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Living with Elderly Parents: Do You Regret the Decision?

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I Don't Want Mom to<br>Live With Me Anymore

You did it, didn't you? You promised, long ago when your dad died, that you'd take care of Mom and she'd never have to go to a nursing home. You promised Mom – after her visit to a nursing home, one of the worst in the state, to visit a friend – that she'd never have to go to a care facility of any kind.

No, you would always take care of her. After all, she always cared for you. Or, even though she wasn't a very good mother, and you never really got along, one cares for one's own, right?  Or, your mother was pretty healthy and doing okay and you were divorced and trying to take care of two children, so you moved in with your mother. She cared for the kids for awhile, but then began showing signs of strange behavior. You feared for your kids, your mother and yourself. "What have I gotten myself into?" You thought.

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Many people are facing the fact that their sweet intentions have taken a sour turn. Certainly, for some, the decision to cohabitate with their elders works out fine. Two or even three generations residing in the same home can work. It can work when there is plenty of space so that everyone has some degree of privacy. It can work when there is respect for one another and a place to go when one has had enough family time. It can work when there is plenty of cooperation, planning beforehand and even some respite care for the elder, should that be needed.

Reality bites. For the vast majority (and I have no statistics, but am going by mail I've received from people asking for help, plus the very active forum here on Agingcare.com), things may start off okay, but they steadily go downhill. People feel hemmed in by a deathbed promise, or a promise made to a parent who was once in good health. They feel hemmed in by the financial needs of all generations. They feel hemmed in by guilt.

 
 

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KathyNC

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Mar 18, 2009

I love having my Dad live with me. If he had not developed Alzheimer's disease, I never would have had the privilege to spend so much quality time with him.

When I was a kid, he worked all the time, so I missed out on a lot of time with him. Now I REALLY know my Dad, and he is a wonderful man.

Sure, its hard, but I am sure he has more regrets from my teenage years than I have caring for him these last five years!

Keep up the good work, Carol!

 
 

hilde45

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Mar 18, 2009

I had that problem allthough I did not live with my mom. I cared for her for the last 5 years. And she became really ill last September but refused to go to the dr. And then rallied a bit and then became real ill again three weeks ago could not even keep water down. SO she was brought to the hospital had a tumor in the Colon they did surgery. So now she has stage 3 colon cancer and she is in a nursing home on skilled nursing. The last year she did nothing for herself. I was there 6 days a week. She calls us kids every 20 min. wanting to go home. She has dementia. I just tell her eventually. I have a vascular disease and Non-Hodgkins lymphoma. And did 20 radiation treatments. And still took care of her. Now I am tired. I go there every day from 12:30 till 3. That is all I can do anymore. I am 64 myself. I just have a hard time getting my life back. Any advice ?

 
 

lkaserman

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Mar 18, 2009

"They dont go to classes to find out how to navigate the elder care system, the financial burdens, the Medicare and Medicaid mazes"

I've looked for these - but have not been able to find classess as mentioned - Any suggestions on where I can find these classes?

linda

 
 

noonitoot

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Mar 18, 2009

Hello Everyone,

Here are my odd assemblage of feelings about taking care of Mom. I don

 
 

Cologirl42

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Mar 18, 2009

You should cut back on your visits. It is hard to do but you will eventually feel liberated. The nursing staff is there to take care of them and they will call you if they need to. Gradually cut back on your visits and don't feel guilty about it. My mother is in a nursing home too and I go once or twice a week. I originally went every day too, but she is doing fine. and those I see in there who don't get a daily visit do ok too. Believe me, they survive without a daily visit. We make ourselves sick tryilng to mother our parents. It may sound harsh but it really helps.

 
 

msdiva

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Mar 18, 2009

i have no regrets of caring for my dad or living with him i had the chance to be with him and just hated that i wasn't there when my mom was there,actually i got booted out of that situation when my sister lied and said my dad didn't want me to move in all she wanted was free rent and after awhile my mom knew what was going on she didn't want my oldest siser living there in fact she was mad at my sister for tearing down her house all the rooms at the same time she was furious two weeks before she passed i knew it she never refered her to her name it was ''THAT GIRL'' but as far as my dad i had the opportunity to be with him he cling to me bcause he told me the others did not want to be bother with him unless they wanted some money i move in with my father in 2005 when my oldest sister didn't want to take care of him because he was deveopling alz.so that told the story i couldn't turn my back on him i lived with him until dec 21st of this passed yr and my so called sister wanted to stay there cause she didn't have no place to stay her kids her kids kids and a alcoholic brother of mine they thought they were gonna get comfortable but it didn't work my dad told me if i leave he was leaving he did not want to stay with them...guess what? my father passed on 03-02-09 at 5 12 a.m. i told them u can not change a caretaker like that with a alz patient but they didn't want to listen now they half to move out in 4 mons because stated in the will the house has to be sold but there is a blessing at the end for me. my dad is resting with my mother hes not with them and when he left i got my new and first grandson so im blessed both ways and i have no regrets

 
 

LaurenRN

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Mar 18, 2009

I had my father live with my son, daughter, and me for almost 3 years. I was very glad he could be there. It was a great time to get to catch up on all the things he did in his life, and talk about the things we used to do. I am glad he was able to stay with us for that time, and I look back on it as the best thing I could do for him. He enjoyed writing letters to his friends from his Air Force days, and it was sad to begin to see some of the letters be returned as his friends passed on. I still receive notes from some of them from time to time, especially at Christmas, but less each year. To me the hardest part was when he suddenly developed CHF, and passed away in 3 days at the hospital. I still miss him and would gladly do it again. I am glad I was able to honor his request to not go to a nursing home, except for a one month stay for therapy. I have no regrets. He was a great Dad.

 
 

msTish

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Mar 19, 2009

If anyone had asked me this question 2 weeks ago i would have said yes. I have a lot of regrets moving in with my mother in law. Today however that has changed. One week ago today we woke to find she had passed away quietly in her sleep. My only regret today is that i was not sleeping in that room with her so i could have been holding her hand when God took her home.

 
 

msTish,

I have those regrets about my mother-in-law, and that is not productive. We both did our best. I was called from the nursing home and told that she was having another seizure. She'd had so many, and she always came out of them. I had the stomach flu, and didn't think it wise that I go see her, or go see anyone one that day.

She died with a favorite aide sitting with her, but I still feel awful, when I let myself. That is a regret, but I can't change how things happened.

You can't change the fact that she went the way she did. You did everything you could.

One thing to note: Many doctors will tell you this, as well. Some people actually, "wait" until the family isn't there, as they have a sense that it will be harder for the family if they die in their presence.

It this the case for you, or for me? We don't know. But we know we did all we could, and that they have found peace.

We need to let the guilt go. You have nothing to feel guilty about. It's a regret and we all have them. Bless you for being so caring.


Carol

 
 

Thanks, Emily. You got in touch with me by my other email.
Carol

 
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