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maryhs Asked November 2015

How do I stand this? He can be so regressed. When is it time for a nursing home?

It's been 20 years of taking care of a sicker and sicker man. Now we just started with palliative care. Denial and minimization are his coping mechanisms. I had to hire a janitorial company to come do a biohazard cleaning, even his medicine bottles had feces on them. The housekeeper just cleans the bathroom, and there were pieces of feces or something stuck to the floor in the bedroom, that the service got up. He is a good man and I want to be kind and loving but I am tired, tired, tired, and grossed out. Why can't he change the depends without getting crap everywhere? We don't share the same bedroom and bathroom, by the way, because I always found him too dirty and messy, and he snored. I've got a message in to the new dr. to get a referral for home health care. He has fungus on his toenails so they look like they are rotten and are falling off. His feet stink, and he never washes under or between his toes. And he does the new york times crossword puzzle in ink every day! The COPD got bad about 11 years ago - before that it was heart surgeries and arrhythmia and heart failure. I find myself wanting him to just die and leave me alone. I don't want to be his mother.

EXPERT Carol Bradley Bursack, CDSGF Nov 2015
I agree with the wisdom on this thread. You've done enough and it's time for you to have a life. You say he's a good man. You can continue to see him and support him, but it's time for a care facility. In this setting you'll be better able to appreciate the good things about him.

Talk with his doctor about a move. His health issues - COPD among them - may be enough for him to qualify for nursing home care.

He seems cognitively able in some ways, but the rest of what you describe could still be a form of dementia. He may need to be screened for Lewy body or frontotemporal dementia as part of determining where he can get the best care.

You need to be clear with the doctor that if you don't get relief from living in this situation your own health will worsen.

Please update us on how you are doing.
Carol

pamstegma Nov 2015
The time for a nursing home is when the caregiver's health is in jeopardy. I think you are at this point. There is only so much that one person can do, after that it takes a team, three shifts of that team, to care for him. It's time.

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freqflyer Nov 2015
Sounds like it is time to think more about continuing care facility if the cleaning staff at home cannot keep up with the messes. I can imagine what the house must smell like, and sadly there isn't anything you can say to your hubby to make him pay more attention to his personal care :(

Talk to your hubby's primary doctor and ask for suggestions, and tell him/her you are so exhausted as this is a day in day out issue. The doctor could write a script saying it is time for another layer of care.

jeannegibbs Nov 2015
It is time for the nursing home now.

perseverance64 Nov 2015
I will be blunt and clear.
Rotten toenails with fungus along with fecal matter around the house does not happen overnight. You know it's time when he is not getting things done that you know is needed and neither you nor someone else can be brought in to do it.
Decisions made from the heart today can heal the regrets of tomorrow.

BarbBrooklyn Nov 2015
I agree that it's time for a facility NOW. I'm curious about the fact that he's never been good about his hygiene; is there co-morbid mental illness going on? And are the crosswords done correctly?

Be very, very clear with his doctor that you are NOT willing to wreck your health and well- being over this.

Salisbury Nov 2015
Big hug and tons of empathy coming your way.

You have done enough. Time for a nursing home.

Grieving Nov 2015
One day, your wish will be granted. He will die and leave you alone. You are so stressed right now, you don't realize what you are saying. I feel your anger and frustration. People reach a point when they are unable to care for themselves and the burden becomes too much for their caregiver. It regrettably becomes necessary to place them in a health care facility.

But if you still have any love left for this man in your heart, don't ridicule him because of his condition. Instead, work with his doctor to get him the best care possible, offer your support in any way you can, and pray for God to be merciful to him and to help you make it through this ordeal.

Yvonne315 Nov 2015
My heart goes out to you. You've done an amazing job. Based on what you've written I think you are answering you own question. Now that you've gotten it out, move forward for both of you. It's time!! Let go and let God. He never wants you to feel you're alone.

Llamalover47 Nov 2015
Now is the time to put him in an NH. You will experience caregiving burnout, if you, most likely, you haven't already.

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