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I know the rest of my family will not help my grandparents. It doesn’t matter how many times I ask for help. I’ve been desperate enough that I’ve called crying, literally begging because it’s too much to handle on my own but I don’t get anything but excuses. I’ve finally understood they’ll never help me and I can’t guilt them into helping or wish they become better people. I’ll have to keep doing the best I can, alone, while trying to raise my own family.



But how do I get past the resentment?! How can I act like it’s fine when my grandparents talk about their kids and other grandkids when I see what’s really going on? My grandmother can be hard to deal with- she’s pretty mean to me and is very demanding. I do everything I can, but it’s always wrong, never up to her standards. All day, every day, without a break. Yet she has her daughter on a pedestal, despite never seeing her and rarely even getting calls from her?! I’m so frustrated (and busy) and I don’t know how to get over this resentment. It’s not helping me be a better caregiver, it’s just making me miserable.

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You can get past the resentment by understanding it is YOUR choice to be your grandparent's caregiver, and it is the rest of your family's choice not to be. It is nobody's obligation to be her caregiver, but you are choosing to be. You can also choose not to be, but if you choose to be, make the best of it and don't concern yourself with anyone else. I realize this may not be the answer you are looking for, but why are you in this situation?
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"I don’t know how to get over this resentment."

you are fully justified to feel resentment (i validate you). and it's totally wrong that YOU alone care for your grandparents -- and in addition, others (who don't help at all) are put on a PEDESTAL.

hugggg.
it seems to be verrrry common.
the non-helpers are loved dearly, while the helper is blamed, criticized by the elderly LO.

you are not alone. i think there are millions of caregivers in this situation.

the thing is, your resentment it totally justified. don't try to kill your resentment. it'll re-surface because it's JUSTIFIED. it would be insane not to stand up for yourself. and it's INSANE others in your family aren't standing up for you (insane, and very, very typical). are the non-helpers helping to find solutions, so that you can be free? of course not. are they looking at facilities, are they doing anything, to help free you up? of course not.

solution?
no one will help you. you must be your own hero, and save your life. find freedom.

let me guess? you're a girl?
of course.
1 of billions of girls whose lives have been, and are being sacrificed, while others go play outside.
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We can't change other people, you can only change ourselves. You are the one placing this burden on yourself and you are the only one who can change the dynamic. If you were "hit by a bus" tomorrow your grandparents wouldn't die they'd come up with other solutions, so stop telling yourself that stepping back and putting at least some of your own needs first. If you need time for yourself or an extra set of hands for a task it's up to you to say sorry, I can't do that... you don't need to beg or cajole or offer excuses, you just need to be unavailable. A wise person on the forum like to say that you can't be a doormat if you won't lie down!!

And... I do hope you are being paid for every little extra thing you do. Hired care is almost always more expensive that paying a family member, and a little financial recompense can help you feel more valued and less resentful. It's all part of setting boundaries and prioritizing self care, if they won't pony up then they'll just have to do without, or hire someone else.
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I would (and did!) feel resentment towards the 'golden sibs' stood back and did nothing, while YB and I did all the caregiving. I will honestly say YB did like 90% of it, as mother would get mad at me and send me packing and it would all be on YB, until I had calmed down or she had.

I could bend over backwards to take on some weird task for mother, and she would act grateful, but no matter when I went to see her she'd ask the same questions. "Have you seen your sisters? What's your brother up to?"

Yes, there was resentment there. I know YB was really affected by it--and now that mother has passed, I see him calming down and his whole family is calmer. (He has 4 adult daughters living with he and SIL. They're not ever moving out--so that's weird, but it's their weird).

Your parents should be dealing with this. Maybe they just don't see it as you do. Have you spoken directly to them about how hard this is on you and how you'd kind of like to have a LIFE of your own.

You HAVE a family and the resentment you feel towards granny is going to affect how you treat your own kiddoes. One thing that seeing my mother living with my YB is that all 5 of our kids say that they will NEVER let us live without the best of care, it just won't be in their actual home.

