So burnt out and tired of being used and abused by my mom. She left another voicemail this morning but I'm sure it will be full of lovebombing and guilt tripping. Literally can't talk with her on the phone anymore. Here are some EMAILS:
ive gotten up.....to pooping myself in my sleep
i cant get down to do the wash
i have groceries im too exhausted to put away
i need you.....exhausted
please...i have no one...what do i do?
i know it sound pathetic...but it where i am at
i gotta go to the bank and brewers for smokes and the weed store..
i need a buddy for a little bit....ill pay you
I am doing ok with phone and people but i might lose it,,,,its too much
voicemail~(are you coming over?, i need to do laundry but cant make it im just exhausted.. i could really USE you love you bye