I posted back in September how my grandma was having trouble with her memory and other health problems, turns out she had bacteria in her blood and she went into the hospital and came out fine. My grandma is the strongest woman that I know and I’m super afraid of losing her. It just started to hit me a few days ago and I can’t stop thinking about living my life without my grandmother who took me in after my mother’s death. I know that we all have to die at some point, but being around her makes it all the more rough. I hope that this post makes sense.