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How I can deal with the fact I can't be there? I was born and live in the United States. My father is from Argentina and moved down to Buenos Aires when he retired about 8 years ago. I'm an only child.

He is a lung cancer survivor that still smokes. He doesn't like to keep me updated about his health because he doesn't want me to worry. I found out about his lung cancer 2 months after he was diagnosed a few years ago. Just 2 months ago he was in the hospital for "confusion" and pneumonia. I only found out because the girl that was taking care of him (girlfriend? I have no clue) emailed me and told me to come down to Buenos Aires because he was dying and she couldn't make medical decisions for him. Well now I'm down here and he's not dying. He's getting better but needs to get into a nursing home/rehab facility because he can't walk (he's very weak from being hospitalized for 2 months straight with virtually no rehab in-house.) I don't have much money, he doesn't have much money - we can afford 1 month at a rehab facility but after that he needs to be out because we can't afford 8K a month.

This is my worst nightmare. I'm still relatively young and I have asked him when he was healthy and he moved down to Buenos Aires what his plan was in case his health failed - did he have a system in place, friends, contacts, DNR, will. He NEVER wanted to talk about it and totally shut me down. Now - here we are. Everything is so complicated because it's another country - their social/health system is not the same as the United States and because I don't speak the language it takes me 10 times as long to get something done.

I left my husband and my job to come down here - I am supposed to leave for the states this week but not everything is in place. He has virtually no friends and zero family down here. If he gets confused or is left on his own I don't know how he can take care of himself after the 1 month in rehab is up. He can't come back to the United States as he's not cleared to fly (and probably won't be for another month or so) AND he cannot apply for medicare in the states until January and then it won't kick in until June 2017 - so a year from now.

I'm also concerned because the girl that has been taking care of him (and wants out) also says he is an alcoholic. Which I never knew, but again, we've never been super close.

How can I possibly deal with the guilt of leaving this country without all of his loose ends tied up? It's eating me alive.

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Ohmygod, you poor thing.

If he were not your father, but someone told you hypothetically about a man who had got himself into this position, what would you think ought to happen to him?

It is a mess, and I can quite see why you wouldn't be prepared to turn on your heel and leave him to it (you'd have to be pretty hard-nosed to do that), but for your own sanity do please grasp that You Did Not Make This Mess. So the consequences are not your fault.

Is this a really stupid question? - can you travel by train?

Assuming you can't get him back to the US - planes trains or automobiles - then you'll have to sort him out in situ.

You don't speak the language... can the embassy help with an interpreter?

Forget rehab. Get him set up to stay at home with support or be admitted to residential care. He may refuse both.

Look. This is hard to type. If he's so weak he can't walk, he'll have pneumonia again before you have time to turn round. It will be a revolving door of hospital admissions, IV antibiotics, weeks immobile, decreased lung function, increased muscle atrophy, discharge home, next lung infection, hospital admission...

Until it kills him, which may not take long.

How long have you been staying in Buenos Aires? And how long can you afford to stay without damaging your marriage and your employment?

Can you afford to go and come back again?
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He left the US, he has made his choice. This sounds cold but you deserve your life. They must have something like geriatric care managers there. Find one that is bilingual so you can receive updates. The hospital may have a list of them. Good luck, oh my goodness!
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I think there are 2 priorities here, which should be addressed above all others:

1. Spend time with him now, comforting him as much as you can, in the event that it's not financially feasible to bring him back to the US.

2. Research the suggestions made by other posters to determine before even considering bringing him here whether or not you can get medical care for him. Personally, I'm not sure the American medical system has a way of extending care to someone who's not an expatriate, ex-citizen, and apparently is quite ill.

You might have to face the uncomfortable fact that it's not financially feasible to bring him back to the States.

I'm unclear though on whether or not he worked in the US and then left when he retired. If he did work here, does he have any pension from his employer? Did he apply for and was granted American citizenship?

Glad also makes a good point; it was his choice to leave.
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Hi everyone -

2nd update:

He was born in Argentina but became a US citizen so he is a dual citizen and would have no issues with coming back to the US in that capacity. He waived his retirement medicare years ago when he moved to Buenos Aires permanently 8 years ago after he retired.

This is what complicates matters further - he has no Argentine bank account and has never set one up. His retirement $$$ comes through his American bank account and he relies on 2 debit cards so he can have money. So what happens if he loses the debit cards? He's SOL. He's a man that doesn't really do back-up plans or maps out his future. He's always been like this and ever since I was 18 I have been trying to get him to "come up with a plan" in case of an emergency - he always shut me down. Told me not to worry about it. Yet here I am - busting ass in this country calling the embassy twice a day (yes they are helpful but they only have so much power and can't do all that much) and making myself sick trying to fix everything. I've heard "He's made his choices" many times from friends, family as well as the people here - hearing it, though makes me sad, gives me some peace on the matter. He choose to move here, he choose to cut contacts with all of his good friends so he would be left alone about his smoking and drinking, came home from the hospital and immediately started smoking and drinking again. Refuses help. What more is there to say?

Financially impossible for him to come to the United States at this time due to insurance and his poor health. He would be in the hospital immediately.

