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I’m sorry. I understand how you feel. It’s so frustrating and heartbreaking. But to the best of our ability, we just need to let it go. It cannot be helped or changed or possibly even explained. I have mentioned here before that there is a letter writing exercise in Men are From Mars….wherein you write a letter to the person who has hurt you (you don’t send it), then write yourself the letter you wish they would send you. TBH, I’m still too busy drinking from my cup of rage to have tried it yet, but I’m told it’s very helpful in these circumstances (for people further along the maturity spectrum than I). I do meditate, and that helps a lot, it trains my mind to not dwell so much. I am sorry and I hope you are able to make some peace with the situation.
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Idk how to get over the anger and resentment. My brother stood by and did nothing while I cared for my mother since Covid, and throughout her almost 7 months in hospice. Then he went abroad when she passed while my husband and I and some helpful friends and family filled 2 30 yard dumpsters.

Now he has moved in to mom's house, is paying nothing. My lawyer says I can't make him sign a lease or charge him rent because he is half owner of the house according to the will.

Now he is angry at US because we continue to come in and clean things out, often with help from friends and volunteers. He will do nothing, and feels that he is being stolen from, even though I have given him the unearned courtesy of letting him know what I am getting rid of and asking if he wants it first.

He said he didn't want much of anything when first asked, but now that he is living there he wants everything he sets eyes on, because we did the hard work of removing everything that was actual trash. The best and only advice I can give you is NEVER let your sister move in. Although I didn't LET my brother move in. He just did it while I wasn't around.

Alva is right, anger an resentment eat us from the inside out. I chose to care for my mom, and I would do it agian. I need to get to a place of acceptance, because I can't control others.

I also agree with Fawnby, I asked my mother many times who she expected to clean out her hoard after she died. By the time she was about 70, it was totally overwhelming, and she couldn't physically have done it even if she wanted to. People my age (late 50's) need to clean out our own houses while we still can.
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DrBenshir May 2024
I hope brother is paying you rent!
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If your father has the funds, I would hire a company to do the downsizing, this way there's a 3rd party being paid for the effort and won't appear as "enriching" yourselves. It's a win-win.

Resentment towards an uninvolved or apathetic sibling is a very common theme on this forum. BUT, no one can be "assumed" into caring or caregiving. You had an expectation however, "an expectation is a premeditated resentment".

I would hire out as much of the downsizing, estate sale, moving effort as possible and have it come out of his assets, if he can cover it. You know your sister will probably become *very interested* and involved once there is expectation of an inheritance. Make sure to keep very detailed records and accounting to head off any problems, suspicions or accusations.

All you can do is CYA and keep emailing or texting her, giving her notifications that you are in the process of doing (X) and she needs to come review the items by (X) date. If she can't make that date, you will move forward with (X). Then you have written proof that she had a choice in it. Whether she was on vacation or not, is not your problem. This way she can never say, "I didn't know".
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overwhelmed21 Apr 2024
Having a paper trail, in my mind at least, is essential. Total CYA!
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Anger and resentment does no one any good and it eats us from the inside out.

There is no way to "get paid" when your parents have passed.
The will is going to be whatever the will stipulates.
If you are POA (I am guessing you would be as your sister isn't really involved) you cannot enrich yourself by paying yourself. You are responsible for every penny in and out of your parent's funds if you are POA and it would be considered gifting.
However you CAN HIRE IT DONE. Why would you not do this? It would save your back and your time and get the job correctly done.

Now on to your sister. Really she doesn't care to participate in caregiving. As she is not visiting overmuch I think that she may not be overly fond of your parents. That's her choice and I am certain she has her reasons. Few people are purposely evil and neglectful. Most have reasons.

I also am one who would not take on caregiving. It's fair to have an opinion about me; our feelings and our judgements are ours. But it isn't fair to try to change me.

I am hoping, if there is any money here, that your parents have long recognized who is doing the work here and has made a will that takes that into account.
If they have not then there is nothing to do about that and I will warn you that it is often the "prodigal son" if you will, who is the favorite. The one who does the care moves from being a son or a daughter to being a bossy caregiver that no one much likes. Goes with the job.

Life isn't fair. I was taught that at a very early age by my parents. It's very random and what happens happens and our choices have consequences but not always the ones we thought would be a result.

You can't change others. I would remove as much of the burden as you are able to from your own and husband's shoulders. I would hire help and your parents funds are to pay for that. And I would allow my sister to make her own choices as there really is no choice to do otherwise. You don't have to love it, or love HER. Blood connection is a pure accident. Our friends are our choices.

Best out to you. I am sorry you didn't luck out on a connection with a sis who would see it your way and be a support. But sounds like you have one very loving husband, and that's great.
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MiaMoor May 2024
I agree that the caregiver is the least liked.
I have always been around, helping my mum and stepdad, but I'm the one who has never been good enough. Not since I was a teenager and helped look after my 3 younger siblings.

I spoke with my adult daughter about how nasty her grandfather can be with me, which is making it difficult to provide the help both he and my mum need. (We used to get on.)
She loves her grandad, but she's got a very sensible head on her shoulders. She told me to take a step back and ask my brother and stepsisters to help more.

I honestly didn't know how. I was just there every week, so I would take on jobs as and when. I didn't know how to say to them to visit more in order to help more (partly because of the particular issues arising from being a blended family).

Anyway, one stepsister was there in a crisis, recently, because I couldn't get there quickly enough, and she has been helping regularly ever since (our other siblings have young children and other things going on). She was the absolute favourite, but even she has been getting some harsh words from her dad now - for the first time ever! Just because she's also there helping every week.

But my step-sister knows her worth and she talks straight back at her dad, pointing out what she's doing for him and saying that she could just go straight home if he wants. He knows she'd do it too She also reminds him how much I've been there for him.

I'm finally learning that I don't need to make everything right for my parents, and I don't have to put up with being spoken to as if I don't matter. It feels good being a "bad" daughter!

I think that SadBigSister needs to stop doing so much. Dad can pay for people to go in and sort the house. She needs to just be a daughter visiting the dad she loves. Her relationship with him is hers, not her sister's. She doesn't feel how her sister feels, and she shouldn't expect her sister to feel how she feels. There's no point in feeling resentment; it would only hurt her, no-one else.
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You don't cope with them. You'll never get over it. And that's the truth.

I've experienced this sort of thing myself. The problem is that we expect others to want to pitch in. They never intended to, and by having unrealistic expectations, we doom ourselves to feeling hurt.

And when you think of it, why should any of us have to shoulder such a burden? My parents had houses, offices, a boat, many attics and garages full of junk that they hadn't thrown away for 70 years! It was so daunting that all I wanted to do was sit down and cry when I saw what needed to be done. So much stuff! Why didn't they take more responsibility while they still could? Who did they think would clean up after them? And during the time of their dying, which took over 5 years for the two of them, I was managing their business (also a mess) and their care at home.

Takeaways: We should all get rid of our own unneeded belongings long before we become a burden. We should not make our children responsible for our health care, should not move in with them, should get our own affairs in order while we can. We shouldn't expect relatives to help with the care of our parents, and that will save us a lot of tears.

Also, you don't have to do it either. Stop doing so much for dad, and he may grow up and find a good life for himself in AL. Hire a firm that does contractors' cleanouts. They'll get the job done at your dad's in about a day and haul everything off to where you want it to go. It's well worth the money, which isn't a lot anyway.

I'm sorry you're having to deal with this, but if you're going to blame people, blame your parents for creating the problem in the first place.
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