For your sake, you family's and for grandma, you need to pull up those bootstraps and get a plan laid out. Who is POA? I'd talk to THEM and give THEM a timeline of when gma will be out of your home. If that timeline isn't met, she gets dropped of at one of her kids' homes. And you change your locks.

Then you can start to work on the resentment.
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https://www.agingcare.com/questions/my-grandmother-wants-me-to-be-in-control-as-long-as-i-do-it-her-wayhow-do-i-deal-with-this-476165.htm

You should not be doing this. You have a family to care for. You also do not need to take the abuse.

What kinds of things do your grandparents need? If its transportation, your local Office of Aging can supply that. If your cleaning their house, Grandmom can hire someone to do that. I would ask your Office Of Aging to evaluate ur grandparents situation. They maybe able to help with resources. You don't tell Grandma they are visiting till the day of. Do no straightening up. Let them see how ur Grandparents live when u aren't there. Before O of Aging comes tell Grandma you cannot help them anymore. You can't care for them and your family too and your family is #1.
That she needs to listen to what O of A has to offer and take advantage of it. Because you are burnt out and can no longer be there for them.

If this does not work, then you call Adult Protection Services and tell them you have 2 vulnerable adults that you can no longer care for and their children refuse to help. Explain u can no longer take care of 2 households and your family is suffering.

Be ready to have your Aunts and Uncles throw a fit. Stand up for yourself. I AM RAISING A FAMILY my grandparents are not my responsibility, they are yours. If you don't want to physically care for them, OK. But you should make sure they have resources to live on their own.
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I’ve felt that resentment, many times, until I finally got it through my head that I was only hurting my own well being with it. Nobody I was resenting cared. It was truly a wasted emotion. So the question then becomes what to change to make things better? Don’t be quick to say it can’t be changed, even small changes will help preserve your health and sanity. There’s nothing wrong with telling your grands that you don’t want to hear about others in the family. And not being constantly on call, not being available all the time, telling them you can’t be all the help, etc. You and your own family count too. Time to find a better plan and stand up for your needs too
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Hello, and I am sorry to hear about your situation. I feel compassionate to your situation because I understand it's hard.

I posted for the first time recently and I am in a similar situation, except the only differing thing is the type of relative we're discussing is different.

I agree with @bungleofjoy's answer.

It's a very hard situation to be in this situation. I'm living with it everyday. In my case its my adult siblings, some married, some not. In my case I feel like because I have looked after my mother since my father passed about 20 years ago, it's because of me they still have a mother, it's because of me they were able to get on with their lives, raise their children, focus entirely on their own lives, because someone else was doing the caregiving for mom, because if I had the same mentality and said I want to go off travelling the world and do other things, she'd would have deteriorated much more rapidly.

I came to the same conclusion as you about immediate relations, in that my siblings will never change their ways. Instead I have to do what's best for me while caring for my mother, because I can't change the way they think. Some answers to my question were also validated for my situation.

I still get to hear how wonderful my mother thinks her other son's and daughters are, even though I do the caregiving and they rarely visit or occasionally phone her, that's when they are bored mind you, not because they're dying to speak with mom and miss her. When growing up I never thought it would be like this. It's all very sad.

How did you end up being the sole caregiver? and not anyone else? 95% of the time it is the adult children that look after the aging parents.

I can relate to your feelings regardless of how you ended up being the sole caregiver.

I can be my own hero, however no one will be able to give me the time back, 15+ years in my case is a long time to devote to caregiving, it's sometime a thankless job. The resentment that stays with us is, as bundleofjoy said when others are getting on with their lives, we would've liked to do the same, but had more compassion than others. Plus once in the role of caregiving the people that are being cared for depend on you more and more, it become difficult to just take off. It's not that I don't want to do the caring, the resentment mainly comes from the lack of support and the lack of shared responsibility.

When possible, the joy has to come in small mental escapes, to enjoy some things for yourself.

Love & Peace.
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Don't take on this caregiving task if you resent it.

