I suffer from anxiety disorder and depression. Taking care of my mom with Alzheimers dried all my emotional health. I think if it were not for my faith in God, I can't make it. Yesterday I asked my psychiatrist that if a person diagnosed with anxiety and depression could take care for someone with altzhemeirs. He replied that if I could not contemplate the idea of putting her into an Altzeimers care. I'm Hispanic and my culture the elderly are with the family until their death. Another thing being her only child and for her being so attached to me, I feel extremely guilty to contemplate the idea of an altzeimer's care. Yesterday was 2 am in the morning when my husband hear a noise and was her getting onto the shower at that time. The new obsession is bathing, every time she goes to the bathroom she needs to wash herself. There is water all over the floor. I feel like I'm drowning, I do not have patience and the guilt is killing me. I have 3 days that she goes to an adult facility, other than that I have no other escape. Apart from my disorder I suffer from liver disorder, heart disorder, IBS, Arthritis and GERD. Today I was in need to vent because I believe that I can't not more.