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I’m in my third year of caring “full-time” for my completely bedridden mother. I also go to graduate school but can mostly do that from home ( I go into work/school one to two times a week for a few hours). I’ve read a lot on this forum from 40, 50, and 60 year olds who have cared for their parents for decades, and I relate to their experiences more than I expected for how young I am. Do any that fulfill that type have advice for someone just beginning this journey? Careers, children, marriage, etc? It seems like a lot of caregivers already have careers and/or children when the caregiving started, but what about the reverse? I’m especially worried because the women in my family tend to go into menopause around 28, and I expect I’ll do the same (so my biological clock is ticking much faster than most). I don’t want to leave my mother to strange caregivers, but I also don’t want to give up one of the best decades of my life. Looking back, is there anything those long-term caregivers regret? Thanks, Silverbird

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I think the care of your mother isn't yours to figure out - it is up to your parents. Giving up all your time allows them to shirk the responsibility to do what it takes to get your mom proper care, it is just enabling everyone to live in denial - years could pass and nothing will change. IMO someone who is totally bedfast and who has an indeterminate length of time to live needs to be in a nursing home, both for the sake of their family and because they can receive better care there... even the totally immobile can be transferred with lifts to a wheelchair to get out among other people to passively take part in any activities offered.
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Silverbird, you are correct that there are so few younger caregivers doing what you’re doing. From someone who is 3X your age, many of us have had our schooling, made our careers and families, and possibly retired. Granted our various caregiving situations now may not be the life we pictured years ago, but we’ve made our lives, and made our choices. You haven’t had the opportunity to make your life yet. You obviously love both your Mom and Dad very much and are an awesome daughter. I don’t have any specific advice for you but just some questions...
Without being morbid, what is the long term prognosis for your Mom? Could she remain in this condition for another 20-30 years?
Is your Mom communicative?
Is this the life you think your Mom would want for you?
Is this the life your Dad wants for you?
What would you like to be doing in 1 year? In 5 years? Can that happen with the current situation? How can you move toward that to make it happen?
If you can carve out a little time for yourself I would really recommend speaking with a professional councilor. You are doing an awesome thing for your Mom, but I am concerned that if it continues much longer it might affect your ability to have good relationships and outlooks. Caregivers are exhausted people. I visit my mom in her NH daily 4 hours and I have to take a nap when I get home. You’re much peppier than I am, but you’ve already realized that you didn’t want to spend the energy to add one more person to your life. You evidently want a partner and children..how much energy will that take?
Us older folks can’t put ourselves in your sneakers, just give you some motherly/grandmotherly thoughts and hugs.
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GardenArtist: I’ve only finished the course requirements for a PhD, not the research. My program requires two years of classes and three to four years of research. Then I get my doctorate. I’ve only finished the first part. And yes, I skipped a lot of grades when I was younger (with the support and help of my now very ill mother).

But THANK YOU for calling me Wonder Woman. I get few compliments nowadays and I cherish every one. 
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I was in my mid-20's when my mom, in her early 50's, was diagnosed with dementia. I have 7 siblings. I'm the middle child. We grew up in a very dysfunctional childhood. Everyone fled home as soon as they reached age 18. Unfortunately (I say this now looking back), I 'found' God in my early 20's. Due to our culture and now my religion, I was obligated to help dad take care of mom. He had to quit his job when mom deteriorated too much - that she could no longer be left at home by herself. I continued to work full-time and stayed home to help him with mom. When mom was too much for dad to handle alone for a certain amount of time, I had asked my boss for me to work part-time. That was my life for the next 20 years - work & home 24/7. (And another 5 years when Dad became bedridden.) In all that time, I was only able to get off island 3 times because none of my siblings or their kids were willing to cover for me so that I can take a vacation off island. (Moral of the story: try not to center your life just between studies/mom. You do need some outside recreation to renew yourself.)

Silver, it was a very difficult time for my dad & I. He became a very bitter man and took out his frustrations on bedridden mom and me. I remembered in my late 20's or early 30's, I saw an airplane flying overhead. I had always dreamed of moving off island, find a job and travel around the US, England & Europe. That day, as I watched the plane fly overhead, I started crying so hard. Because I knew that I would never realize my dream. Every year, I thought that this is the year my mom would die. She didn't. I spent 20 years thinking of this. She was bedridden for over 13 years - and only had one very bad bedsore - due to spending a month in the hospital. Mom was on stomache tube, 24/7 oxygen and trache. (Moral of the story: don't let the 24/7 caregiving drown out your dream. I really do admire how far you have gotten yourself. Please don't get lost from that path.)

