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Recently put both parents into long term skilled care. It's been 2 weeks. Dad has advanced Parkinson's and is a constant fall risk and wasn't able to be compliant with his meds. Mom suffered from severe short term memory issues and suffered recent TIA attacks. Dad is not adapting. He's adamant on leaving. He's fallen. They must put an alarm on him constantly because he is trying to leave or walk without aid. He is fearful, combative and angry. He suffers from diabetes and is deaf.
I live 100 miles away and cannot be there continually. We chose this nursing facility because it is in their small community and they will accept them pending approval for Medicaid, which has also been a complicated process for various reasons which should have been easily remedied, but this is NM where nothing is easy.
My mother could thrive but he's wearing her out like he was when they were home. Now, she too just wants to go home. As if they were being punished, they now resolve to do better. I'm riddled with guilt and heart broken that they are so unhappy. Everyone says they'll get used to it or it will get better. I cannot see how. Their room is not homey as of yet because they may need to be moved and perhaps separated due to their various needs.
When I showed up on the weekend I found them disheveled and confused with all their items packed in little plastic bags as if ready to leave. His nurse came to retrieve him from the lobby where I found him and he reared back in fear telling her not to touch him and begging me to take him home. He says they are not giving him his meds right and they are tracking him. He says they've stolen his hearing aids and he's lost my mom. It was gutting. I found one hearing aid in a little bag they'd packed. I found my mom exhausted slumped in a chair in her room wearing her pants backwards. She looks worse then when we brought her.
I don't know what to do. I'm sick with guilt, grief and disappointment. When and if they are approved for Medicaid, my thought was to move them closer to me where I can be there often. What help he revived from the VA was not enough to have in home care.
The days for them are semi functional according to the staff but the nights are long and tortured for him. I believe his meds, Exelon and the extended release carbidopa/levodopa make him crazy. He hallucinates and has very vivid dreams. He does better with the shorter acting Sinemet but needs it every 4 hours.
I'm worried the stress will kill us all. How does this get better? What is the alternative? They were not safe at home and now they are miserable, angry, fearful and weaker then before. What a mess. I haven't quit worrying since they arrived there.
Is this normal? Am I doing this all wrong? I have taken FMLA at work to be there more often but it's a battle when I leave and I cry the 100 mile drive all the way home. Despite FMLA my work suffers and I'm a single parent who needs my job. I'm in the sandwich generation caught between elderly parents and kids of my own. Although my kids are grown and despite living with me are independent and supportive. I suppose I've lamented enough. I, too, am exhausted.

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Maiden, you were right to put them in a skilled nursing facility. For your own sake, I would look for one closer to you.
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Maid, it’s terrible. I am going through the same thing with my folks. They’ve been in care since early December, are starting to adjust but not happy. Both have dementia but at different stages.

I found that I had to detach, stay away and let the staff do their thing. My presence just reminds them of all things home and makes them worse.

You have to ride it out. As hard as it is we know our folks cannot be home. We can’t fix this for them or make them happy. Pull back, keep in touch with staff. Caregive from  a distance for awhile.
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This is heart-breaking. I'd cry all the way home, too. It really wouldn't help a lot knowing I was doing the right thing. That rational thought might kick in after the emotional outburst, but an emotional reaction seems totally to be expected. What you are going through is "normal." And sad

Most residents do eventually settle in (and forget they ever objected). Perhaps being in separate rooms might even help. They could still eat together and do activities. I think many residents take more than 2 weeks to adjust. Have you talked to the Director of Nursing and the Social Worker?

Advocate for your father's pills to be adjusted. It might be a little inconvenient but the NH should be able to dispense meds on the schedule they need to be on. Have you met the NH's doctor yet? If that is who is now treating your parents it would be good to talk to her or him.

You are considering moving them after Medicaid is approved? Does that mean there are suitable facilities near you that will take Medicaid, but don't take Medicaid-pending?

If your parents settle down where they are and then have to be disrupted to start all over again, this gruesome transition period may be repeated. On the other hand, being able to visit more often and get to them quickly in emergencies is valuable. This is one of those weighing the pros and cons of each options situations. Neither is perfect. Which one is better?

Remember that your parents' infirmities are Not Your Fault. That your parents need skilled care is Not Your Fault. That none of the care centers near you accept Medicaid-Pending is Not Your Fault. That your parents aren't settling well is Not Your Fault.

