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I was asked today to volunteer for another job at our Senior Center and for once I said no I would not do it and the sky did not fall-I could get use to this but did agree to be on the kitchen staff for our Seniors group that meets once a month-like I need another job-but at least did say no to collecting money as a gift for the lady who is President of the group.
Hey deef that was nice you sent home the extras, I am sure they appreciated it.
Fp does take one bite at a time then gets it stuck starts choking and she has to Tell him three times to PUT the food down and not put more it....It is insane...
Dtflex, what is the old saying? "Don't count your chickens before they hatch." I don't see how some of you work n have to come home n work is still their with the relative with the illness n lets not forget that their is the house work. Or, like Book has two parents to take care of n working too. Shew! Prayers to y'all to give you strength. I got my call back from diabetic dr about the med n the nurse said to leave it as it is. I said, but he said that my cholesterol lab was fine n she replied that, "he like to keep it that way." All he was suppose to do was think about changing my Zocor from a devastating because not too good with the other med that I have to take. so, he takes my 40mg Zocor n puts me on Lipitor 80mg! I don't feel comfortable taking that high of a dose n especially if my labs were fine. I did call n left a message with my kidney dr about it but never heard back for they don't like to interfere with other dr's doings I guess? I think I am just going to break them in half n that will be 40mg. Then, my next appt with him n if my lab r still good me and him will have a talk. I got to run all dogs to the vet n that took 3 trips for its too hard to take them all with just me doing it. The Niece took the mil out for lunch so, I got to take care of the animals, well the dogs at least. They r all caught up on their shots n distemper too. shew! One less thing to do on my list Actually, my last trip I had hubby help me for his dog is just way to big n hyper. Last year we couldn't get him done for he just so hyper n whinny. This year he had to get it done to check for heart worms. They had to give him a five minuets knock out sedation just to get his lab work n clipped his toe-nails too. Three dogs done n one had a ear infection so I have to bring her old butt back in 10days after the ear treatment. Plus, she gained 6 lbs so I have to cut back on her grocery a little. Poor thing for she is not going to like that idea. At least the Niece kept the mil until I was almost done. They at least got to spend some time together while going out to eat. I think it did the mil some good too. I thin even though i was busy with the dogs pulling me around n getting them done I think it did me some good too. I know one thing that I am tired too. Mil didn't complain about her rear but I just had her use a suppositor anyway. However, I think she decided to go do #2 n their went the meds. She normally goes between 2-3pm. Then she going to tell me she didn't go. Either u did or didn't? Oh well, no big deal so I just let it go. I do need to find out if the poo is shaped round or long to make sure she is not constipated for she don't remember when she goes or she forgets that I asked her I need to see it. That way I know if I need to increase her Miralax n keep the hemorrhoids from coming back. I am afraid to give her another one for some of the med may have had time to dissolve. Oh well, tomorrow will be a whole new day n we will start all over. : )
It is that time of year again where there r some mean-bad people out. I had a former teacher that got knocked down last year around this time of the year n they stole her purse as she was approaching her car during daylight time. She winding up with a broken collar bone n she had to report all her cards stolen. Everyone out shopping whether for the holiday or just grocery, please be careful.
Jsomebody, did u just say, 20 degrees? OMG! And Yes, they can be so hardheaded n I would had let him got the 2 lbs himself. the choking n eating deal, too bad u couldn't had pulled away the food to get him to drink a few sips of water. However, I think he would had really bit your head off. Gotta luv it! Drive safely as much as possible in the slushy slosh.
JudyM, sorry the kids n half grown kids giving you a little trouble. Hopefully, it just the holiday n they will get back in gear. Maybe the one coming closer to y'all area can help around the house? Try to get some rest n don't worry about the lights unless u want them up. Try to do some shopping online. I would rather see n touch it myself but I have done some online shopping for my grand-kids in NM n for my son n his wife. Mame n Jen, if u accidentally deleted your Amazon certificate you can sometimes go back to your Trash mail n recover it.
Mame, I think some dr's get so overwhelm that they look over things. I always try to keep up with the miln especially with her weight too for they sometimes don't even take that into consideration. Those insulin pens r great too! you can now get the needle that goes with them in a Nano size if your mom is petite like me. They don't hurt as much n less hitting a blood vessel. Is the place your mom goes to so u can get respite care a hour drive away? I remember when n not sure if it still does but, our insurance would help pay for the insulin but NOT on the needles. WTF? What am I suppose to do suck out the insulin n some how put it in my skin. Glad u were able to get mom out n her room cleaned n out of the way. At least the weather was sunny n now maybe u can wind down n get some rest tonight. I hope everyone else will be able to do the same.
Austin, that is some awesome goodies in the basket n for a good deed too. Mame could use that service for her mom so she wouldn't have to drive an hour just to get a break. It is a shame that they don't offer enough of transportation systems for seniors n especially for those with an illness.
