Well for one, I was young and was not about to accept that my mom was trying to talk to me about death, I just knew she wasnt going to die. She was too young to die and leave me. Well she passed away about 12 years ago on 9/16/2003, and i was lost. Needless to say I've never found any money or do I know how to find it. I paid for everything myself with a little help from some friends' donations. Other than that, thank God for a good job and the means to pay. I'm really lost and no one has ever reached out to me. If you have any suggestions, please let me know.