I'm tired of cooking/preparing 3 meals a day. It's just the two of us but boy oh boy can that woman eat!! She stays slimish, I get fattish. It's bad enough I do everything here much less start making her one thing and me the other. At times I feel guilty when I buy her fast food cuz of the nutritional value....not to mention I eat it too.
cracky was moms hospice aid . i worked on her car three times in exchange for some respite time but was denied both times i asked . shes working with me again and ive told her at least 5 times already that im just not interested in trying to keep her truck running .
im sitting alone on v - day for a reason -- people suck .
i figure i have one pretty good friend but damm if she didnt back out on my last request for a driver for my colonoscopy and i almost went to jail for dui over that crap .
im not losing sleep over any of those people . now im like an armed military guard .
( at gunpoint )
advance to be recognized.
place your id card on the ground and retreat 10 steps .
what is todays password ?
lol
OMG is it COLD here today. 5-7 degrees above 0, but windchills 15-25 below and winds up to 45 mph. Ugh.
hope, cheer up sweetie... I know some days are just so dang hard it feels like you just wanna curl up and sleep for a very long time. This does zap you from energy. Our pets? Yeah, thankfully they do make us get up and keep going.
Not much going around here today... oh, the young man the helped me all last summer is back around. He's going to come by today, wash my Mitsu inside and out and whatever else I might need him to do. I'm thinking he can do all the windows as well. He's 6'7 and doesn't need a ladder like I do!! Mom loves his company ... he calls her "fancy pants" and keeps her entertained so that's another plus.
Ah well, another day in paradise!
trying to live with the fatigue caused by hepc for most of my life and of course working in masonry , ive learned to make every physical action produce results .
thats kinda why i retired the 51 chevy truck . it drove nicely but after a hard workday it was still manual labor to drive the old monster home .
my mom developed ocd in her last few years and just couldnt understand why everybody wasnt hustling to make her home and lawn perfect . people who dont do hard physical labor do not understand the toll it takes on you .
cracky and i just laid stone for about 3 weeks . i have no problem with taking a week off to heal a bit .
glad, same here... must be the moon or even the date... she's been a firecracker all day and lookin like all night. Never heard of those medications? I agree... their brain can shut out almost any medication when they're on a roll they are on a roll.
i dont need a car but if i ever decided i did , i have a 63 falcon futura sitting out back that could be made to run like new for probably 5 k . it is one year too old to require seat belts and in fact never had any in it even when it was new . back then if i wanted to hit a tree and fly thru my windshield , by god , it was my face and my windshield .
all this high tech crap is beginning to annoy people . cleveland motorcycle works has begun building replicas of ancient american motorcycles with no electronic gadgetry and british enfield is doing the same thing . when i drive thru a mudhole i expect the ignition to drown out and the old drum brakes to work like crap for the next 30 minutes -- just like the old days . when the carb pisses down my leg , its my god given right to have fire dammit !!
Those are the moments that makes this easier.
Mom did feel up to going to the funeral, so that was good - it was important for her to be there, since this was her sister's husband that passed. She didn't feel up to going to the meal, though, so we just went home after the funeral. It was COLD out there today, wind chills in the single digits and sometimes dipping below zero, so it's better that we just came home. She slept most of the rest of the day away. Stuff like this just wears her out anymore.
It sure is getting cold...And cold weather makes me crave something spicy and so I am thinking I may just order out tonight. I deserve it today...Mama is pretty non responsive today and it has been hard. My right shoulder almost feels separated and it is almost impossible to change Mama using my left side...I know it will not but right now it feels like it is killing me..can't lift an arm, can move, can't do anything but just lie there and stare that sad sad look back...that is when it is hard....she's back tonight to not seeming to know who I am .....what a day....but to quote Mama, this too shall pass......
dee... isn't it amazing how small this giant world really is? Is your birth month in November? LOL, I'd probably fall over if it was! My 2nd oldest just turned 57 and then there's that other one, he's 52.
So, apparently the Governor of Oregon resigned and the local news is ALL over it. Mom used to be a news junkie, way back when... she's listening to it and started telling the dog to "shut up, just shut up and listen to me you stupid SOB"! LOL!
I think kitchen appliances have way too many bells and whistles now, and are too expensive, and aren't made to last. I can't believe how high-tech refrigerators are now! I just need something to keep my food cold.
One more comment about cars...freqflyer, you are so right about the kids in back nowadays. I used to love to look out the window when going shopping with Mom or visiting etc., that I could tell you pretty much where a certain house was in the neighborhood or even across town when I saw a picture of it. I have to wonder if kids today will even be able to find their way to the corner store or home from there when they do get their driver's license because they never look out the car windows anymore as they are watching DVDs or on an Ipad! I guess that is what GPS is for nowadays....sure glad I had to use my brain as a kid! What if the power grid ever goes down someday?!!
Dee, I agree, give me a vehicle with a simple dashboard... I don't need GPS because I can read a map.... I don't need Bluethooth because I refuse to use a cell type phone while driving.... I don't need Pandora music or whatever that is, I am not in the vehicle long enough to listen to more than 2 or 3 songs.... forget the moon or sun roof, those tend to break down, nothing like having the roof open and you can't close it [that's happened to me] :P
If the auto markers want to give me something fancy, give me a self-cleaning car !!
I really wish we could purchase new autos that are "stripped down" without all that crap in it! I just need it to get me from point A to point B and back again.
planes, trains and automobiles... gads, it's always something that needs immediate attention isn't it? I suppose the sooner we get them back on the road again the sooner we can move onto the next catastrophe. Hey FF... I'm pretty sure some of those fancy limo's have microwaves in them and therefore you can make popcorn!! LOL!!
Sally, that is such a touching story... I've been trying to think of something that mom will enjoy and bring a smile to her face and her eyes sparkle. I KNOW what would do it but I doubt I get cooperation. Valentine's Day is also my oldest brothers birthday. He turns 60. A few years ago I would have made him a cake, scrumptious dinner and had a fun li'l party for him... mom enjoyed their teasing and playing with her. Ah well.... times do change.
I remember if one wanted music in the car you had either AM radio or you had to sing yourself. You wanted a window opened, you use the hand crank, good exercise :) You needed something out of the trunk, you had to go to the back of the car and put in the key to open the trunk.... and to shut the trunk you had to reach up and pull it down yourself, again good exercise :)
As a kid I use to look out the window and soak in the environment... today kids are either watching a movie in the car, or have their necks bent down to use their iPads or Smartphones. Will today's child know the difference between a cow or a deer since they rarely look out the windows of the vehicles?
And long ago you were able to tell one brand of car from the other. Sorry, auto markers, all your sedans and SUV's all look alike now a days.