Deef and Mame- Dads head and hands seem to have stopped the shaking. We still do not know what was causing it. But he was not doing it today. But sis called me this morning and was telling me that dad had been coughing up blood last night and this morning. And he was coughing up some the day before that. Not that much, but sis said that last night and this morning it was more than she wanted to see. Anyway, she wanted to know if I could carry dad to see his ENT, so we went, he said that it looked like some type of infection and wrote him a prescription. Connor is doing better at school, 2 days straight of behaving. I just hope it continues. Thanks for asking about them two. Ya'll I would write more but i am falling asleep at the computer. Wore out. So I will check in tomorrow. Love and hugs stormy
I just wanted to say hi and thank everyone for all the information they have posted on this thread. I am still trying to make a lot of adjustments and get an understanding of what is going on with Mom. It is hard for me to realize that in March I was just seeing the early dementia and she was actually bowling on 2 leagues. Now she cannot walk without assistance, can't formulate more than a 1 word reply, can't dress or bath herself, is incontinent and is quite frequently hallucinating and becoming paranoid. I took her to a neurologist this summer and found out she had vascular dementia because of numerous small strokes she has had. Now I am trying to figure out whether I can put her in day care 1 or 2 days a week and get some assistance at home with her bathing and such. Hopefully I will get that sorted out by the end of the year.
My husband and I put the tree up last weekend. Mom thinks it's beautiful but is afraid someone on the television is going to give it away.
I have spent a lot of time the last couple of weeks going back to the beginning of this thread and reading all the comments. I am just amazed at all the caring and loving people that have posted and are still posting here. It is great to be able to learn from somebody that has already been in the same situation.
Sorry I know this probably doesn't make a lot of sense. I need to get off here and go to bed. Mom will be up early in the morning.
Good Morning Crew, Hi Barb, I am so sorry to hear how fast your mom's dementia has progressed. It's a nasty disease. Your post made all the sense in the world.
You are doing a great job and the information you need is at hand to make these tough decisions.
Keep posting and we are always happy to see you and everyone who needs to vent and say stuff like: Is it me or does this really suck?
It's not you. It really sucks.
Deef!! You are the inspiration to us all!
I want to holler out at everyone but shot my wad posting to an article on CNN.
Boat update: wet and cold weather has stopped us for the last few days but the teak on the foredeck and pilothouse has been stripped and looks amazing. We are hoping that we can do some painting today but not if it's going to be too cold or too humid because it won't cure properly.
We have all the parts to repair the raw water AC units so they will be online for this summer.
Making a parts list to get what we need for 4 diesel engines; 1 main and 1 get home and 2 generators. Belts, air filters, oil filters, etc etc
This is really an amazing little world. The difference between the boat docked and the boat underway is incredible. Still is a lot of boat and needs constant care. Remind you of anything?
OK, he'll be here in a few minutes and I need some coffee. You guys have as good a day as you can and find some laughs whereever you can.
A former sil asked to be friends on Facebook-I could not stand being around her when they were married what makes her think I want to be FRIENDS now-unbelievable.
Bobbie!!!! Don't work too hard. Stormy, hope you got some sleep. Austin, the nerve of some people! Crap! Mom is stirring already. Have to roll her on her side. Be right back.
Okay she is set for another hour, then it's up and off to daycare.Coffee is brewing and I sure need some!! Barb, It's quite an eye opener isn't it? Caught the end of the Brian Williams evening show and it appears Dr. Nancy Sneiderman is now a care giver to a parent also. Us little people don't seem to get noticed, but more and more celebrities, etc. are finding themselves in our shoes. Hopefully they will be able to make the public more aware of how desperate this situation is becoming, and new laws can be made to aid those who have no where else to turn for help. The hallucinations are the scariest for them and us. Mom is passed being scared by them, thank God! The best thing you can do when she is having one, is to reassure her that everything is okay, then, and this is the key to caring for dementia patients, redirect her attention to anything to get her mind moving in a different direction. In other words, change the subject, point to something tangible, give her a sweet treat. And , yes, lie to her if you have to, it will calm her down. Sometimes meds help and sometimes they add to the problem. It's all trial and error and you will learn what to look for after a while. Get a wheelchair with a belt that she can't release. It will keep her safe. It may take a bit of time, but she will adapt to being in it and it will keep her safe and take some pressure off of you. Coffee is ready!!! I need to get dressed and do a few things before I get Mom going. I'll check in later. Hope you all have a peaceful day!
Oh, Austin, thank you! I just laughed at loud at your comment. I had a facebook account for 3 days. That's it. I got friend requests from snooty girls that I went to high school with, who I couldn't stand then, why, decades later, would I want to be facebook friends with them? I deactivated the account. It was my own dang fault for filling in all of the personal information, like what schools I went to, etc. I never even thought about it when I did it. Mame, Deef, Linda, Lildeb, your days sound way more hectic than mine ever do. And I still bitch about mine. Its humbling for me to read about your daily routines. I realize I do a lot of bitching about the little things that I should just let go. I just get so irriated that I'm the only child that helps, and my mother is no picnic to be around. If she wasn't such a pity party of manipulation, it'd be easier. Jen, all I could think of when I was reading your comment on fp choking.... so let him choke - fast way to end it. Shit, I'd be feeding him hard to manage foods every day - nothing soft on the menu. Bad karma for me. Bobbie - I've been telling my husband for years that I'd like to live on a boat one day and just leave everything behind and wander - no grass to cut, no kids with us, no neighbors to loathe. But, its just a dream, and it sounds like a lot of work just the same! I told my husband that I'd drag him behind the boat if he pissed me off, like those boats trying to attract sharks do. Sort of like chumming, but in one whole piece. He just shakes his head. Old Lance Romance, sending me links to love songs. I threaten to use him as chum and he sends me love songs. What a weird relationship. Stormy - I hope Connor continues on his good behavior streak. I love that wildboy side of kids though, as long as no one else suffers from it. My mother always told me that I let my kids "run wild". I did no such thing. She was just soo controlling, that my parenting seemed very liberal to her. The difference is that my kids, like your's, had consquences, not condemnation! I hope your dad responds well to the antibiotic. You don't need one more thing on your agenda, having a small child to deal with, this time of year too. I just love you all, and I know I missed someone here. I look forward to seeing everyone's comments every day. Such a friendly thread. Nice of you to join us, Barb! I'm looking forward to getting to know you. I'm going to go get some xmas stuff done today, one way or another. Although, I'm taking Mom out today. I could come home with a nervous tick and an attitude... so maybe xmas will wait till tomorrow. Husband flies in tonight and is staying for a month! Yay!
