Are you experienced with this scenario?
My husband is living with dying; I am living with living without him!
If my husband was dead, there are lots of grief groups! He is not only living, he's working at age 80+ and most of all, in no pain, feeling relatively healthy ~ successful surgery for superficial bladder cancer in October 2019; however, likely recurring high-grade pathology prognosis. We went through 5 months of exhausting ER hospitalizations, appointment fatigue ending mid-December, ultimately he chose Quality of Life/Palliative Care following surgery due to likely Chemotherapy side effects . I am experiencing grief with horrific nightmares. Family/friends are either deceased or live far away - lacking support. Welcoming coping ideas, thank you.