My mom is 102 years old and in a nursing home. I feel like a vulture at times just watching her and hoping she will let go so that she can have peace. She is not ready to go even though she is experiencing horrendous times that she always said she would dread going through. How do you deal with want her let go and be in peace and wanting to see her again and be your mom? I love her so much but I hate seeing what she has become and what she was to go through. She is strong willed but miserable. I already have depressive issues and am on medication from years ago but losing this incredible woman is harder than I can bear. What do you do?