I am in a place where I have reached depression mode. I've watched my mother go from teaching, walking, traveling, singing in the choir to having a stroke, to attempting to recover to having seizures that took her down badly. She is now in Hospice care and in her last stages of life. My mother has been my rock. She adopted me at age 2 and has been my bestfriend ever since. I lost my biological mother this year on my birthday (Feb 12). To lose both my mothers in 1 year right behind each other has taken me to a new level of depression. My doctor has me on anxiety meds and at this point I'm just fed up with what life is dealing me. I just don't know what to do.