I'm going through a lot of emotions right now. My mother is at an end stage and we don't believe it'll be much longer. I feel like maybe if I had tried to feed her more, or take her out more often that she wouldn't be declining so young and so quickly. She is on hospice but I feel terrible right now. I feel very insecure about all of this and I know hospice is there to help me get through it all, but I just cannot stop thinking about this. She has lived with me for 6 years now and I can't really figure out if it is me or a natural thing. Am I alone in feeling this way?