I have noticed that things go South really fast with my mother. She is suffering from heart disease, bad and she is very depressed and anxious. It is very hard for her. I get it. I'm doing my best, 'but I guess my best isn't good enough' as the song goes. (an old song) Anyway, what do you all do when it starts to go south and you don't even know how it did ? You feel like youre walking on egghshells and that you are cracking them. Hard to explain this. So you try to explain and fix it and say that you never meant it the way they took it but they wont listen to it. It is your fault. So you apologize and they wont accept the apology. You are guilty. Then the phone gets slammed down or something. And they say "don't call me for a year" (yep that was the last comment I got).
So, then you feel guilty and bad and the next time you try harder. And it doesn't work. Since your parent was never this way before, you begin to wonder. Feeling lost and confused. Thank you.
Most times this is happening over the phone, but it can happen in person. My bro went over once and I think she didn't hear him say "Im busy I can't talk right now" and she ended up screaming at him saying 'why wont you talk to me? What is wrong with me". Am I too old and ugly for you now?".
Have to say this is a person who was the kindest, most easy-going person in the world, and now it's changed.
So what do you all do, if anyone has experienced this, that is. Thanks.
In terms of her depression, rage and what sounds live oversensitivity, has she been seen by a geriatric psychiatrist to see if antidepressant and antianxiety meds would help?
When was the last time she was seen by an audiologist to check her hearing and whether she has wax buildup in her ears?
In your shoes, I think I'd leave mom and brother alone right now. Send mom a funny card each week. In reality, if our elderly parent is competent and if they've put their poa in the hands of their child who collude in their denial ( a very common pattern) then there is NOTHING you can do.
Just remember, you're not allowed to say "I told you so" when something bad happens. You just say " I'm so sorry this has occurred". Sometimes being right is a hard thing.
I would also not run myself ragged. You can only do so much.
My mom has heart issues too - atrial fib and CHF and is on meds to slow her heart down. I think it's affected her short-term memory and that has changed her over time. She's lost her problem-solving abilities and can't remember anything. It could just be from age, or even a combination, but the thing is, I know she can't help it. So you just learn to work around it. Babalou has given you some good suggestions for other things to check out that might help you both as well. Good luck - many of us are in positions where our loved ones have changed in significant ways and we have to learn how to navigate those new personalities.
Anyway to delete the Joelle account?
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