This is a heartbreaking situation. There is no way that you can avoid feeling sad, angry, frustrated, powerless. But please don't add guilty to the mix. You are doing your best and your parents are lucky to have you.
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Maiden, put the guilt at the door step. You did the right thing. Please realize it has been only two weeks.

There is a lot for your parents to get use to.... such as the noise is different to them, the lights that come in the windows at night are different, their room is different, the food is different, there are too many new faces to learn, and new time tables, and they feel they are around too many "old" people when they themselves are the same age if not older. It's a realllllly big learning curve.

Do what Windyridge above is doing, detach. Don't visit for awhile. Let them adjust on their own terms. And for you to adjust. Hang in there.

This is just my opinion about moving elders closer. I think it is better that they remain in the same community. Thus, when the news comes on, the anchors are talking about places that the elders know. Same with the local newspaper. And the other residents are usually locals, too.
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A couple of other things I thought of, from my own experience.

My husband went through a period of wanting to go home. He'd pack a little gym bag with his valuables. The thing is, he was at home, the entire 10 years of his dementia. This phase eventually faded away, except when he was extremely tired.

My mother seemed to get along well in the NH. She cooperated taking showers (which never did for us), went to activities, like the meals. But nights were very difficult for her. For a couple of weeks I went in every night to be there if she woke up. I could reassure her that she was in a safe place and that there were plenty of kind people there to help her if she needed it. If she did need to go to the bathroom, I rang for assistance, so she would get used to the staff helping her. After I stopped going at night she'd still wake up and moan, "where are my daughters?" and the aide would say all four of our names (written on a white board in the room) and that we were in our own homes sleeping, and that is what she should do, too.

Sometimes it is better to detach and let our loved ones get by without us constantly being there. Sometimes frequent presence can speed the process of accepting this as a safe place. It is a hard call.

It took Mom about 2 months and pill at bedtime to be fully comfortable in her nighttime environment.

The NH is in your parents' community. Are there people who could visit? Dad's old hunting friend, Mom's hairdresser? A spiritual leader?
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((((((maiden))))). I agree with geewiz. Moving them closer would be easier for you.

Sometimes the options aren't great - just better or worse. They could not stay in their own home so have to be in a facility.

Can you do a meds review with dad's doctors. Is either of them on antidepressants? Often appropriate meds are a big part of the answer at this stage.

Does the staff there think they will improve in time? It does take a while for seniors to adjust. I am a distance caregiver too and am a 5 hr drive away from mother. Fortunately she has been well looked after in the ALFS and now an NH, though she hasn't always thought so.

I am sure this is very hard on you as well as on them. Please keep us updated.
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Maiden, I feel your pain. I finally placed both my parents in a skilled nursing facility
after taking care of them at home with help from my sis and paid caregivers.

We had our caregiver stay with my parents in the nursing home, for our peace of mind and their comfort. This made a huge difference.
My parents lived fugally, worked and saved their whole lives. They would have considered this an extravagance. Mom has advanced Alzheimers and is wheelchair bound. Dad had Parkinson's and a feeding tube.
He thought insurance paid for everything. We let him think that.
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Thank you for all of your helpful answers and encouragement. I am grateful for a forum like this. I know I'm not alone in all of this and I so welcome the benefit of others experiences and suggestions. It was a long week and I've had many people stopping to check in on them for me and while they still wish to go home, I'm told they look good. I will be there tomorrow. I've gathered a few things to make the room less hospital like and I spent the week doing "practical things" including taking care of some pre-planning of final arrangements. We will continue forward...
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Thanks for the update. Hugs to all three of you.
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I know how tedious medicaid applications can be but please make sure of process of state transfer . ..if they are going to be with you in another state if you need to repeat application . ..don't want you to get caught stuck in between 2 states and how to handle medicaid before they are actually living in your state as well
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It takes a long time for adjustment. I was told 4 months. Your parents have many issues and it will be hard. Remember what the goal was and concentrate on that. Was it safety? Proper medication? Hang on its a hard journey but they must be taken care of. If you can move them closer that may help, even 50 miles closer. It doesn't have to be in your town if you can't find anything. Another move will be hard to so think about it. Live your life you deserve that, and need that. Love your children and tend to them. Sleep. Rest.
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MaidenMN, excellent advice from the previous posters. Such a wise and wonderful gang here on ACForum. Seriously!