Drop it like a hot potato; tell your grandparents that you are resigning and that they will need to make other arrangements.
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LacisMom, it is so common where a parent or grandparent once again becomes "your parent" and you once again become the "child". Thus, they are always right about how things should be done, and since you are the "child" what do you know. Feeling resentful is right.

The only thing you can do is say "no, I cannot possibly do that". Practice that in a mirror until you feel comfortable saying it. Grandma may challenge you on that, but hold your ground, even walk away.

What does your Mother say about this situation? Did she go through it earlier on? Did you try to take care of her parents, and being older it burnt her out, too?

Who are your grandparent's Power of Attorney? Wonder if the grandparent's have any savings that they can use so they can live in senior living. Wouldn't it be great for them to be around people of their own age group. Or is that a Senior Center where your grandparents can be taken for the day? Even one or two days a week would give you some down time.
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What changes have you made since you last posted in July? Any? And if not, why not?
And in your posts you make it sound like you're taking care of 2 households, yet in your profile you say that your grandmother lives with you. Which is it? Not that it really matters as you just need to bow out of this caregiver situation as you say your sobriety is on the line, and you MUST make your sobriety a priority if not for yourself then for your children, and your grandparents or grandmother will have to make other arrangements.
No one can force you to do what you're doing. So why are you really doing it? What are you getting out of it besides lots of stress? Because you're a single mom are you living with them for free with the understanding that you'll take care of them?
I don't think we're getting the whole story here, but bottom line it's time for you to step away and start taking care of yourself and your children.
If need be you can call APS and report 2 or 1(I'm not really clear)vulnerable adults after you leave and they will take it from there.
You were strong enough to stop drinking or using drugs, and now it's time to be strong enough to just say NO to taking care of your grandparents. Because when you do, someone else will have no choice but to step up, and even if they don't, the state will step up and take over their care.
You're stronger than you know and you can do this!!!
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This is what I wrote in July 2022:

"Tell grandma she's going to need to manage on her own for 2 weeks because you are needing to take a break.

Tell her that you are going to spend this time considering whether you want to continue this job. In the meantime, she will need to make other arrangements.

This is not said in anger, it's just the facts. If she becomes abusive, hang up.

I only volunteer my time for folks who treat me with respect and kindness. I strongly encourage you to do the same.

You have 3 young children. You are their only resource. Grma and grandpa can hire help. Your kids can't."

THIS is how you stop feeling resentment.
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Might I ask...how old you are? In your 30's or 40's? Doesn't matter...just for context. I am in my 50's and I won't live with my Mom or vice versa. Hell to the no! Your G-Ma is mean & demanding. My Mom is too. YOU do not deserve this. Glad you are venting. What you do need is a plan to get out. Realize you have more power than you do. Do you work outside of helping her? Is there transportation? Do you have Kids that live there as well. What is the family dynamic there? How many people?
Start with a plan. Maybe write out steps to make a change up re: living sitch. Live close by so you can pop around to help but not with her. I think when you realize there is more of a purpose for your life, you will feel empowered & push to make changes..have more successes for yourself... Just read this when I googled. From a "Forbes" article: "It’s never too late to take back your power. Commit to becoming the driver—rather than the passenger—in your life. Decide that you’re going to be in control of how you think, feel, and behave regardless of the situation you find yourself in."
Help your G-Ma as you can, but walk away when she is being nasty.. Keep working on that plan to get out-get a job...rent your own apartment, etc?!
Not sure where you live but many people nowadays make a ton in dog walking!
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Just leave. Send the family emails and texts and don't let them convince you other wise and say i'm done. Leave them directions of what you were doing and say its your turn i have done my time. You were not bred and raised for this to be your life. The resentment i don't know if it goes away. I have refused to talk to either of my siblings and even my parents who sided with them that i was to be the sole caregiver because i was single and childless. Yeah, NO. It turned my life upside down and my health is now 50 percent worse because of the driving i had to do and the stress of dealing with their insanity. I begged for help and they both refused and this is something i just can't seem to get passed. Why would they just let me suffer alone when my parents were their parents too and both received so much more than i did growing up and as we aged especially financially. It is greed and selfishness something i never had but quickly learned from watching tiktoks and reading here what other people went through and i thought i am not a dirty mat at the front door that they will just wipe their dog doo doo on before they go into see my parents and act like the golden children have arrived and be celebrated when they did nothing for them. So you can decide to waste a portion of your life now and you are not getting any younger or you can pick up and live for yourself and forget about what your family has put you through and go out and live. I decided i wanted to be the golden child that came at holidays and everyone lighted up and gave me gifts and begged me to take their money but now because i have taken a step back it seems i was never meant for the position ever. They saw me as a maid, a nurse, and someone to wipe their a**. So be it. They can hire someone to do that. The resentment i believe will take a long time to get over. I hope i can move forward soon because i don't want to live with this much anger toward such losers that wasted my time and parts of my life i will never get back.
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bundleofjoy Dec 2022
i so understand you, and you’re so right. hugggggg.
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You are clearly finding it difficult/ impossible to get out of this situation. There must be some advantages in there, to balance the very clear problems.