Hey Judy, it's still a good dream and I love that your husband sends you links to love songs.
The boat is a lot of work and some days I wonder wtf was I thinking and then I go out on the foredeck before dawn and see this river and how peaceful it is and I know exactly what I was thinking.
It's an old boat but a good boat and worth the time and effort. My dream is of being moored in pretty water and buying bread from the locals on their little boats. It's doable and hopefully some of you guys might join me one day.
Love all you guys way more than you'll ever know and still think that we should have a convention of grossed out caregivers!
Hey ya'll need to find out something. I got one of those gift cards from aging care. Is it legit? I don't want a virus. My gift card is for 10.00. Let me know. Also, there is a lego that connor wants and I think they have them at Amazon. I have looked everywhere for the lego (zane mini figure). Can't find him. But i know that it is going to cost more than 10.00. Hugs stormy
Bobbie - your dream sounds nice. Ya, my husband was a romance waiting to happen when I met him. He's sappy, but after 24 years, I guess that's good. The latest song was Stevie Wonder - "I was made to love her." He's so mental. He'll be home for a month this time. Flies in tonight. His snoring will drive me insane by the time he leaves again. I told him one morning a few months ago that his snoring made me feel violent and that he's lucky that I didn't have a brick handy during the night when he woke me up a thousand times. So, that day without him seeing, I went out and got a big rock and put his name on it in silver marker and put it next to my side of the bed. He laughed so hard when he saw it. Makes me laugh while I'm typing about it. Off to Mom's now. I hope I can hold on to this good mood for a while! Your peaceful river morning sounds like it'd make me feel awe. I'm envious. Off to looney bin!
Hey all from the Land of Crazy making...Long irritating grouse feel free to not read unless as amusement...Now on the fifth turnaround comments here from mom. I am on second day period here pain mess tired...But yesterday after calling in a prescription of fart pants she decided we would go run a lot of errands today any how to cover it up that she had said we wouldn't because the roads were bad, then then cleared and were just wet and bare and here more crazy the day of his denture app. we drove out MILES to his damn app and the roads were yes awful and she said well NOT stop for a loaf of bread becasue she didn't want to make extra stops in the bad weather then went out of her way to take a different route so as NOT to pass the Safeway, LITERALLY ! then on the way home decided we had better stop becasue we may not want to go out again and he might need his bread before Tuesday... and she didn't want to go out again,, so today wee are going out again and the roads are yes covered with unexpected snow I come up stairs tired, lost glasses, bleeding heavily, and she says..."You're ready to go already?" she is making tea and toast for herself and I came up in my coat and sun glasses, coat becasue it is cold and easier than carrying it and sun glasses becasue I cant find mine! Here one more grouse. I made Beef Stroganoff becasue it is something we clearly will not be having now he is going to baby food...and she literally took all but two pieces of the meat, I am wondering did she know she did that? gah never mind!
S' 9:22 here now, snowing heavily about 25 degrees I'd guess.
Hope everyone is Ok and has a decent, calm, not stupid weekend...you know like mine....
Bobbie, Packing my bags now!!!! Jen you are too good to your mom. If I had the $$, I'd fly you out here for a month of a different kind of insanity!! Any kind of change would do you a world of good!! On a sad note, just got home from a quick shopping trip and saw on the news channel that some guy shot 26 kids and adults at a school in Newtown, Conn. Most were kids ranging in age from 5 to 10 and about 7 or 8 adults. What a sick f'ing world we live in!!! Too many people with access to those damn stupid guns!!! Sure makes me look at my life with a different perspective! Back in a bit. Off to the pharmacy and then to get Mom from Daycare. Another day of craziness here!
Up until past midnight last night, finishing Christmas cards. Been crazy at work. My boss even did a root canal on my Step Dad (for no charge). Dust storm here today. Not fun, but no snow, and it's still 65 degrees. Mom asked me to cut her hair, and then she liked the way it looked when I got done. Very strange. Most everyone talks about how their senile parents get so hard to deal with. My Mother was a crazy B#$%% for as long as I can remember. Last few years she is getting nice??? She even apologizes for things. When I was a child if she dropped something, she would turn around and yell at me. Hope this personality change lasts. She is getting so she won't do anything anymore. She has arthritis, and the Dr tells her to do physical therapy, but she refuses. Shooting small children, at an elementary school, horrible news. Maybe the world really is coming to an end. My boss is calling the annual Christmas party, the "End of the World " party this year. I'm making a Chocolate pecan pie for the party.
