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I work in case management in a hospital there are no nursing homes that are caring and plentiful.
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You are correct in one thing here: Our parents CHOSE to have us. Or we were accidents they chose to give life to. In either case that makes them responsible for raising us out of helplessness to maturity with proper loving care and as good a life as they are able to provide us.
However, the debt doesn't go backward. WE are NOT required to provide for them. I will repeat (ad nauseum) the eagle story.

There is a deluge in the land and the rain doesn't stop; there is flooding and devastation everywhere and the father eagle, whose nest is on a flooding island, must transport his two eaglets to safety. He takes his first baby chick in his talons and begins the journey over raging waters and he says to his chick "And when I am old and weak and helpless will you alike save ME and your mother from the raging waters". The first chick says to him "Oh, father, yes, I most surely WILL".
This first chick the father quickly drops into the raging waters where it drowns.
The father eagle returns for his second babe and begins the journey over raging waters.
He repeats his question. "Will you carry me, old and helpless, over the raging waters" and the baby eaglet says "Oh, father, I will mourn you, for I likely shall not be able to do this for you. But I swear to you this: I will save my own babies as surely as you now save me, and I will carry them across the waters even at the cost of my own life".

This is the chick he saves.
We don't ask for life. It is given. And we are raised to an age of majority. It is not required that we throw our own lives on the burning funeral pyres of our parents.
It is fitting and wonderful that we do what we can for our elders as they age, what we CAN, but not at the cost of our own well being, our family being sacrificed, or our own sanity laid upon the altar.

That you believe as you do is your CHOICE. I honor that choice. But for you to think you can dictate or preach to others is a mere opinion of yours that we will each weigh for ourselves the relevance thereof. You aren't God. You don't make the commandments.
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To me it sounds like you are jealous of the fact that your siblings are living and enjoying their lives while you are stuck caring for your mom, while still trying to hold down your job.
And why would they step up to help you when you have chosen to do it all yourself anyway?
In one breath you are trying to make those children that choose not to take on the care of their parents feel guilty for not doing so, yet in the next breath you use the word "hate" when describing your feelings towards your siblings. I happen to find that interesting, and a bit two-faced.
You obviously were blessed to have good parents, and now you have chosen to take on their care. That is your choice and now you have to live with the consequences of your choice.
But please don't belittle those of us that didn't have good parents and who would never in a million years take on their care, as our mental and physical health is more important in preserving than putting ourselves in harms way.
And the others that have tried there best to care for their parents whether in their home or their parents home, and who have payed a high price physically, mentally, spiritually, and often financially, and ended up having to have their parents placed in the appropriate facility, after trying their very best, they too do not deserve to be made to feel guilty for their choices.
Those of us that have been or are a caregiver for a loved one have all done the very best we can and that is all we can do.
And because we are all so very different in our life experiences that journey will look different for us all, yet we do what we have to to survive in the end.
It sounds like your caregiving journey is now taking its toll on you, so I hope that you are taking care of yourself along the way as being a caregiver is the hardest job there is. Please don't forget that you matter too in this equation.
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You say your mom “interrupted her life to make sure our lives were plentiful”. I would say your siblings maybe doing the same thing - interrupting their lives by putting their kids first - taking care of them should be their priority as well as their spouse. As for the caregivers on this forum, many experienced neglect, abuse by parents while growing up and understandably will not take on caregiving of their parents. As for your siblings, there’s nothing you can do.
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You are assuming everyone here has parents like yours.

And guess what? There are nursing homes that are caring, clean, and attentive. Where a parent can get the level of care needed that a family member is not able to provide. It is VERY wrong to say people “abandon” their parents in nursing homes.

Things get much more complicated when:

- Parents did not save or plan for retirement, and assumed their children would pay for it all. The parents don’t care if their child has to quit their jobs, uproot their lives, put their marriage on hold, or use up their own retirement funds for them.

- Your parent abused you. Like physical, emotional, sexual or verbal abuse. And you’re still traumatized as an adult.

- You are a senior citizen yourself and cannot physically do the care needed.

- Your parent needs 24/7 supervision that is impossible for one person to do.

Stop with the guilt tripping and judgement.
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