I’d suggest that you sit down with a pencil and a piece of paper divided into two columns. In one column list the advantages for you and your children in the present arrangements, for now and for the future. Don’t be ashamed if they are mostly financial – money matters to all of us. In the other column list the disadvantages, again for now and for the future.

Go down the ‘disadvantages’ list, and see if you can imagine ways to make them less awful. Then go down the ‘advantages’, and see if there are ways to get those advantages in new arrangements. After that, it’s probably worth taking both lists plus your thoughts to someone neutral – a counselor, or a social worker (perhaps available free from APS if you base it on your grandparents’ needs), or even a free financial counseling service.

At the end of all that, and with the benefit of other input, perhaps you can see what steps (big or small) you can take. You don’t have to work it all out on your own!
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I am also a solo caregiver with a brother who does not participate in caregiving.

I am also tired. It's a 24/7/365 job and friends to suggest that I "just need a vacation" have no clue how ridiculous that idea is. Of course I need a vacation. Suggesting the impossible is not helpful.

All that said, I see at least two different things happening in your story:
1. Your family doesn't help.
2. Your current situation is abusivr and unsustainable.
I'm not sure it is clear to your that these two things are separate and can / should be addressed separately.

To your question of how not to be resentful:
1. Recognize this is your choice.
2. Recognize that they may actually be most helpful by staying out of the picture. People are often unhelpful. More involvement is not always better. The best thing my brother can do is stay out of the situation so that I can care for my mom without his interference, judgement, or critique.

To the other issues of how you are coping with the responsibilities of caregiving:
1. You need to stop deflecting the struggles you are having onto the fact that your family doesn't help. The deflection away from the struggle is wasted energy and won't help you fix the problems.
2. Once you acknowledge that this is your choice and your solution, feel the empowerment to build the skills! Explore the options that range from ending your caregiving entirely to working with doctors to get appropriate help (possibly placement) for the possible disease processes you may be seeing in your grandparents, to in home help or day care placement, and a wide range of self-care skills.

Ideally, you let go of the fantasy that family will help and start getting down to the task of taking care of yourself while you care for your grandparents.
I wish you luck on your journey.
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Invisible0ne Dec 2022
Your answer really helped me to put my own situation of family neglect into perspective. It’s so difficult to watch the world pass by with only a “You look like you could use some help” as they prance off to holiday parties while we’re stuck wiping butts, emptying catheters & juggling all the endless tasks that they’re too cowardly to face themselves.
I chose this because it chose me. Thank you for reminding me of that fact.
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I don't blame you for feeling resentful. I guess you're basically going to have to blow your family off. I don't see how to get past the fact that they all looked the other way while you've been dealing with your "lovely" grandma.

Now, you have to decide if you want to keep caregiving for her. If so, things have GOT to change. You need to stand up for yourself and set some serious boundaries. If you don't want to do it, give your notice, move out - hopefully far away.
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You never gave an oath to take care of them in sickness or health. If you do not want to take care of them don’t. You have a life too.
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If your grandparents are unsafe to live in their home, they need to be placed into a facility.

