I don't want to be free of caring for my 94-year-old mother. I love doing for her what she cannot do any longer. But when I hear that my older sister or brother talk about how wonderful their travel experiences or dining-out experiences are, I get resentful and jealous. Now I never want to talk to them or see them ever again. They both live out of state. Am I being a selfish brat? I feel like I am so evil. I know it is jealousy, but I feel it more and more when I learn they are having fun. My life is consumed with taking care of my mother, and neither of them have ever offered to help in any way. I cannot get over hating them more and more each day.