I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too.
I've chosen. Now it's your turn to choose.
The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree.
Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma."
The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner.
"Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?"
She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full."
The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and put her arms around her little girl, and she begged her forgiveness for her thoughtless anger.
An accident took the life of the child only a short time later, and it is told that the mother kept that gold box by her bed for all the years of her life.
Whenever she was discouraged or faced difficult problems she would open the box and take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.
In a very real sense, each of us, as human beings, have been given a Golden box filled with unconditional love and kisses from our children, family, friends and GOD. There is no more precious possession anyone could hold.
You now have two choices: 1. Pass this on to your friends, or 2. Delete it and act like it didn't touch your heart.
As you can see, I took choice No. 1. Friends are like angels who lift us to our feet, when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.
Hey everyone, I am very sad tonight. I just can't understand HOW anyone can walk into a elementary school and shoot innocent children. My little boy, Connor is 6 years old, he will be in first grade next year. And as I was helping him write his letter to Santa Claus tonight, I kept thinking of the families that were not going to be able to do this with their children. I kissed and hugged Connor tonight and held him close and knew that these parents were not going to be able to do this also. I just started crying and every time I thought of them I started crying again. How lost they must feel. My heart breaks for them. It is just so sad. Connor does not know about any of this, but he saw me crying. And told me Mama, you've got to stop all this crying. I started laughing. And I told him,"You know why I am crying?" He said, no. I said, because my heart is so full of love for you. And he said, "Awww..." That's so sweet. My thoughts and prayers are with these families and the whole town. Peace be with all of you. Love and Hugs Stormy.
That school is not too far from us my grandson lived about 5 miles from there with his Mom and stepfather when they were married-I am so glad he goes to school now on Cape Cod feels almost like 9/11 that was 45 miles away from where I live. I did not have much patience for the complainers at our Christmas P arty today their foolish complaints got on my nerves I even said a few times whith the school shooting yesterday our problems are so small when I wanted to say shut the f up-that would not have gone over very well.
Yes Austin, our complaints are trivial today compared to the incredible pain that community is feeling. I've been watching the news all day. I think it hit me hard when I heard the coroner say the families identified the victims by photos. I can imagine the poor parents want to actually see and hold their babies. So very sad. Mom has been in bed all day. She won't get up at all. I tried feeding her some dinner but she only took a few mouthfuls. Forgive me for thinking this, but I looked at my mom today and thought why wouldn't God take these old demented people we care for instead of those poor innocent children. All I can do is pray for the families of Newtown, CT.
Deefer, that is so sweet of you helping your neighbor out with the supplies to make gifts. I did recall the dr office n they never recalled back so I am NOT going to take 80mg for I feel uncomfortable being the last dosage was only 40mg n my cholesterol test is perfect. He is one of those dr's that likes to use his physican-male authority sometimes. However, it will not fly with me until he speaks or sees me first for it is my body. I have taken 20mg of Lipitor in the pass but cannot remember why I was taking off them but never 80. Austin, Some friends r just unbelievable n I would leave it alone! I would like to say, "Good for you n proud of you for it is very hard to say those little words called, No. Good for you!" : ) Jsomebody, that choking deal would probable have me freaking. Does he eat any small snacks in between that may keep him from scarfing his meal so fast or does he do it anyway? Stormy, glad Connor kids is doing better n go knock on some wood for extra assurance. Kids will be kids for we all were one sometime ago. I am sorry to hear that your dad has been coughing up blood n that does sound serious. I hope the new prescription helps. Keep us posted on how he is doing. Hi Barb, Sorry about your mom n the illness for I didn't know it can happen so fast like you mention it. I too like this site too because, you can see that we are not alone, we get useful advice n meet nice people on her too. Bob, do you have a little mini-Christmas tree in that boat? No venting today n thank the Lord. We all had a pretty good day n just laid around the house for most part of the day. Of course I did vacuum two rooms n wash some towel n let the mil fold them. She enjoyed that for the towels were nice n warm to her. She had forgotten she just ate an hour ago a sandwich with chips n drink n was wandering if she could make her something to eat. I reply, "Of course eat what ever you want to eat." I want her to eat anytime she wants so that she can gain some more weight. since last yr of Oct. she has gained 8 whole pounds yet, she still needs to gain some more meat on her bones. Well, got get her night calcium med to take n maybe a small snack before she goes to bed. Gotta go take mine myself too. I hope everyone has a restful night.
For Sure Austin! How dare they act petty about simple, stupid stuff at a "Holiday" party! You are pure class, dear Lady June, Maxine, whichever hat you wear today! It should be a tiara or jeweled crown! Royality for you ~ cherished gift on this thread.
The event could have offered a time to pause - realizing how beyond awful life can be - maybe appreciate how fortunate you are as you look around at who is still living & rational. Maybe comfort or distract one another? Not imagine how the families are dealing with ...
I was thinking last night - discussing the ... shootings, horrific event ... now wondering how to even phrase it ... gasp!
OK- the subject came up with friends (?). Accquaintances. Live humans, face to face, in person ... not you guys who were my cyber pals when I was homebound giving care & dealing with .... (fill in the blanks)
Know what? I missed the thread! Those times when being alone with an ailing parent in the middle of nowhere life ... when something awful would occur with one of us of on a national level like yesterday -
someone would pop up with a reply or off the wall comment ~ another would pick it up. Even without a chat feature we somehow found comfort
Not that the people last night who staring into glasses of fine wine weren't sweet - but I found myself wanting to share the tragedy with my friends on Gross. The seasoned CG experienced who knew our hidden side of life.
it hit that deep - which means so did our thread connections.
