13 more days - I have nothing different or new to tell them. Now it's just waiting for the fallout and how I'm going to manage it. Thinking about sitting in a hearing - I am paralyzed and that's how I see it going. Just staring at the table, trying to hold it together - how do you think that's going to go? Looking for a way out now. Don't want to deal with the thought they'd start carting my dad from place to place.