My elderly dad passed away last Friday in a hospice facility of Covid-19. He had many health crises in the spring and was diagnosed with LBD. I cared for him full time in his home for over a month. It was clear he could no longer live alone. I had to place him in an AL. Sadly, he was taken to the ER two weeks ago. He was diagnosed with Sepsis, pneumonia, respiratory failure and Covid. He had many other serious underlying health issues.
I was unable to visit him in the hospital, but was a allowed an outdoor window visit at Hospice. I was able to say goodbye and thank him for all he did for me in life.
Due to Covid, I am choosing to film his memorial service and share with family and friends. There will be a delay with the service due to many factors.
My mind remains on high alert... still waiting on “a call.” The past 17 years have not been easy with my dad. I felt deep sadness and deep peace at the hospice window. Now I don’t know what I feel. My home is 5 hours away. I need to return to my family, but feel like I’m just “leaving” things. I have never been through the death of a parent. Any advice?