I miss the days we'd comfort & laugh about mis-spellings & a dick head realitve ... confirming we weren't alone dealing with the mental & bodily stuff that had become our lives.
The banter would happen & the true meaning of friendship ... You know who you are. Before & after the big Squall
Yeah, well, Guess I'm still popping in here - especially when something as unbelievable like Connecticut happens - b/c I Know y'all are sensitive & special - would understand.
You new ones ~ don't hesitate to post & share ~ There are way more kind, considerate, compassionate & understanding people here than those who judge, criticize or offer off beat sympathy. What's the point? The world has had enough arrogance & mean. It doesn't belong here.
I feel the thread was started by an amusing, vibrant lady who was almost at the end of her rope yet still had humor & hope while dealing with a nonsense situation. Please honor her's & everyone's personal situations, sacrifices & devastations - & think of families who lost loved ones yesterday.
Meanwhile, you have been on the roll, you go girl! Dtflex, I hope u can get some zzzzzzzzzzz for that is early n you got to get up earlier than that just to make it their at that time. All the power to you. Jsomebody, sorry you r having a crazy weekend.
What Rip said!!! This is and will always be a place for comfort and understanding. There are no words to say to those who lost their loved ones yesterday. All we can do is help to make changes that could prevent this kind of thing happening ever again. Diane, I often think the same thing about my Mom, especially when I talk to my 59 year old neighbor who is battling pancreatic cancer with all he has. Maybe all your Mom's crazy behavior has finally worn her out and her body is finally getting the rest it needs. As we both know, every day is different and we never know what to expect next! Took mom to her appointment Thursday and as I was traveling 75 mph in the passing zone, the engine suddenly sounded different. I looked down and Mom's hand was on the shift!!! She had down shifted into 3rd gear!!! Faith unbuckled in the rear seat and wrapped her arms around Mom as I shifted back into overdrive. Fortunately she did no harm, and we sure had a good laugh over the situation. You see, Mom never drove a car in her life!!! I managed to get laundry and shopping done in between watching the news and discussing the school situation with Erin while she sat with Mom. She has 4 children of her own and is raising her brother's 16 year old daughter. Her 10 year old daughter asked her why someone would do such a thing. It's just too sad and I can't imagine those poor families. Austin, you are so right! The problems we experience seem so trivial right now. Lildeb, I think you should wait to talk to your doctor about the lipitor, too. It seems like a really high dose to me. I had high counts for years and only took 10 mgs/day. Glad you had a good day with your mom. I plan on having some laying around days here after the holidays. On another note. We heard all kinds of stuff going on in town this morning, on the police scanner. Apparently, after an 18 month investigation, state and local law enforcement raided numerous homes today in town and some of the surrounding communities and arrested over 30 people for drug related charges. Talk about a great day here! Most are in jail for the weekend as very few were able to make bail. I guess it was mostly for the sale of prescription drugs. Been a long day here, so I'm going to clean up the dishes and get myself off to bed. Good night everyone!
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Fp does take one bite at a time then gets it stuck starts choking and she has to Tell him three times to PUT the food down and not put more it....It is insane...
I got my call back from diabetic dr about the med n the nurse said to leave it as it is. I said, but he said that my cholesterol lab was fine n she replied that, "he like to keep it that way." All he was suppose to do was think about changing my Zocor from a devastating because not too good with the other med that I have to take. so, he takes my 40mg Zocor n puts me on Lipitor 80mg! I don't feel comfortable taking that high of a dose n especially if my labs were fine. I did call n left a message with my kidney dr about it but never heard back for they don't like to interfere with other dr's doings I guess? I think I am just going to break them in half n that will be 40mg. Then, my next appt with him n if my lab r still good me and him will have a talk. I got to run all dogs to the vet n that took 3 trips for its too hard to take them all with just me doing it. The Niece took the mil out for lunch so, I got to take care of the animals, well the dogs at least. They r all caught up on their shots n distemper too. shew! One less thing to do on my list Actually, my last trip I had hubby help me for his dog is just way to big n hyper. Last year we couldn't get him done for he just so hyper n whinny. This year he had to get it done to check for heart worms. They had to give him a five minuets knock out sedation just to get his lab work n clipped his toe-nails too. Three dogs done n one had a ear infection so I have to bring her old butt back in 10days after the ear treatment. Plus, she gained 6 lbs so I have to cut back on her grocery a little. Poor thing for she is not going to like that idea.
At least the Niece kept the mil until I was almost done. They at least got to spend some time together while going out to eat. I think it did the mil some good too. I thin even though i was busy with the dogs pulling me around n getting them done I think it did me some good too. I know one thing that I am tired too. Mil didn't complain about her rear but I just had her use a suppositor anyway. However, I think she decided to go do #2 n their went the meds. She normally goes between 2-3pm. Then she going to tell me she didn't go. Either u did or didn't? Oh well, no big deal so I just let it go. I do need to find out if the poo is shaped round or long to make sure she is not constipated for she don't remember when she goes or she forgets that I asked her I need to see it. That way I know if I need to increase her Miralax n keep the hemorrhoids from coming back. I am afraid to give her another one for some of the med may have had time to dissolve. Oh well, tomorrow will be a whole new day n we will start all over. : )
It is that time of year again where there r some mean-bad people out. I had a former teacher that got knocked down last year around this time of the year n they stole her purse as she was approaching her car during daylight time. She winding up with a broken collar bone n she had to report all her cards stolen.
