I'm just worn out... emotionally, spiritually, physically. I posted earlier about my Dad passing last week and the hell my siblings are putting me through.
My mom (with dementia).. is really having a hard time dealing.. I have been spending nights with her, but tonight got a caregiver because last night couldn't sleep at all.. she asks me every 5 or 10 minutes where my dad is .. and lying to her doesn't work... not about my dad anyway.
My sister (who supposedly quasi made up with me... not)..is sending me ugly texts about dad's will and saying I have nothing to do with the will as POA. (I never said that I did).. I just knew something had to happen with it... but she starts out being really mean like I am fighting her on it.
My dad's will is very simple.. if he dies; mom. otherwise divide assets with 4 children. They were so anxious to get their hands on it.
All 3 of them went behind my back to the funeral home to get the death certificate.. without even asking me.
I feel like they just can't wait to sift through stuff to catch me in any mistake I may have made through the years. My brother makes it sound like being POA is such a plus.. but really it is a curse.. a huge curse.
The only reason I hold on to it so my mom won't have to suffer their idiotic decisions.
So I help my mom with dad's death.. I do all the administrative work needed, I fight off siblings at every turn.... when can I just mourn my father? I am just so exhausted.