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How many people get "it's like you have kids" or "that shouldn't be a problem to do _____ around him". No, it's not like children. Children can be disciplined. They don't have 78 years of being a certain why & in their own mindset. You cannot untrain that (I.E. Women are "cooks", "house workers", etc)
Do not expect to have the same conversation that you had with him prior to Alzheimers & expect to have the same person there. This guy wants to practice shooting a gun in our back yard (we have space to do it, nothing fancy). Gpa is nonstop looking for his pistol (bc I always hide it and all...so he accuses me). Him not having his pistol causes issues every day. This guy says we'll it shouldn't be a problem...--yes you are right! It shouldn't. However he's brain is not activating like it use too. Not only that but every time we have company we have the worst time getting him to bed, add someone shooting a gun to the occasion....not sure how it will go.

People really don't get it.
Okay, I apologize. I didn't want to vent on fb. I don't want to vent to my husband. No reason for both of us to be irked.

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Yes it is for sure. :) My uncle has always been a know it all... I've met people for the first time who also knew him who said they can't stand him because he acts like he knows everything. I doubt he would last as my shadow after one of my mothers accidents... the kind that means she takes a shower and after she's all comfortable in front to the TV again...I get to wash the walls and mop the floors...then do all the laundry.
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Feel for you, Argenon. Maybe your uncle should come and shadow you for a day, to find out what a cushy time you're having. Sickening, isn't it?
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I have several family members who don't see how affected my mother is. On occasion these clueless fridge people will offer up their advise or make some snide little comment to me. Not too long ago I was seeing the doctor for my own health issues and for stress. My uncle was also seeing the doctor. We met up the first time in the waiting room where she belittled me and basically insinuated that I was doing something wrong because my mother hadn't called or come by his home in a while. He claimed that he and his wife had called us several times and we don't answer the phone. After I saw the doctor, during which time I broke down in tears and explained the situation with family, I was getting into my car to leave with the same uncle pulled his truck behind my car so I couldn't back out so he could tell me off some more. I explained that I have been very busy and was sorry that I didn't call them when he said, "You aren't busy, you're just at your house." He was so hateful and mean. I realized he has absolutely no clue what taking care of a person in the final stages of ALZ and VasDem are like. Also, for as much as he would like to pretend to care about my mother, if he did, he would load his ignorant tookus into his car and drive over here to see her since she is the one with the real issue. So all those demands he placed on me that day ended up being dismissed. I'm doing the best I can here, the doctors say mom is doing very well in spite of her illness..those are the experts...not some jerk uncle. Also, I'm not obligated to call anyone and if I don't answer the phone...oh well. I get a life too. Geez... sorry, I went off on a rant too.
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As for the children comment...I often say that if I was 4 years in raising a child I would have a well behaved respectful potty trained child that knew the house rules. With FIL we are going in the complete opposite direction who has become disrespectful, knowing no rules and incontinent. So there! :)
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wow y'all have been absolutely terrific! Thank you so much for bringing a smile to my face! It was so needed. To know people understand is refreshing! Much love, hugs, and prayers to you all.
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So glad to re-find this forum today. Have been caring for MIL for about 4 yrs now, first in our home, then sr. housing around the corner, rehab after a fall and now assisted living. Progressively spending more and more time again with issues of arthritis limiting mobility, incontinence, med and pain mgmt, and lots of others. Hoping she can stay at assisted living level for a while...she is getting to the edges of that (needs increasing) but would not get any more attention in nursing home - probably less - when she was there for rehab after her fall we were getting countless daily calls and trips up there. Not really up for having her move back in here, she is a lovely person and we get along fine but the 24/7 is more than I feel I can do. I work as a homecare PT, have a husband who is not a caregiving type, and 2 teenagers still at home. We did the ER and MD office yesterday due to intractable shoulder pain and are working on how to keep her comfortable, somewhat mobile and engaged. Thanks for the space to vent. Nobody to vent to at home !
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Vent , please vent. You are AWESOME!!!!!
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Sandwich................you said a mouthful. No pun intended.
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Don't feel guilty for being stressed either.

What other area besides parenthood do we throw completely untrained, uninformed, and unequipped people in to do a professional job?

I missed the sign up to get the nursing training. I missed the class on safely assisting & transferring a person without injuring your back, neck, & shoulders. My Red Cross babysitter's course from 1983 did not prepare me for in-home elder care feeding, changing, bathing, & entertainment. I missed the elder nutrition & dietetics course. I missed the seminars on the difference between dementia, delirium, and the role of depression. I missed the handout on how dementia patients indicate they are in pain. I also didn't major in elder finance, elder law, estate planning, tax prep, or become an overnight expert on Medicare, Medicaid & the Social Services Maze.

Everything I know, I learned on this site. It gave me the ability to step back and realize I am not the right person for that job, my home will never be the right facility, and trying to replace a professional setup for our situation would be a huge mistake.

I also learned that this journey is full of decisions with options nobody wants to pick. There are so seldom times when everything comes together "as advertised".
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Yes, please vent! For your own psychic health and the health of your marriage. Caregiving can be corrosive to other relationships. "Amen" to all the prior comments. Your journey will be like no one else's and they won't even begin to understand until they have a similar experience. Our 'carees' are not children and rarely good company but an ever present challenging responsibility in mostly uncharted waters. Our best wishes and prayers for you to not only bear up under your situation, but also to be able to ignore those insensitive remarks. Press on.
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