Everyone out shopping whether for the holiday or just grocery, please be careful.
Jsomebody, did u just say, 20 degrees? OMG! And Yes, they can be so hardheaded n I would had let him got the 2 lbs himself. the choking n eating deal, too bad u couldn't had pulled away the food to get him to drink a few sips of water. However, I think he would had really bit your head off. Gotta luv it! Drive safely as much as possible in the slushy slosh.
JudyM, sorry the kids n half grown kids giving you a little trouble. Hopefully, it just the holiday n they will get back in gear. Maybe the one coming closer to y'all area can help around the house? Try to get some rest n don't worry about the lights unless u want them up. Try to do some shopping online. I would rather see n touch it myself but I have done some online shopping for my grand-kids in NM n for my son n his wife.
Mame n Jen, if u accidentally deleted your Amazon certificate you can sometimes go back to your Trash mail n recover it.
Mame, I think some dr's get so overwhelm that they look over things. I always try to keep up with the miln especially with her weight too for they sometimes don't even take that into consideration. Those insulin pens r great too! you can now get the needle that goes with them in a Nano size if your mom is petite like me. They don't hurt as much n less hitting a blood vessel. Is the place your mom goes to so u can get respite care a hour drive away? I remember when n not sure if it still does but, our insurance would help pay for the insulin but NOT on the needles. WTF? What am I suppose to do suck out the insulin n some how put it in my skin. Glad u were able to get mom out n her room cleaned n out of the way. At least the weather was sunny n now maybe u can wind down n get some rest tonight.
I hope everyone else will be able to do the same.
Austin, that is some awesome goodies in the basket n for a good deed too. Mame could use that service for her mom so she wouldn't have to drive an hour just to get a break. It is a shame that they don't offer enough of transportation systems for seniors n especially for those with an illness.
My husband and I put the tree up last weekend. Mom thinks it's beautiful but is afraid someone on the television is going to give it away.
I have spent a lot of time the last couple of weeks going back to the beginning of this thread and reading all the comments. I am just amazed at all the caring and loving people that have posted and are still posting here. It is great to be able to learn from somebody that has already been in the same situation.
Sorry I know this probably doesn't make a lot of sense. I need to get off here and go to bed. Mom will be up early in the morning.
Barb
Hi Barb,
I am so sorry to hear how fast your mom's dementia has progressed. It's a nasty disease.
Your post made all the sense in the world.
You are doing a great job and the information you need is at hand to make these tough decisions.
Keep posting and we are always happy to see you and everyone who needs to vent and say stuff like:
Is it me or does this really suck?
It's not you. It really sucks.
Deef!!
You are the inspiration to us all!
I want to holler out at everyone but shot my wad posting to an article on CNN.
Boat update:
wet and cold weather has stopped us for the last few days but the teak on the foredeck and pilothouse has been stripped and looks amazing. We are hoping that we can do some painting today but not if it's going to be too cold or too humid because it won't cure properly.
We have all the parts to repair the raw water AC units so they will be online for this summer.
Making a parts list to get what we need for 4 diesel engines; 1 main and 1 get home and 2 generators. Belts, air filters, oil filters, etc etc
This is really an amazing little world. The difference between the boat docked and the boat underway is incredible. Still is a lot of boat and needs constant care.
Remind you of anything?
OK, he'll be here in a few minutes and I need some coffee.
You guys have as good a day as you can and find some laughs whereever you can.
lovbob
Stormy, hope you got some sleep.
Austin, the nerve of some people!
Crap! Mom is stirring already. Have to roll her on her side. Be right back.
Barb, It's quite an eye opener isn't it? Caught the end of the Brian Williams evening show and it appears Dr. Nancy Sneiderman is now a care giver to a parent also. Us little people don't seem to get noticed, but more and more celebrities, etc. are finding themselves in our shoes. Hopefully they will be able to make the public more aware of how desperate this situation is becoming, and new laws can be made to aid those who have no where else to turn for help.
The hallucinations are the scariest for them and us. Mom is passed being scared by them, thank God! The best thing you can do when she is having one, is to reassure her that everything is okay, then, and this is the key to caring for dementia patients, redirect her attention to anything to get her mind moving in a different direction. In other words, change the subject, point to something tangible, give her a sweet treat. And , yes, lie to her if you have to, it will calm her down. Sometimes meds help and sometimes they add to the problem. It's all trial and error and you will learn what to look for after a while. Get a wheelchair with a belt that she can't release. It will keep her safe. It may take a bit of time, but she will adapt to being in it and it will keep her safe and take some pressure off of you.
Coffee is ready!!! I need to get dressed and do a few things before I get Mom going.
I'll check in later. Hope you all have a peaceful day!
Boat Time!
lovbob
Mame, Deef, Linda, Lildeb, your days sound way more hectic than mine ever do. And I still bitch about mine. Its humbling for me to read about your daily routines. I realize I do a lot of bitching about the little things that I should just let go. I just get so irriated that I'm the only child that helps, and my mother is no picnic to be around. If she wasn't such a pity party of manipulation, it'd be easier.