Despite the fact that he's been terrible to all his friends and that I am his only living relative/daughter he has had some ex friends come out of the woodwork and offer to keep an eye on him while I go back to the United States. He will be in a rehab facility for 30 days and then we will try to coordinate at-home care after that for him. He has 3 guardian angels, old friends of his that have agreed to help.

But for the most part - I've had to come to the conclusion that he's on his own. I will come down when I can. This trip has already cost me every bit of savings and credit I have. $25K. There is no more money to give. And even after all of this I feel tremendous guilt for not being able to just make this ok and fix everything. I am so angry with him but when I see him, I feel so bad for him.
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Vsmini you're doing the best you can with what your dad has chosen for his life. I think you have to step back and accept that he's made his choices and they've wound him up where he is. Thank goodness he still has a couple of friends who will look out for him.

It is NOT your job to save him. You need to worry about your own future and emotional health. Obviously, you learned some lessons from your dad's selfishness and are a caring, loving person. So go back home and do what you can from the US, but don't bring him back to the US. He's made his choice and it's in Argentina, for better or worse.
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I know a person in Mar del Plata. She's a bilingual interpreter. She can do Medical interpretation on the phone, 3way calls with whomever you need.
Maria Laura Garcia, S.I.T = Solutions in Translation

Contact her, explain what you need. She can also get documents either translated for you, or written in Spanish so that you can give them to whom ever you need.

I am the translator FOR COOK.
She'll know what that means.

Hope this helps you! Hugs,
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It might be best to concentrate on one thing at a time. You say he must stay a month more before he is released by the doctor. What can you do for him in the nursing facility he is in? If he is weak, and needs help to walk, then ask the nurse to show you how to use a gait belt and put it on him and walk with him just for a moment or two, then slowly increase the time. Learn about his medications. Use a phone/computer translator Spanish to English so you can understand. In the month you have, get some answers about getting him a passport, and possible home-health care there. Ask at the nursing department of a University or University Hospital and see if you can find a bilingual nurse who might be willing to help you care for him at home. Maybe, when he is able to travel, the nurse could accompany you as you travel. There are many programs here for care for the poor, no matter where in the States you live. When he has recovered, then the next step will be clear. Do what you can do to help him recover there, while learning what might be possible with home care or learning how to bring him back to the States. The Embassy is a good source of advice in English. Praying for you to have the help you need....
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Churchmouse -

Cute name -

2 of his friends that I was able to connect with speak English and my Spanish is now ok enough that I can get by (usually when I come down here it takes me a couple weeks to warm back up)

I hear you about revolving doors - he gets pneumonia every winter down here and this has been going on for months because as soon as he is released, he picks back up with smoking and drinking and then he's back in the hospital. Sometimes I think my dad is trying to kill himself. He always said he'd rather be dead than have to live in hospital beds and diapers. It is a mess but there is a small light at the end of the tunnel - I get to leave soon. He will be cared for at this facility, if we need to keep him there for a few months we will but I have to go back to the States and I can't bring him with me. Truly a nightmare.
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Sorry - I'm really on a roll now.

Another charming obstacle has been money. If you're not a citizen and don't have an Argentine bank account - everything has to be paid in cash. So 8K for a nursing home - cash. Argentina has a lot of restrictions on USD transactions so I can't wire money from my account or my dad's American bank accounts to any of these facilities to pay for things. I have to either withdraw it from an ATM or Western Union myself the money. Does anybody have any CLUE what $8000 USD looks like in terms of pesos? $118,400 pesos. NOT something you want to have to carry on you. Leaving the western union this afternoon with all that money on me was quite literally the most nerve-wracking thing I have ever experienced. BA is not the safest city and lots of people saw me get the money.

There has just been so many details and obstacles (most stemming from the fact that I'm not a citizen) that makes all of this so inefficient. Like I'm peddling through peanut butter.
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Thank you, Caregiverto89 -

He has a very good pension plan from the United States as well as a retirement income here from Argentina - by US standards it is not a lot but for Argentine standards, his monthly income is very good.

He pays $300 a month for private health insurance (which is a fortune for health insurance to many people down here) so he is very lucky in that respect. He was just released from an amazing and beautiful hospital, literally the best in the country. So he has decent money he just needs a geriatric care manager to make sure his bills stayed paid! I don't want him losing that insurance.

Private nursing homes (the good ones) are expensive and only Argentina's super wealthy can afford them. We can give him a chance by putting him in a rehab/nursing facility for a few months but then he will have to get out and do home-care. Only problem is - it's difficult to find someone we trust. We just have to hire a few people and hope for the best.

It was difficult the first few weeks I was down here because nobody could believe that he just didn't have friends or family down here - it was like they have never ever seen a senior citizen have nobody to care for them. And every hospital demands that someone "be responsible" for him, which I understand completely, but it was almost as if they had no clue what to do if I wasn't here.

I leave the country this weekend - I will do the best I can, remotely, from the United States in coordinating things. Thankfully I have found a few old friends of his that have agreed to help out. Friends that he had cut off ages ago and he should be thankful they are willing to help his grumpy @ss out.
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