I've done SO MUCH for my parents, and they are grateful but they just attract bad events it seems like. I'll go one or two blissful days, but then I check the bank account and see that it's getting tight or my mom will acuse her nurse of stealing or my dad will have a bad day. I don't know what it's like to have a normal week. It makes me feel so guilty for wishing that they would go away so I could live, because right now I'm just surviving. I dread checking my email, voicemails, phone calls, anything because I'm always scared of more bad news.