I was exhausted after taking care of my Love. Yes it was hard, very hard. But, I cared very much for him. He is gone and I have a home to get in order so I can sell it. MAYBE.We had a fire about a yr before he passed, so everything went into storage. Can you imagine having everything you own in boxes and having to unpack even before the Memorial.I think it got to me. I have had shaking of my body in different locations. Sometimes, (I have no control over it), my body will jerk. My handwriting has gotten so bad, I live in a small town and no matter how much I complain to my doctor (who is a good friend), he seems to dismiss my complaints. After the Memorial, he did put me on anti-depressants. (Due to family issues about MONEY).Maybe my body had just had enough, or maybe I too am seeing the onset of Parkinson's. I have a cousin who had palsy. I understand that is heretitary. At any rate, does anyone have the first steps to finding out if I do have parkinson's. Is there a test? The uncontrollable movements are difficult. I actually had a good day today..