My Mom has been declining since December. She is barely eating and drinking these days. Hospice and I are working together to try and figure out what dosage, if any of Ativan will help. She is agitated, and out of it most days now, but worse at night. This was her "baseline" prior to Ativan.
I feel so helpless and sad. Can anyone share what their loved ones last days were like? I am the only one that feels like this is torture?
I feel so awful because all I can think of is my stupid respite trip because I don't want to be here anymore.