For those of you were tired of my posts, sorry. For those of you who understand how sick this whole thing is, thank you. To sum up, narcissistic mother left at age 13 (but waited until 13) to go to Europe. Depressed. Anxious. Never took responsibility. At age 17, called me every night about problems. Swore would never live in the same city with her. Did not come to wedding, graduations or pay for anything. One-way relationship.
I felt compassion and fear so tried to keep her at bay. Paid for her to live as she lost money and I wanted her FAR away from me. About 1.5 years ago, at 77, she had another life attack and was frozen after acting semi-decent. We saw her a couple times in 10 years. Maybe 15 days. Now for the past 1.5 years she emails 10 times a day (to multiple emails, from 5 emails, pretend rabbis), skypes, LinkedIn messages, facebook. I've blocked and blocked. I've called police in Florida 5 times. I've gone to police in San Francisco and filed a harassment order. I've spoken with lawyers. She has clearly stated that there is no way she is honoring boundaries at her age. She will not be decent. Not with her world crashing down. She will not stop. I am the only one. Doesn't want to be in St. Louis with my sister. Doesn't want to live alone in nice condo I offered to buy her. I'm still working through how to not feel guilty and how to be okay with not knowing her whereabouts. She really doesn't leave the room in the hotel. She really is miserable. But, she won't agree to anything but me coming to save her and that's not happening. She is evil and conniving and manipulative. I need some more support. Yes, counselor supports me to meditate, set boundaries. She will not honor any. Interrupts my daily life and my thoughts and my activities. Uploading to police file now. More time. Her sick thinking is that she gave birth to me and I owe her my life.
Why in blazes are you paying this bully $30k per year?
It doesn't keep her from threatening you, does it?
What are you afraid of? Her showing up in CA? Where you can get a restraining order for harassment?
What part of "stop this madness" are you not getting?
The hotel people, tell them you will no longer be in contact with them and you are cutting off any financial aid to Mom. Do not contact u with any problems, call the police. Tell them to say to the police Mom is mentally ill and needs to be Baker Acted. This is the only way she may get help. Mom has 170k, she needs to spend it.
I am sure u were told this last year. The only way you can solve this problem is to go NO CONTACT. Forget ur Mom exists. Get rid of any emails you don't need for business. Block, block, block. If someday u get a call from APS in Fla, you tell them Mom walked out on u at 13. You have no relationship with her. She is mentally ill and you cannot care for her or want to. That the State of Fla needs to become her guardian.