I'm tired of cooking/preparing 3 meals a day. It's just the two of us but boy oh boy can that woman eat!! She stays slimish, I get fattish. It's bad enough I do everything here much less start making her one thing and me the other. At times I feel guilty when I buy her fast food cuz of the nutritional value....not to mention I eat it too.
Hugs to everyone who is struggling at the moment, more than usual.
Susan your mom needs an anticoagulant because of her Afib and the recent episode which could have been a stroke. Comadin (warfarin) costs me $2 a month with my medicare PPO plan. it is on Walmarts $4 pharmacy formulary. Yes there is a downside. The blood has to be tested at least once a month. it is going to be difficult or possibly impossible for you to get Mom to a lab for blood tests but it is probably likely that a visiting nurse can be arranged to visit your home. The test is just a finger stick like a diabetic test so no hassle with mom being upset with having a blood draw although this can be needed if the figures are too high which is rarely the case. It is possible for the testing supplies to be ordered and you instructed on how to do it. The result is called to the drs office and you are instructed in any changes in the dose of the medication. Vit K is the antidote for warfarin which would be given by a nurse probably in the ER if Mom had a bleeding accident. there are restriction on eating green veg especially leafy greens but that too can be managed as long as the same amount is eaten each day. You can vary the type so no big deal. I have been on warfarin for 2 years now and do go to the clinic each month which is only ten minutes and I still drive myself. Well worth the money saved! I am going to request home testing as my PCG is moving to a clinic further away but at this point have watched them do it often enough i am confident i can follow the instructions. Have not done it sooner as my PCG had been out on maternity leave. She will remain in the same medical group so no problems transferring records
Susan get her a teddy bear - or at least try her with one....mum sleeps so much better now she has something to cuddle of a night. Im not saying it WILL work but it helped Muim and at that stage anything is worth a try
JB get a meds review - she may be on the wrong dosage and to be honest if you get the right doc he/she will prescribe a placebo if there is an issue. Unfortunately OCD is typical in dementia as they become focused on one particular thing and it can drive you up the wall - Mums particular bent atthe moment is the fridge and her handbag. Having found all manner of things in the fridge that dont belong there - socks for example - I then thought I could smell something weird in the lounge. Checked commode nope - checked the bed - nope even checked her depends nothing. I mist have looked like a bloodhound going round on my hands and knees sniffing but finally in her handbag a pack of opened smoked bacon and some chorizo with a lump of cheese and some broken cream crackers ......now all in bin since they were stuck to some half chewed mints....hey ho!
She chastised me tonight for not depositing the cleaned coins in the bank yet. There aren't enough to make a reasonable deposit. There are barely enough to cover the amount of cleaners that were used and the gas to get to the bank and back.
If we could channel these obsessions to doing something useful, it might not be so bad.
I talked to her tonight about cutting back and eliminating the new medication, because she said she was having trouble sleeping. I asked if she felt agitated. She said she felt like she had a lot of energy and she was enjoying it. And she was not going to stop taking the drug.
I have no idea how to handle this really. I wish we had never started this stupid drug. She needs to come off of it, because her energy is being directed into activities that make no sense. But how to discontinue the Remeron without sending her into crash and burn. I don't have any faith in her geri psych nurse practitioner. He doesn't seem to get old people at all. He lost her files and still hasn't billed her insurance for her appointments. And he won't talk to her. He talks to me instead -- I don't like that at all. I wanted to take her off the Remeron when we had the last appointment, but he wanted her to stay on longer. Now we have this coin and old clothes washing going on and a woman who is enjoying it. I've heard that hypomania can be enjoyable, but it is driving the caregiver cuckoo.
She's happy to be home, but restless as heck and it's driving me a little batty. Might just be all the stress of the day, though - but her cricket routine is about to send me right out of the room. Good Lord, she just will not lay still. She dozes for 10 minutes and then pops back up and asks what time it is, saying she must have slept for a while - uh...no, Mom. 10 minutes. She talked of getting a bell to wake me at night when she has to go to the bathroom....I was dreading this part of the process, and now here it is. And leaving her in the nursing home another 10 days wasn't going to change the fact that she is steadily declining, and the decline has been accelerated by recent events - for whatever reason, it's moving faster now.
I'll be honest, if things continue the way this first night is going, I don't see her being home for long. I suspect this is going to go downhill fast. Taking care of me is a nagging thought in the back of my mind, but to be honest, I can't do much of that until I can find a way to get a caregiver in here to take my place so I can take a break now and then. It's already a problem - I can no longer leave her alone AT ALL, so a quick run to the grocery store or whatever is no longer an option.
Well, home at last! I hope she's meek and appreciative having caused so much trouble? (you don't need to take that question seriously!) But at least I hope she is happy to be home, and will soon be feeing a lot more comfortable.
Meanwhile, to harp on the old theme, how will you be taking care of you???
Mom was supposed to be discharged either tomorrow or Monday. Of course, when they told her that at the NH, she pushed for tomorrow - and once she thought she could get out tomorrow vs. Monday, there was no getting her to stay longer. So they set up a home evaluation with physical therapy for today. I went to pick her up in our handicap-accessible van, and we (a therapist and I) got her into the back of the van on the lift, and then into one of the rear seats in the van. Success! No, not so fast. The seat belt in the back seat is (unbelievably) about 3" shorter than the seatbelt in the front seat where she normally sits. No amount of tugging or pulling will make it longer, and even with the seatbelt extender from the front seat, it will not fit. We even tried hooking two extenders together - wouldn't work, because they're not meant to be hoooked together for safety reasons and will not latch if hooked to one another. Mom is not strong enough to lift her body weight into the front seat anymore, so we had to admit defeat. Back inside the NH - Mom was really unhappy about that - and making decisions to try and do the home visit next week instead - and possibly have the local patient equipment company transport Mom to the house . Then we find out the company doesn't run on Saturdays or Sundays, and unless we pay a taxi company to pick her up (paying an outrageous sum for a trip that was all of 5 small-town blocks - about a quarter of a mile), she will have to wait until Monday - no, Tuesday - because Monday is a holiday - to come home. Nothing doing. No way was she waiting now that she had been told she could come home sooner. So I told them that since the only hurdle to her coming home was the home therapy visit, which we'd already decided to do next week since she couldn't be transported in our van, and since the transport company doesn't run after today until Tuesday, then why not just discharge her today, since everything was already done? So that's what they did.
One unpleasant surprise was when they called in her prescriptions and her Xarelto (blood thinner) is $285 for a 30 day supply. Yes, we will be trying to get her on Medicaid, because there's no way I can pay for that - and she *definitely* can't.
Worst case scenario: if she should turn out to have had a little stroke, it'll take her a while but she will get over it. You just need hawk-like vigilance to make sure she doesn't have another - pester all her doctors all you like. I'll bet she is glad to be home, yes? Only don't despair if she's still pretty labile.
Plus you get to take full charge of her diet! Doctors' orders…
Early next week, I hope, the Book Man is coming to take away the books (we live conveniently close to Hay-on-Wye, the world capital of second hand and antiquarian booksellers). That won't be so hard because I will be distracted from grieving over mother by Daughter 2's howls of protest: she's coming home tomorrow for the mid-term break, what she doesn't yet know is that her ?500-strong collection is in the firing line too. I love books. We have too many. Mine are still in boxes because there was nowhere to put them when we moved here. We are trying to sell the house, and wherever I go next it's not going to be somewhere that can accommodate an entire library. So there has to be a bloodbath… Time to rediscover my heart of stone.