Jen, all I could think of when I was reading your comment on fp choking.... so let him choke - fast way to end it. Shit, I'd be feeding him hard to manage foods every day - nothing soft on the menu. Bad karma for me.
Bobbie - I've been telling my husband for years that I'd like to live on a boat one day and just leave everything behind and wander - no grass to cut, no kids with us, no neighbors to loathe. But, its just a dream, and it sounds like a lot of work just the same! I told my husband that I'd drag him behind the boat if he pissed me off, like those boats trying to attract sharks do. Sort of like chumming, but in one whole piece. He just shakes his head. Old Lance Romance, sending me links to love songs. I threaten to use him as chum and he sends me love songs. What a weird relationship.
Stormy - I hope Connor continues on his good behavior streak. I love that wildboy side of kids though, as long as no one else suffers from it. My mother always told me that I let my kids "run wild". I did no such thing. She was just soo controlling, that my parenting seemed very liberal to her. The difference is that my kids, like your's, had consquences, not condemnation! I hope your dad responds well to the antibiotic. You don't need one more thing on your agenda, having a small child to deal with, this time of year too.
I just love you all, and I know I missed someone here. I look forward to seeing everyone's comments every day. Such a friendly thread. Nice of you to join us, Barb! I'm looking forward to getting to know you.
I'm going to go get some xmas stuff done today, one way or another. Although, I'm taking Mom out today. I could come home with a nervous tick and an attitude... so maybe xmas will wait till tomorrow. Husband flies in tonight and is staying for a month! Yay!
it's still a good dream and I love that your husband sends you links to love songs.
The boat is a lot of work and some days I wonder wtf was I thinking and then I go out on the foredeck before dawn and see this river and how peaceful it is and I know exactly what I was thinking.
It's an old boat but a good boat and worth the time and effort. My dream is of being moored in pretty water and buying bread from the locals on their little boats.
It's doable and hopefully some of you guys might join me one day.
Love all you guys way more than you'll ever know and still think that we should have a convention of grossed out caregivers!
lovbob
Off to Mom's now. I hope I can hold on to this good mood for a while! Your peaceful river morning sounds like it'd make me feel awe. I'm envious. Off to looney bin!
Here one more grouse. I made Beef Stroganoff becasue it is something we clearly will not be having now he is going to baby food...and she literally took all but two pieces of the meat, I am wondering did she know she did that? gah never mind!
S' 9:22 here now, snowing heavily about 25 degrees I'd guess.
Hope everyone is Ok and has a decent, calm, not stupid weekend...you know like mine....
Jen you are too good to your mom. If I had the $$, I'd fly you out here for a month of a different kind of insanity!! Any kind of change would do you a world of good!!
On a sad note, just got home from a quick shopping trip and saw on the news channel that some guy shot 26 kids and adults at a school in Newtown, Conn. Most were kids ranging in age from 5 to 10 and about 7 or 8 adults. What a sick f'ing world we live in!!! Too many people with access to those damn stupid guns!!!
Sure makes me look at my life with a different perspective!
Back in a bit. Off to the pharmacy and then to get Mom from Daycare. Another day of craziness here!
Shooting small children, at an elementary school, horrible news. Maybe the world really is coming to an end. My boss is calling the annual Christmas party, the "End of the World " party this year. I'm making a Chocolate pecan pie for the party.
I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too.
I've chosen. Now it's your turn to choose.
The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree.
Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma."
The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner.
"Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?"
She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full."
The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and put her arms around her little girl, and she begged her forgiveness for her thoughtless anger.
An accident took the life of the child only a short time later, and it is told that the mother kept that gold box by her bed for all the years of her life.
Whenever she was discouraged or faced difficult problems she would open the box and take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.
In a very real sense, each of us, as human beings, have been given a Golden box filled with unconditional love and kisses from our children, family, friends and GOD. There is no more precious possession anyone could hold.
You now have two choices:
1. Pass this on to your friends, or
2. Delete it and act like it didn't touch your heart.
As you can see, I took choice No. 1. Friends are like angels who lift us to our feet, when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.
Connor does not know about any of this, but he saw me crying. And told me Mama, you've got to stop all this crying. I started laughing. And I told him,"You know why I am crying?" He said, no. I said, because my heart is so full of love for you. And he said, "Awww..." That's so sweet.
My thoughts and prayers are with these families and the whole town. Peace be with all of you. Love and Hugs Stormy.
There is no understanding of it because it can't be understood.
Cuz,thanks for that story.
Stormy, give Connor a big squeeze from this lady on this boat.
Angels to all.
lovbob
Mom has been in bed all day. She won't get up at all. I tried feeding her some dinner but she only took a few mouthfuls. Forgive me for thinking this, but I looked at my mom today and thought why wouldn't God take these old demented people we care for instead of those poor innocent children. All I can do is pray for the families of Newtown, CT.
Austin, Some friends r just unbelievable n I would leave it alone! I would like to say, "Good for you n proud of you for it is very hard to say those little words called, No. Good for you!" : )
Jsomebody, that choking deal would probable have me freaking. Does he eat any small snacks in between that may keep him from scarfing his meal so fast or does he do it anyway?
