what to do.