I am going to ask this outright. I couched in another thread. But I am asking outright.
I can't be the only one dealing with this. This is a form of PTSD. My cousin said so. A grief counselor did.
How do you get past the end of life very graphic images? These are haunting me, quite frankly.
I am not special by any means. There are so many of us who just muddle through. Like the old pinball games. Bump into this, bump into that. We don't get any points for it.
Does this ever get better? Is it time limited? Mine is real fresh. Not yet 24 hours. I want to know there is an endpoint here, or what I should expect.