Time for you to move on from all your Grandparents' responsibilities . You have to stop being your grandparents' caregiver before you burn out.

Your own family is your first priority.

If you cannot get over your resentment choice, it's time to get professional help.
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Too many of us ( and mostly women) have been pushed into this corner. It took me awhile but I learned to 1. evaluate just how much I can do & stick to it 2. hire the rest & have the bills sent elsewhere. 3. Hardest of all: ignore the criticisms of those who won’t step up.
You will be a good caregiver only when you take appropriate care of yourself! Good luck!
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bundleofjoy Dec 2022
excellent advice.
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Good Morning,

When I was in grad school many years ago my dad passed suddenly. He was the most wonderful father. I took it hard. I was working f /t and going to school at night, fulfilling an internship. Life was busy.

Dad was an only child. I could not get the cooperation from my siblings to schedule routine visits for my grandmother who was crying on a daily basis due to the loss of her only child.

My mother, who has always been "the one" to do everything 6 weeks later lost her Mom. This would be my other grandmother that lived in our family home.

My mother never missed a week checking on her "mother in law". I, too, visited every week with petit fours, coffee, made sure Nana's hair was done, morning newspaper delivery, phone with large numbers to call me at any time of day--you name it. Nana is to be dressed everyday by a female attendant.

When my grandmother passed there was $2,000 left to her name. She was in this lovely place for 20+ years that was absolutely beautiful! My siblings came out of the woodwork to fight for $500 each. My Nana wanted me to get what she had left in this world. She never saw the other kids. I was still in grad school living like a Church mouse. Please Note: I was 30 and old enough (a woman) to assume responsibility. I stepped to the plate. I was grieving too since we also had to sell the family home to stay afloat.

Fast forward 25+ years later, "our" mother is sick with Lewy Body Dementia. This time around I knew who the players were. You need to call on all outside services--ask once and then drop the subject. Stop going to the door that is not opening. In other words, if the people don't want to help, they don't want to help.

You need a break. How did a grandchild end up doing this? Are you all living together under one roof? Where is the next of kin, your parents and you sound young..in your 20's. Need more info.
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Unfortunately, they aren’t going to change so you must in order to save yourself. If you live with them then you need to move out, or they need to be placed in a nursing home. Your family is betting on the fact that you won’t leave and will just carry on as planned. They are willing to put up with the “complaining” as long as they still get their free pass to do nothing. You need tell them that if they don’t start helping, you are walking away and calling social services to report vulnerable seniors living alone. It’s harsh, it’s unpleasant, but you have to save yourself.
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First of all when your grandmother starts getting mouthy and mean with her criticisms of you, ask her where her wonderful, legendary daughter is and why she isn't doing for her.
I will give you a bit of a caregiving lesson that I've learned over 25 years of service in this field.
When a senior brat starts getting mouthy, snide, mean, or critical of the person who's actually doing for them, they need to be cut down straight away. Don't yell or scream at them. Don't cry or give them a fight (they usually want that). In fact, don't even raise your voice.
Get right in her face and tell her the following:

'Shut the hell up. Nobody cares what you think. If anyone did they would be here helping and doing for you. They are not. I am'.

When your grandparents are singing the praises of their children and grandchildren tell them that you've already been the audience to that show and don't care to see or hear it again. Then tell them to give one of their kids or grandkids a call the next time they need something.
I truly hope for your childrens' sake as well as your own that you do not live with them. That they did not strike up a bargain with you that you and your kids move in and live for free in exchange for you just helping them out a little bit here and there.
My friend, I hope this is not what your situation is. If it is, then you made a deal with the Devil. It will be next to impossible to get yourself and your kids into a different situation.
Where is your childrens' father or fathers? I ask because I don't know you. Are you married? Is their financial support for you and the kids? When there is, it will be a lot easier to walk away. You need to walk away.
Your kids are also suffering from your grandparents' abusive neediness. Their mother is being used up by these senior brats and their bottomless pit of neediness.
Your children are more important than your grandparents. You are more than them too. This is why you have to go. Whatever deal was made for you to be their caregiver must be reneged on.


