I find myself reading the person who writes, is it wrong to hope someone dies.
The effect a dysfunctional family has on an individual never leaves you.
I am 62, it hasn’t left.
I am caring for the dysfunctional parent in their old age.
I am full of resentment.
Most likely, because my 2 siblings are scot-free.
I don’t love this parent.
That, is the truth.
How did I end up with this parent?
Years of conditioning, gaslighting, etc.
So very difficult to see life in a normal way.
I have had therapy.
Time is near, for the Nursing home they deserve.
I am afraid this parent could live 10+ more years.
I have made the decision, I can’t do it.
Wish me luck....:)