I have been getting upset and frustrated lately and I don't know why. I do sleep a lot, but I also have been diagnosed with c-pap, diabetes, restless leg syndrome, hiatel hernia, nodules in my lungs, goiter, heart attack, congestive heart failure, cellulitis, I had 2 TIA's, barrett's eshopagus, breast cancer in 2008. I am suppose to have a caregiver but I can't keep one, cause I get upset with them and they put the blame on me. I still live in my apartment and I still have to do anything. I use a walker to get around with cause I have no lower back. I am on medicine to help for my heart like effient, carvedilol, aspirin, atorvastatin, calcium, gabapentin, insulin, imdur, Lisinopril, nitroglycerin, ropinirole, and spironolactone. But half the time, I can't remember when to take them, so I don't have any help to help me, and they know it. So I get upset easily about little or nothing, but it does bother me when they point out that I need help when I get upset, because it is all my fault. I sometimes do have some memory loss because I misplaced my car when I go shopping. When I come out I forget where I parked my car. And I try to keep up my money, but I do get overdrawn at the bank and I was sure that I had money in there. I have not been diagnosed with alzheimers, or dementia but I know I need help but what or how do I get help?