One thought from my corner: Don’t know how much FMLA you took for this, but can you cut it short? The active part of getting your parents in care is over. Now they are “just” miserable. Which is something you cannot fix. 

Since FMLA is unpaid and a limited allotment each year, I recommend getting back into the work groove — and back to life as you knew it.

It’s only February. Save the rest your 2018 FMLA for a true crisis. Old parents being intractable and unhappy is not a crisis — despite how much they want us worn-down adult children to believe that!

Later this year, one of your folks might have a health event that requires you to take time off work. (Hope not). Or you might need the damm FMLA for your own or a child’s health issue or accident. (Again, hope not.)

It’s easy to buy into the myth that we have to be physically present to care for our parents. Not true. 

You have given your folks the best care possible — and the best gift — by finding them 24/7 professional care that includes meals, activities and no home maintenance.

You DO have to be physically present to maintain your career and raise your children.

Give yourself permission to take care of YOU. And your household. And your financial security.

This crap is so hard. (((((BIG HUGS!)))
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I cried a lot when I put my parents in assisted living. That was in April of 2016. My Dad told me "If I had a gun, I would put it to the back of your head and pull the trigger." He was so angry with me. My Mom was even worse. She assaulted me twice.
Today, almost two years later, they are both in an Adult Family Home, and they are happy. My Dad keeps telling me "I'm so glad you found this place. It feels like home."
The transition from their home of 20 years, to the facility was very difficult for all of us, but it was worth it.
You and your parents will get through all of it. Just keep loving them.
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All I can say is have patience and know that many of us have been or are going through this too. I just moved my dad to LTC and have been in tears several times over the change in him. Of course he tells me he doesn’t like it and wants to go back to AL. He doesn’t get it that he can’t.
One thing that has been helpful is to have email or calls with the DoN about what I see and what I want in his care plan. I stay on her until I get answers and results.
He should be able to be on the medication that works best. So what if it every 4hours? That’s why they are in LTC! It’s not for the convenience of the staff...that’s why they have medication techs.
Next, although we so wish for our parents to be happy and to adjust, we can’t make it so. It is "good enough" to know they are safe and have basic needs met. And none of their unhappiness is your fault. All you can do is advocate for proper care for them. That is enough.
Usually 3 months is what it takes for them to adjust to new surroundings. I’m glad you’re going to take things to make it more home like.
I understand about you thinking about them all the time. That is normal when you shoulder the burden and care about them. You may want to talk to your doctor about helping you through this period so you can get sleep and feel less anxious.
Most of all know you are doing the best you can...you are a good daughter. No one ever said this was easy....hug your kids lots!!
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I am going through a similar thing with my parents. Finally we had to separate them. My dad is doing fairly well but my mom is having a difficult time. He has Parkinson's and she has dementia. I feel for you because the guilt and depression will eat you alive. You're not alone. This is a heartbreaking disease.
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This is heartbreaking.

Why can't they live in their own home with a paid caretaker looking in on them? It sounds better than what they're going through now. Before there were nursing facilities, people lived and died at home. I'd rather just die than live in a nursing facility.
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I think you are getting great support and good thinking here. You sound like such a caring, loving person who is trying to do all you can to help your parents. It's so hard when we can't fix the situations of the people we love. My parents are still in their home and have resisted moving for the past four years, while things just get worse and worse and worse. What it comes down to for me (right now) is this: their physical safety. Right now my parents are unsafe where they are and there are other complicating factors too with my alcoholic brother living with them. They have needed to move for ages. Now my mom has vascular dementia and my dad is at his wits' end but he has resisted change as much as she has, and is. This whole stage of life has to be so hard for them and for us. I keep saying to myself: I'm not going to do this to my kids. All we can do for people is what we can do, legally and morally. I'm so sorry for your pain and fatigue. In the end we have to be able to live with situations that are so much less than what we would hope for, in all areas of our lives. And that is really hard to do.
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Although it would be difficult to uproot them and move them again, I do think it would be better if they could be closer to you so you could see them whenever you wanted. Also, and I hate to even bring it up, but are you sure this facility is taking good care of them and that there are no issues? Perhaps you need to dig a little deeper as to what goes on there. It's unfortunate, but there are many instances of neglect and abuse at care facilities. When you said your mom's pants were on backwards, it made me wonder whether she did it herself or that the people caring for her are careless or just plain overworked.
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Aw sister...feeling you. It takes longer than 2 weeks to adjust...i'd say closer to 2 months. I would look into something closer to you though so you can oversee what's happening.

