I cared for my mom for 7 years in my home. She died Nov. 4th. I feel like there is a hole in my heart. I can't get over the guilt that I didn't do enough to keep her alive. I should have made her eat more, maybe she could have gotten better care in a nursing home and she would still be here etc...I put on a happy face for my family but inside I'm falling apart. How do I go on ?