My advice. Find outside help. When my mom was diagnosed and dad retired, he enrolled mom on the gov't program (for low income family) and requested that they break mom's 4 hour weekly allotment to 4 1-hr visits in which they would bathe mom. He applied for mom the meals-on-wheels program. And somehow, he got enrolled in the NFCS (National Family Caregiver Support program) for himself. This is only for the beginning. Eventually your mom will need more care. Please don't end up like me and my dad where mom became the center of our lives. We worked everything around mom.

Oh, does your mom have a social worker? They are a godsend! Even if we rarely see them - except once a year. But, I do strongly recommend finding outside help. The rate you're going, you will wear yourself out. It will affect your studies.. just like my caregiving affected my work. The hard part is that my dad and I knew that we needed help but we just didn't have the money to pay for it. We didn't qualify as low income. But after paying the bills, mom's pampers, wipes, etc.. we really didn't have much money left for food. Dad would refuse to eat his meals-on-wheels lunch. He would wait for me to come home from work, and insisted we split that measly food between us. It was a struggle...

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Silverbird, can you provide additional information to help us understand your situation better? What are the living arrangements and is there anyone else in your home? How old is Mom and what does she need (in addition to being bedridden?)
Taking care of someone who is totally immobile, is more than a FULL time job. Taking graduate level courses and trying for a social life --- also a full time job. And then there is housekeeping, meal prep, grocery shopping etc. Are you able to carve out any time for YOU?
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More information: I live with my mother and father, who are both in their early fifties. I have just completed my course requirements for my PhD and am left with three years of research and thesis writing.

My father works a fifty hour week, and comes home for about half an hour every day during lunch to help me with diaper changing, etc. He takes extra hours off while I’m having meetings at school. In home care left a year ago due to insurance, because “she wasn’t improving.”

Mother has an undiagnosed autoimmune disease (still undiagnosed after two years at Mayo Clinic) and it was a big success nine months ago that she was able to hold a spoon to feed herself.

Doctors predict she will need care for the rest of her life. If we are incredibly blessed, she may be able to stand after a few years of intensive therapy, but the immense pain she’s in won’t dissipate.

She has food allergies, so I make all food absolutely from scratch, clean the house, order and shop for food... everything. My paltry salary from grad school pays for my undergraduate loans and for medical supplies. That’s considered my “rent” for living at home.

I dated a coworker that I adored for two months a while ago, but it felt like it was just one more person to look after, and i left him quickly.
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I think you must be a wonder woman already to have completed a bachelors, masters and doctorate course work by 21 years of age. I think YOU should be making suggestions to us...seriously! How did you finish what normally would be about 7 years and only be 21 years of age?
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I’m so sorry for what you are going through , that is unfair given your age ! You need your own life and I couldn’t imagine that you parents won’t want that for you , your only here once in this planet , you need to start making your own life and having some free time . Your mother needs a woman who can come in a few hours a day and releave you of your duties with her , you could even think of doing school in another state and telling them you need to leave for a bit . They would have to figure it out if you weren’t there !
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Silverbird, when my Dad needed help around the house and for himself, he hired caregivers from an Agency that was licensed, bonded, insured, and had workman's comp for their employees.

The caregivers were wonderful. The Agency sent out numerous caregivers so Dad could see if he felt who was a good match. Dad choose two who had a similar childhood as he did, and would laugh at Dad's sense of humor. The two caregivers were with him for over a year, even later when Dad went into Assisted Living. So don't be afraid to try caregivers for your Mom if she and your Dad can budget for this.
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I think the financial aspect is much more difficult when someone in their middle years needs care, not only is a dual income family having to make due on one salary but the cost for adequate home care or a facility are beyond what the family can reasonably bear. It is one thing for someone in their 80's or 90's to spend their life savings - that's what they were saving for after all - but something else again for someone to commit their present and future income and comfort. This is not a do it yourself project, your parents need the help of a good financial planner and lawyer who understand these issues.
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