When your grandmother is acting up, you completely ignore her for as long as is safe to do so. Pay her no attention whatsoever and I mean nothing.

You are a young person. Too young to be living the miserable drudgery of caring for elderly family members.
Stop doing this. Bring in homecare. Put grandma rightly in her place when she's acting up. Then you start looking for a job.
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I understand your frustration with other family members but strongly disagree with BurntCaregiver’s advice. A change is plan for grandparents’s care is needed and does NOT give you right to demean and/or ignore them. Arrange care for them.
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Be secure in the fact that not everyone is cut out for this kind of care. However, YOU are! Despite the busyness. Your parents or the rest of the family may love your grandmother but they just can’t do what you do as well. That shows up looking like they don’t care but know that you have a special knack and this is your gift to the world and to your grandmother.

I completely understand your frustration!! I’ve been in your shoes, your grandmother has dementia or worse. She has only the capability of remembering to a certain point. Please don’t fault her for the disease. My grandmother asked and asked when her daughter and the other kids would come to see her. I had to make up all kinds of reasons to avoid her feelings being hurt.

Try to remember the reason you’re helping your grandmother…for her. And as long as you’re helping her then what you want most, help FOR your grandmother, is being accomplished. Does it matter who does it?

I realise you’re very busy. With the shortage of CNAs across the country, a lot of us are experiencing the same thing. You could ask your close friends, churches, heck; everyone you know to rally around and help with the care. Trust me, if you continue to ask, you will get help. It may look different but it’s help. Are your children old enough to help you? (Even in small ways?)

Your last resort is to admit your grandmother to a nursing home. (Are you the power of attorney?) I’m guessing you don’t want to do this, right? She will get care but not great care and that’s only because of the shortage of help. As hard as every CNA works, it’s still a numbers game. Maybe two CNAs to every 10-15 people.

The only way you will curb your resentment is through acceptance of the situation. You’re fighting it so much and that mindset will not help you. Your job is very, very hard; but this is much bigger than the resentment you feel. Think in the large scheme of things. Look at this INCREDIBLE opportunity you have to help someone in their golden years!! You will be in her shots one day and it will all make sense. Try to let go of ANYway that the rest of the family responses. Try to let go and understand you see your grandmother the most and so unfortunately you will hear of the time period she replays over and over in her head. Your RESPONSE is what will change everything! EVERYTHING!

look at this as an opportunity to get to know your grandmother and to rise up to being the selfless person you are meant to be. Only YOU are emotionally capable of being this caregiver.

Would a small respite help? You can ask a nursing home for hospice care for maybe a week and they would take care of your grandmother while you can take the time to organise.

Be a willing martyr. Be the bigger person. It’s an incredibly frustrating place to be but look at what you’re doing for others and look at what you’re teaching your children to do in similar situations! This is an incredible opportunity you’ve been given. Use it and learn from it. Your grandmother won’t be there forever and you will get your life back but what I wouldn’t give to have one more hour with my grandmother.

Please feel free to DM me. I would love help in any way I’m able. And I can give you honest answers to all the questions you might have.

Wishing you peace, love and joy in all the places you least expect to find them.
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LoopyLoo Dec 2022
“Be a willing martyr.” Seriously?

I really hope this reply is satire.
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Call ‘A Place for Mom’ and see if they can share some referrals for Assisted Living facilities in your area. Find out about finances for AL, not sure what they might qualify for, if anything.

This is all too much, especially since you have your own family to care for.

Sending prayers. ❤️
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NOW is the time to "get your ducks in a row" so that you can depart and retire. Since your relationship is toxic, it is imperative that you get out ASAP.

Get with an Elder Law Attorney and make the plans needed for you and your grandparents. Is grandpa verbally abused, too? Please video grandma and keep it for proof. Please make an appointment with a Geriatric Psychiatrist: you go first and strategize prior to bringing grandma in (if she'll cooperate). Have both of your grandparents been evaluated for care? Adult Protective Services may be helpful in getting them evaluated and applying for Medicaid if they will need it.