I worked with a doctor closely to get my parent's meds right, and once they were, things calmed down. You're just in the storm right now....

And no, honestly, it's doesn't really get "better" because you reach a point when this is a consistent decline now and you'll be having to adjust to "new normals" all the time....

All we can hope for is to make them as comfortable as possible and help them have little enjoyments before they go....
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What you are experiencing is not unusual. I've been through the same thing with my mother. The tantrums, coming in and finding all her bags packed and all her belongings in little plastic bags like someone is going to show up and drive her three hours back home...telling me she can't sleep at night, stays up screaming and crying.

We are definitely the sandwich generation, and it's exhausting. We finally found my mother another facility near our neighborhood and moved my mother there. Miraculously, she's much more calm now. That doesn't work for everyone and isn't always possible.

Do what you can to make sure your parents are safe and comfortable. Then, take care of yourself.
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Maiden, BIG HUG, you are dealing with one of the hardest things ever to be dealt with. I bawled like a baby just looking at AL facilities. One thing to remember, no one ever wants to give up their independence and live in a facility, period. This is a fact that can not be changed, however, another fact that can not be changed is your parents need this level of care and it is not something that can be done at home without 10s of thousands of dollars monthly, which for most of us is just not there, so do not let anyone say, you should keep them at home with caregivers, financially impossible. Medicaid does not cover 24/7 in home caregivers.
It sounds like you have a good support group in their current community, is this something that will continue, others going to visit/check on them for you? Is this something you would have if you moved them to your community? I ask because it will be better for them to have a multitude of friends coming to visit and seeing you when you are able as opposed to you are the only one that visits because no one else knows them. It may be harder for you but, it may be best for them. Just my thought.
I have done a ton of reading over the last 6 months, as I was faced with having my dad who has dementia and was/is very sick, which I had no idea (long story) ask me to come get him to move to my town. After 2 months in hospital and skilled nursing facilities I knew that he required more care then I could give him. So some of what I learned was that family will always get the brunt of all the crap, they can be doing well and all you hear from them is how bad it all is and they want to go home, some parents don't want their kids to have any happiness because they don't, not saying your parents, and they will go to extreme measures to get what they want.

It is a hard journey but, you can do it, you raised children so you know have to be the adult in the room, you are now there with your parents, they no longer have the ability to see the realities of living alone and the danger they face by doing so. You have given them a gift of love by making sure they are well cared for, have visitors and are safe and warm, not an easy gift to give but enormously loving.

Think about the pros and cons before you decide to move them away from their hometown, the more people you have supporting them the more you have supporting you.

God bless you for all you do for them.
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You have received great answers. I will only add that when we put our parents into a Great Assisted Living Facility in their home town. They were not happy. They adjusted, taking many months. Dad had no memory, but Mom knew this was much different than home. Then as her memory became more of an issue,
she and I discussed our frustration and even anger at the turn of events for them. We decided, that we would rather enjoy our time together than be upset with one another. We made this decision more than once. But her answer was always the same. She wanted to have a peace between us for our time remaining. I Thank Jesus Love for that!!
God Bless You, and I do hope it gets better for you. NO GUILT!!
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Like isthisrealyreal mentioned, we children (I’m an only child) learn a lot in this process and in many ways. I’ve learned more about my parents than I ever knew before.

A few things were: because I’m not just an only child but disabled as well, not to allow my parents to literally make me ill... since I saw the need to put mom in ALF back in September due to moderate dementia and DEPRESSION plus CHF, hypertension, mobility issues (very painful arthritis and walking and standing problems), after the original placement, she has done quite well, is a lot more cheerful, is eating well, has made friends, has one of those seat walkers that she loves and keeps the halls ‘hot’ going up and down! More exercise is always good! So it’s working out well for NOW, for her.

It’s dad. He proportedly does not have dementia, he’s just demanding and probably narcissistic. He’s still living at their house, and can care for himself, just bought a new car, and is insufferable. He drives ME as if I was a mule, telling me to do this and that, all the while being fully aware I’m not a healthy person at 64. His policy is don’t ask, demand. I’ve had pneumonia in October (I have COPD); severe influenza this February ( I haven’t recovered yet) plus he expects me to run around town doing errands, COOKING, housecleaning, while never even offering gas money. He’ll call me 20 times a day. If I don’t answer then, when I do, he savagely berates me!

