It has been a very trying time. I feel almost a sense of relief it was hard to see him suffer. There was no real indication of his impending death. I just said I wish I had been with him.
Big hugs, xhausted. I think everyone here understands your mixed feelings. Take care of yourself these next few months as you work through things. Even though you weren't there when he died, I'm sure your husband knows you were there for him when he needed. I hope that soon the bad memories will be replaced with good ones from an earlier time.
So sorry to hear this xhausted. I know you have been struggling with emotions and decisions these past few months. Take your time to heal... there is a New Year ahead and many more things to look forward to
Yes, we totally understand and feel compass for your current situation.
Yes, we totally understand and feel compass for your current situation.
(((hugs)))