Meanwhile, please see if your nearest facility has daycare available so that you can get out to take care of you and your duties. You deserve to be treated better than the way you are by grandma and your relatives.
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Hi, my heart feels the pain and pressure you’re in❤️‍🩹 so sorry your family won’t help out. I’m thinking you were very close to grandma? Just seems like they turn on those who were closet to them ( when they were more of a sound mind).

The frustration can subside over time, it’s a process it’s hard yess!! You have to take charge, mentally, emotionally, physically. Let that meanness and bitterness they’re exhibiting roll off of you (even if tears are flowing).

Parenting parents and even grandparents can be overwhelming since we were never given a guideline or instructions( my hardest experience was over coming a authority figure). You are the authority figure now! Do your homework, inquire and ask questions of those in medical, social roles. Give your grandparents the help that they need because you have their best interest at heart!

In this forum there are great pieces of advice and words of wisdom so “take what you need” from here and keep going forward!
Wishing you the best outcome💕
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Resentment stems from violated boundaries, and yours are most definitely being trampled upon.

Since your family won't help, consider looking for help - outside of your family - to find your grandparents a good facility - hopefully where they can be together.
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Bless you for taking care of your grandparents. There is not enough thank you's in the world to value you. #1 you have to believe you are doing the right thing, and it's something you feel it is important to do or you will indeed go crazy. #2 Get help. Outside of family. Friends, volunteers, hired help. Even a bit here and there. You need some assistance!! #3 You will never make other people into caregivers. It is you and only you. My Mom had 7 kids and I was the main caregiver 24/7. I had a sister that was my partner a great deal, another brother and sister who each came 1x week. (My brother even more X, toward the end). That is a good village, really. Plus an aunt who brought food. And I still felt burnt out to the fullest (so you need help!!) That's because my Mom was what they called the extreme, so she was a lot to manage. Long story short, at times I resented the non-helping family. I thought if only everyone pulled the same weight our burden would be much lighter. One tried a bit but couldn't do it, some too far away. They simply, in their brains, could not contribute. Even those that helped had their limits. I soon realized this is the best everyone can do. I can do more than them, and that is a gift to me and to my Mom. I then pretended that who was available and when, is all there was. No other siblings existed, as far as this care was concerned. Because really they didn't. It just was not in them, just like I lack certain traits. That helped me beyond belief. It was a burden lifted. Forgive them. They value you and admire you, even if they don't say it. They will see your value more clearly if you don't harp on them. Otherwise, they only resent you.

Lastly, your grandparents treatment of you... They love you and appreciate you. You are like a flag pole in a lightning storm, struck because it's the closest to the sky. You are available and they are very unhappy with life right now, their predicament. If you get other caregivers to help, they will appreciate you much more because you know their care well. Unfortunately the new caregivers will get the brunt of their depression and you may go through them a bit. You can always hire caregivers to be there instead of you, and you just visit with your family, but somehow I don't think that is you. Others would certainly do that! I hope something here helps. God bless!!
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I Am so sorry sweetie praying 🙏 for you & I relate my mom was my grandma sole caregiver for years w/out help from her siblings then I came home to care for my mom & grandma mom passed away we had to move put everything in storage moved inn w/ grandma and she has been very challenging she would call my grandkids names now my kids & grand babies don’t come around we should be friends cause we are going though similar situations I’m about to have knee surgery & to be honest after I’m completely healed I don’t want to be anything but a granddaughter she has a Daughter I’m sorry I feel your hurt & frustration stay Encouraged cause you have a pure ❤️
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You need in house help from outsiders..not family members..because they have made their position known. They don’t intend to help ever. Or you can help them apply for Medicaid. Decide if you want in house care or help her get into a nursing home. Are you power of Attorney & Health proxy? Find out if you can be their paid family caregiver…through CDPAP . It’s more than you can handle for sure. Don’t count on family for help. They won’t. Maybe “A Place for Mom” advisors can help you too. Since I realize it’s 2 you’re caring for, maybe they can go to Assisted Living together? Hugs 🤗
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