Then I got an idea! Turn off my phone when he starts and don’t turn it back on unless I’m using it! If he gets verbally abusive I stand up and leave the room and leave his house early the next morning. He has my daughter intimidated but she’s got to learn to stand up for HERSELF.

The latest was I was stricken with the most hellacious flu I’ve EVER had! My husband took care of me and caught the flu too. We’d visited the doctor Tuesday so we settled down in our infirmity, PHONES OFF, and slept and tried to keep water down. By Friday my dad is angry. I don’t have a right to be sick?! By next Monday dad’s irate. He’s harassing my daughter, telling her she better tell my husband to call him! (I did explain the flu situation to dad last week, on Wednesday!)


Yes sounds like he’s got some dementia but he’s mean, manipulative and vicious too. He’s told my daughter he’ll put me in a mental institution! He’ll do this, that and the other! Only my DH could commit me and he’s had it with my dad.

So, you are constantly learning new things about family members. Which is right now, I’d rather be around my mom, she’s a sweetie and I’m beginning to wonder if she’s been abused by that domineering man!
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My journey with my mother and her dementia is now over, but here are some things I learned along the way:

Safety trumps happy. When living in their own home is no longer safe, they need to move to a facility.

If they were still able to think clearly, they would not want you to ruin your life and health to care for them.

Guilt is counter-productive.

