I have been taking care of my mom who was only 62 when she got this terrible monster of a disease. I have been with her going on 7 years with my brother making sure that she could stay at home. Being locked up in the house because of Covid-19, due to the fact we could not keep a mask on her, has made her decline so rapidly, we are having to put her into a memory care facility. In February, she was a vibrant, somewhat functional (with a little help), happy person. Now she is a sad, anxious, withering soul who just paces and talks to lamps. There are moments in the past 6 weeks that I have caught a moment of my mom, but mostly we just watch and hope she doesn't hurt herself. In my mind, I know that the memory care facility will provide her with the stimulation and safety that I have tried to give her, but my heart feels like I have given up, and I cry all of the time. Will it every stop feeling this way?