My dad has been really healthy until about a month ago, when he fell. A trip to the hospital revealed a broken hip from the fall....and a whole lot of stage 4 cancer. He was just released to hospice yesterday and I am the primary caretaker. I still have kids and a husband at home, but for now I am staying with him at his home 1/2 hour away from my own. My dad and I get along but today I had to clean up his first bowel movement. It was everywhere, and the smell was overwhelming. I felt nauseous for about 2 hours after. He's also completely sound of mind and I know this is very embarrassing for him. I feel like a weakling--I know many of you have been doing this for years and I probably sound so silly, but does this get easier? Any advice? Thank you in advance.