After four years of driving 100 miles each way at least three times each month to help my mother, I moved her to an AL facility in my town. It would have been nice to let her stay in her town, but there was no one there to help her. As far as friends to visit, mom was in her mid-eighties, and most of the few friends who were still alive were in care facilities or had limited mobility. Mom had to give up driving about a year before I moved her, so she could no longer visit anyone either. As time went by, this was only going to get worse. Although she chose to move to my town, she later said she wanted to move back. She never understood (or remembered) that there was no one there to help her, so I would just tell her that I was working on finding her a place to live there, or that I had put her name on a waiting list for a nice place. I believe that having her close enough that I could visit and check on her frequently was better for both of us.
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Hi, First off....I understand your guilt. You are not alone there are a lot of us out there, and I have to tell you, finding the site was one of the best things that can happen to you. I poured my heart out here one day, never would I have done that! and the result was amazing. I thought it was me, what did I do wrong, how the hell did this happen, just the way it worked out...it wasnt, there are tons of us! Gut wrenching honest people who standing in our shoes.
Did you know Parkinson has hallucinations associated with it? Fear causing hallucinations by the way. Its not a room full of butterflies appearing, its scary stuff. My uncle called 911 and reported multiple bodies all over his house, you should have scene that. Another time he was found in the closet because men came to kill him. That said, having dad where he can have someone 24/7 is a good thing. Breath, you've made the right decision there. You are up against disease and time, neither can you fix. There is no easy way to age, it hurts to see someone you love slip away a little at a time. My mother is a SOB, has been since the day I was born, she is 90 and Im 60. Believe me, if any child should walk away, it was me... and I still provide financial, secure and care of this vile, venom spewing, 2 faced, nasty, self centered, arrogant woman. And here you are with 2 parents that obviously you love very much. You cant do much better, maybe move them closer to you, but you need to get a grip on you, you think its hard now, dont wait til you crack....everything collapses a lot fast than it was built.
Maybe, whats eating you is that mom and dad have aged to a point where you have never seen strong good parents reduced to helplessness via age and illness. That unspoken thing in the back of your mind that saying their time is coming....you'll have to say good bye....where did the time go, shoulda woulda coulda...Thats ok too. Let it be, if thats a truth.
Your doing it right, because you care.
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First of all, you have every right to be feeling the angst you have over this situation - it is a huge transition for you too! And you have no other family to share it with. Unless, as a previous poster asked, you have a good, continuous support system set up that can be your eyes, ears, and mouth, I think it would be best for everyone to work toward moving them closer to you. I say mouth, because even if visitors see or hear something that needs addressing, it takes a lot of courage to confront or address the facility’s caregivers.
Within the last year, both my parents have been placed in a nursing home. My mother, who went in first, had a harder time. Throughout her life she has had so many hospitalizations and rehab stints, but she eventually came home. When that didn’t happen this time, she had difficulty accepting that this was her new home. Last month, my father joined her as her roommate, and that has helped. My father, on the other hand, has been enjoying the activities and freedom he has to go anywhere in this large facility. One of the CNA’s said she can’t keep up with him because he rolls himself all over the place! Today I am going to a Mardi Gras ball and parade that the facility puts on in which my father was named to the royal court. He is excited about that.
Do my parents get perfect care? No, but they weren’t always getting the best of care when we were taking care of them either, as we were worn out physically and mentally. And they surely did not get the social interactions that they now get in the nursing home. As their children , it is our responsibility to advocate for them now. The caregiving doesn’t stop, it just changes. I have come to realize that the nursing home and family are partners in their care. There is not a week that goes by that I don’t see something that needs to be addressed, but there are many visits which are uneventful and I’m just sitting around with my parents having coffee and sharing photos of their great granchildren on my phone. I know this sounds wonderful, and it is, but I haven’t mentioned here the almost decades of torturous moments prior to being admitted to the NH to get to this point with my parents.
What has helped me in this huge transition for all of us is coming to accept that, especially at first, it is difficult. This is your and your parents new normal. If you and your parents are stressed right now - that is normal! That doesn’t mean you don’t take steps to ease the transition and alleviate your anxiety (coming to this website is a great step), but realize and accept that this is a hard time for you and them right now. It won’t always be so. You will get the Medicaid situation sorted out, you will find a place closer to you. Your parents will adjust, and you will settle into your parnership as co-caregiver, but that hasn’t happened yet, so take one day at a time toward this future, and give yourself room and permission for all the crying, anxiety, stress that you are feeling. We have all been there. Hugs and prayers for Daily Strength.
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From some of the earlier comments in this thread I think (as a "self-ordained wordsmith"!), it's time for a new term to be introduced: HELICOPTER CHILD. We've all heard of "helicopter parents" so when the situation is reversed the CHILD may need to back off to allow the parent to get used to the new living arrangement to receive professional care. Fortunately, my own parents had few problems adjusting as my mother was agreeable when she moved in, and my father had reached a point at which it was obvious even to him there was no way he could stay at home.
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Just my thoughts: it seems that elderly parents, impaired a lot or a little, are best at home, if at all possible. In-home care to me is the best option and/or if family members are available to help. My father, who moved into an apartment of his own, fell, and was taken to rehab. He had an alarm (as he always wanted to go home), but caught a cold that turned into pneumonia from another rehab resident. Some of his clothes and other personal items went missing. He had to go to the hospital, then hospice, where he passed away 10 days later. If he had just stayed at home with my mother, (he was unduly influenced by my horrible siblings who were tying to get him to divorce her so they could get his half of the community estate after 60 plus years of marriage, although not the happiest). My mother still lives in the home, and needs some assistance, but I am there for her, though I live and work an hour away), and she is healthy as a horse well into her 90s. She is not exposed to sick people and thieves, and is very comfortable.
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That’s troubling! When you are driving under emotional distress, you’re putting yourself and others on the road in danger. There’s no point in killing yourself with guilt. Take a deep breath and try to focus only on driving. The moment disturbing thoughts pop up, just say to yourself ‘STOP’ and bring your attention back to the road. It takes a bit of practice for the habit to settle in, but you will get there. This way, you encourage only thoughts that matter leaving your mind free to attend to the task at hand.

As to your parents, you are doing what you can. Keep a steady mind to deal with situations as they arise. Don’t forget to say a prayer, when you are overwhelmed.
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We're at the beginning side of this hoping Mom will actually go in this month. I'm absolutely SURE she will complain about being there because she complained about being "lonely" at home, she complained about "not being at home" while living with us and so I'm pretty much expecting more of the same. There's obvious emotional and psychological difficulties with losing major portions of your memory and abilities. There's additional reasons for why she can't live with us (she doesn't like being hundreds of miles from her lifetime friends/relatives) and my husbands health. But honestly....I want her to have good care with multiple trained personnel who can handle her dementia issues....because we simply don't have the patience to deal with it 24/7 in a cheerful manner. We ourselves are starting retirment and I SEE that we have about 10 good years left to enjoy our marriage until we'll probably have additional health problems (since we've already survived major ones in the last 14). I am planning for our future care so our son won't need to feel guilty either.
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