I'm tired of cooking/preparing 3 meals a day. It's just the two of us but boy oh boy can that woman eat!! She stays slimish, I get fattish. It's bad enough I do everything here much less start making her one thing and me the other. At times I feel guilty when I buy her fast food cuz of the nutritional value....not to mention I eat it too.
It's not bad enough that my wife passed on the 21st and we all were trying to find the Christmas Spirit.
What else could happen? Now my Mother has passed today at about 4:30.
What next?
Fligirl, regarding the 78-yr-old mother OP with the issues - whatever happened "years ago" that he doesn't want to discuss is obviously serious. He was hospitalized (more than once), and had a restraining order placed against him. He says mom went to court and had it changed so he could move back in with her because otherwise he had no place to go once he was released from the hospital - he keeps saying it's not a "stay away" order, because mom had it changed in the court. I'm thinking mom had it changed under duress from the OP and she changed it without his older brother's knowledge. The older brother being an attorney, I can bet he'd have stopped it if he knew. Now that the older brother *does* know what the OP is really like, and just how ill he really is - and now that older brother has control of Mom due to her stroke, he's doing what he needs to do to protect Mom - and the rest of the family - from the OP's illness and his potentially damaging actions.
And yes, I know the OP on that thread may read this. Personally, maybe I'm being harsh, but I don't care. He needs help. He asks US for it, but won't take action on any advice given to him. It's part of the illness. Nothing will get better until he gets the help he needs. He is seriously almost to the point of involuntary commitment - especially if anyone really knew what's going on there - he's keeping everyone in his life at bay, so they don't *really* know.
the pope is so dam broke hes reaching out to gays , peds , divorcees , bikers , athiests , and im pretty sure i read about him this week offering pets everlasting heavenly riches . i think that for a faithful following hed be ok with not only cremation but also a reverently executed wood chipper funeral procedure .
im done canning for now . the last several quarts of potatoes were canned with ham bits and green beans in the jars . im just now at the age of 56 learning about proper nutrition . i was lacking carbohydrates and suffering lethargy for doing so . with this renewal of energy im going to get the root cellar built AND lay stone at the farm . this cellar will be accessible from the bunker / house . in the past i built them seperately from the house and had to brave the ice and snow to get dinner .
as far as getting along with relatives -- i just now sent my youngest sis a friendly email . im bettin both of us are relieved that the dumb d*mn sibling rivalry is behind us . hate / resentment blows . everybody loses ..
What's canning today.
I opened a jar of cheese I canned as an experiement and it tasted like regular cheese. It was kind of crumbly but excellent for cooking. Now I need to open some bacon to see what that is like.
when your parents are gone your going to come to the realization that by default you have become one of the community elders . hate is not something you would want to portray to a generation of youth growing up in the hardest economy since the great depression . i dont particularily like my oldest sis but a few years ago when i was facing a horrendous hepc chemo treatment it was oldest sis who offered to care for me until i was back on my feet and able to fend for myself again . my parents are both gone now and friends are few and far between . i dont see my sis much but her home still represents a refuge in the eastern part of the county should my automobile break down and i need help . im at peace with my other sis and she would come running if i ever got into a bad situation . my cuz PIA has been trying and succeeding in hurting edna and i for 6 months . i will not give her the satisfaction of the outburst that shes hoping for and in fact i sat and had christmas dinner with her at nh this month . i walked to her car and got her camera for her . the three aforementioned people respect the hell out of me not because i can hate but because i can infuse calm when everyone else is letting their emotions run rampant . one of pia's sons offered to stomp my guts out at ednas doctors office . the next time i saw him was at hospital when edna had fallen and banged herself up -- i offered him fuel money to help with his unexpected midnight trip. ya see. they cant hate me, i wont permit it.
he who angers you , controls you . its hard to learn but d*mn worth it. i do not have an enemy in the world and considering what a difficult control freak i am -- thats saying something . your under extreme duress but with a little effort you can turn it into one of the strongest spurts of personal growth of your entire lifetime .
As far as the lady who is pregnant that is just a scam and when I see those and there have been several I hit the report button and the admins take them off.
Hope your parents were wonderful kind and caring people but they allowed family members to walk all over them. Just let them live the way they want their problem is them not you. You already know mama does not know whether they come or not. you are the person giving her the loving care but you are very tired. Follow up the respite care and have a rest. Hugs.
We haven't seen Roscoe for a while hopefully we don't tempt him out!
Tex I think you should not play MD with Mom stick with being a good RN. Observation then seek advice when you don't know what's going on. my rule is that if something is not getting worse I wait a bit and see if it is getting better then i know i don't need to do anything else. One of my kids came in and told me she had broken her arm at lunch time. (she was one of three) I told her to rest on the sofa till we finished lunch the we would go to the ER. It was not long before the arm miraculously recovered and she wanted her lunch. NPO for a broken arm till we had the x-ray.
I think with your mother agravating as it is when you have retired and want to please yourself you need to keep a step ahead of her. Get her on a bowel regime and check in her bowel movements every day and keep a few fleets in the house. You know she likes giving you the run around. She can't do it to hubby because he is so deaf he can just ignore her. He sits on his computer and surfaces when he is hungry and luckily likes to cook enough for everyone although he leave the place looking like a hurricane hit it. I hired a housecleaner today because I can't even manage the vacuume with out my back crippling me. hubby is welded to his laptop and surfaces banging his knife and fork on the table. We all have our crosses to carry some are just heavier than others.
Happy New Year everyone
Your father may still not want to be cremated - that is between you and he but it is NOT between him and the Catholic church. Google your local cremation society (cheaper than funeral homes) if he agrees.
This is not an easy topic to discuss. I don't envy you, but at least he should know where the Catholic church stands now regarding cremation.
It's just the logistics of doing it all. I can't be in two places at the same time. If one parent passes, the remaining parent would be too frail to travel, so I would need to be at their house to keep watch... thus I couldn't be at the funeral home out in the mid-west. The attorney asked Dad who could he call upon out in his old home State to represent the family. Dad never had thought about it, I guess he assumed that either he or Mom could fly out with me [only child, no children] and then I would drive 100 miles to his boyhood town..... well, that isn't going to happen.... Dad is going to have to re-think all of this. Ten years ago we could have arranged everything. My parents never expected to live this long [mid 90's].
I guess it has just always smacked of rudeness that my family has always been the last one on the list to be seen and if they run out of time then we are just out of luck...and so next year I vow, never again, don't even plan it...Christmas is a busy time so just do your thing and we'll catch you whenever and then they plan it and then, you got it, they don't show up...rude and arrogant for sure