I feel like my relationship has been going downhill ever since we got married.
In the beginning of the relationship, it really felt like it’s the best thing of our lives because it’s our first true relationship and we try to do everything together. But it seemed like ever since we got engaged, problems seems to be appearing nonstop. we have mortgage issues, us living with our parents issue, money issue, u name it
We fight a lot over small things, he seems to feel more comfortable talking to everyone else but me about our problems. I felt very mistreated because all those nasty things he has been saying to me. Not that I don’t say anything bad but it doesn’t hurt has bad as his. Sometimes it’s get so aggressive that he would throw things and we might even get physical. At this point, I’m not sure even I made it worse by talking to him about me going back to school to further my education and he’s helping me with mortgage..
I'm not sure if I should continue to stay because of our history together..I’m not sure if there is any point of staying. And it was even the fact that he said he doesn’t need me and even tho he said he took it all back but it’s like it’s not like I’m not trying my best here by trying to maintain the peace in the house but why am I the one who is wrong all the time? Why does he have to make me feel this way? He made me feel like I can’t even talk to him at all, but why does he always have to push it this far?