Stormy, glad Connor kids is doing better n go knock on some wood for extra assurance. Kids will be kids for we all were one sometime ago. I am sorry to hear that your dad has been coughing up blood n that does sound serious. I hope the new prescription helps. Keep us posted on how he is doing.
Hi Barb, Sorry about your mom n the illness for I didn't know it can happen so fast like you mention it. I too like this site too because, you can see that we are not alone, we get useful advice n meet nice people on her too.
Bob, do you have a little mini-Christmas tree in that boat?
No venting today n thank the Lord. We all had a pretty good day n just laid around the house for most part of the day. Of course I did vacuum two rooms n wash some towel n let the mil fold them. She enjoyed that for the towels were nice n warm to her. She had forgotten she just ate an hour ago a sandwich with chips n drink n was wandering if she could make her something to eat. I reply, "Of course eat what ever you want to eat." I want her to eat anytime she wants so that she can gain some more weight. since last yr of Oct. she has gained 8 whole pounds yet, she still needs to gain some more meat on her bones. Well, got get her night calcium med to take n maybe a small snack before she goes to bed. Gotta go take mine myself too. I hope everyone has a restful night.
How dare they act petty about simple, stupid stuff at a "Holiday" party! You are pure class, dear Lady June, Maxine, whichever hat you wear today! It should be a tiara or jeweled crown!
Royality for you ~ cherished gift on this thread.
The event could have offered a time to pause - realizing how beyond awful life can be - maybe appreciate how fortunate you are as you look around at who is still living & rational. Maybe comfort or distract one another? Not imagine how the families are dealing with ...
I was thinking last night - discussing the ... shootings, horrific event ... now wondering how to even phrase it ...
gasp!
OK- the subject came up with friends (?). Accquaintances. Live humans, face to face, in person ... not you guys who were my cyber pals when I was homebound giving care & dealing with .... (fill in the blanks)
Know what?
I missed the thread! Those times when being alone with an ailing parent in the middle of nowhere life ... when something awful would occur with one of us of on a national level like yesterday -
someone would pop up with a reply or off the wall comment ~ another would pick it up. Even without a chat feature we somehow found comfort
Not that the people last night who staring into glasses of fine wine weren't sweet - but I found myself wanting to share the tragedy with my friends on Gross. The seasoned CG experienced who knew our hidden side of life.
it hit that deep - which means so did our thread connections.
I miss the days we'd comfort & laugh about mis-spellings & a dick head realitve ... confirming we weren't alone dealing with the mental & bodily stuff that had become our lives.
The banter would happen & the true meaning of friendship ... You know who you are. Before & after the big Squall
Yeah, well, Guess I'm still popping in here - especially when something as unbelievable like Connecticut happens - b/c I Know y'all are sensitive & special - would understand.
You new ones ~ don't hesitate to post & share ~ There are way more kind, considerate, compassionate & understanding people here than those who judge, criticize or offer off beat sympathy.
What's the point?
The world has had enough arrogance & mean. It doesn't belong here.
I feel the thread was started by an amusing, vibrant lady who was almost at the end of her rope yet still had humor & hope while dealing with a nonsense situation.
Please honor her's & everyone's personal situations, sacrifices & devastations -
& think of families who lost loved ones yesterday.
Rip&Pets
missing Sir
Dtflex, I hope u can get some zzzzzzzzzzz for that is early n you got to get up earlier than that just to make it their at that time. All the power to you.
Jsomebody, sorry you r having a crazy weekend.
This is and will always be a place for comfort and understanding. There are no words to say to those who lost their loved ones yesterday. All we can do is help to make changes that could prevent this kind of thing happening ever again.
Diane, I often think the same thing about my Mom, especially when I talk to my 59 year old neighbor who is battling pancreatic cancer with all he has. Maybe all your Mom's crazy behavior has finally worn her out and her body is finally getting the rest it needs. As we both know, every day is different and we never know what to expect next!
Took mom to her appointment Thursday and as I was traveling 75 mph in the passing zone, the engine suddenly sounded different. I looked down and Mom's hand was on the shift!!! She had down shifted into 3rd gear!!! Faith unbuckled in the rear seat and wrapped her arms around Mom as I shifted back into overdrive. Fortunately she did no harm, and we sure had a good laugh over the situation. You see, Mom never drove a car in her life!!!
I managed to get laundry and shopping done in between watching the news and discussing the school situation with Erin while she sat with Mom. She has 4 children of her own and is raising her brother's 16 year old daughter. Her 10 year old daughter asked her why someone would do such a thing. It's just too sad and I can't imagine those poor families.
Austin, you are so right! The problems we experience seem so trivial right now.
Lildeb, I think you should wait to talk to your doctor about the lipitor, too. It seems like a really high dose to me. I had high counts for years and only took 10 mgs/day. Glad you had a good day with your mom. I plan on having some laying around days here after the holidays.
On another note. We heard all kinds of stuff going on in town this morning, on the police scanner. Apparently, after an 18 month investigation, state and local law enforcement raided numerous homes today in town and some of the surrounding communities and arrested over 30 people for drug related charges. Talk about a great day here! Most are in jail for the weekend as very few were able to make bail. I guess it was mostly for the sale of prescription drugs.
Been a long day here, so I'm going to clean up the dishes and get myself off to bed.
Good night everyone!